Tzen Yew's blog

facebook??

tzenyew — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 08:15:05 UT

Finally started this thing called facebook which is so alien to me. Until now i still cant figure out. I still do not know how to use it... My frens say i noob and stuff. Finally i also started it already. At least when ppl ask if i have a facebook...i can proudly say 'yes'. Wakakaka. But...still dunno how to use it

indie songs(not indian songs)=P

tzenyew — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 15:25:02 UT

i have always like listening to songs especially english songs til i started listening to fly fm. yeah. so it was on a saturday or sunday nite, i switched my radio on and it was campur chart, they were broadcasting malaysian songs, or indie songs. 1st time i heard it, i fell in love with it. many ppl think juz becuz is a malaysian song...it sucks. they're so wrong . they actuall have not experienced it. so i was saying...i on the radio, listening to campur chart and the 1st indie song i was in love with is situasi by bunkface. they're so bloody cool and talented. since tat song, i started listening to more and more indie songs. i realised...besides them, there is hujan, meet uncle hussain, yuna, pop shuvit, joanna and co, caprice, magik, estranged, couple, james baum and so many more. i love them so...much. i guess i still dun really know the uniqueness of malaysia but ll try to. i malaysia more tahn ever. after reading this, think again, then u will understand wat i mean. malaysia is so cool.

What is love really about??

tzenyew — Sat, 11 Jul 2009 02:56:43 UT

Normally people says that love is sweet and wonderful...
But i just don't think so...
Loving someone is so torturous when not being loved back...
When we love someone, we choose to be selfish...
Love could be either remedy or poison...
We choose to care and protect the person we love...
What really happens if both loves each other...
But never knew by any sides...
Both of them would live in a world of pain and darkness...
Love is something wonderful and at the same time torturous...
But what are we to do or say about??

Is it love???

tzenyew — Thu, 01 Jan 2009 05:35:05 UT

I was always lost,
until i was yours.
You gave me light,
making my world so bright.
You gave me peace,
even if i didn't say please.
The way u treated me,
makes me go crazy.
Looking at the picture of you,
all my sadness flew.
Can't believe you are mine,
but to me its just fine.
Love is indeed blind,
its something for everyone to find.
Looks don't signify anything,
when it comes to loving someone or something.
Even how far we are apart,
you wiil always be in my heart.

Boring......

tzenyew — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 13:15:56 UT

First time working properly and getting paid. To me the pay is quite high,
but maybe to some of u the sum is quite little..... Workin place is Bukit Jalil......
To be more exact....at hocky stadium...... They were having some paintball
competition end event...... Most volunteers that went there are scouts.......
Em ya.....10th PJ scouts....... Even though im a nobody there but im proud to be 1 of them....
Very commited members too..... Ya..bout the paintball thing. I learn a lot of new and things
which is still a stranger to me..... A lot experiences from helping...... And da event is called
something like WCA... MOstly my job is security, repleneshing stocks, carrying loads and promote items....Em....i think that is bout it..... Not to forget to mention my other comrades..... Very helpful.....
Without them, i dunno where ll i be standing....... WCA is a really interesting event and im hoping to
go there again.........even though i came back with a cold and flu....haha

exam over

tzenyew — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 08:00:48 UT

yay.......just finish my damn last term exam
very happy......
during the exam, every single nite oso sleep late....
cuz got too much to .....nearly went
i oso during da exam......lol
its finally over......i feel so much better.....
got some exam results ad.....
some good some bad....
worst part is they sending result by post....
and i again......lol

Hallucination......

tzenyew — Wed, 01 Oct 2008 07:07:08 UT

Walking along this lonely bank,
Where i let all my burdens sank,
One day i saw this fair lady,
And she made me all so giddy,
Just cant bring myself to look awy from her,
Instantly my legs melt like butter,
She laughed as she ran through the dandelions,
As pure as a white stallion,
Suddenly she slipped and fell,
Something inside me rang like a bell,
Asking me to help her,
But she didn't even shed a single tear,
Instead she laughed at her own clumsiness,
I admired her for her toughness,
She tinkles as she laughed,
I was staring at her like a daft,
As i moved closer to her,
To show me of her all so clearer,
Saw that she has big brown eyes,
That's where all her innocence lies,
I hoped i was always there,
When she brushes her long black hair,
Her lips, oh so small and delicate,
Just like a small red shallot,
She has a spaghetti like hair,
And she got all the sweetness to be shared,
Then she like a mist disappearing,
As i wonder i was hallucinating...........

Another of my "wonderful" masterpiece....^^

One Trip To Hell

tzenyew — Sat, 27 Sep 2008 07:40:17 UT

One Trip To Hell
Looking at all the faces,
breaks my heart to pieces,
For death are awaiting us,
To turn us into dust,
And welcome us to hell,
It is something everyone can tell,
But no one can explain,
Why endure the pain.
Walking down the pit of death,
Memories are what we are left,
Evils popping from the ground,
Trying to drag us down,
To join them in their watery death,
Of all the remains were left.
Evil do-ers can be seen,
Making our head spin,
As they are doing labours,
With their neighbours,
A never ending work,
Making everyone smirk,
Till the end of time,
Not worth a single dime.
Then here comes the one,
Pushing a rock weighing few tonnes,
To the top of the mountain,
But only to return,
As the rock falls again,
To the bottom of the mountain.
Ladies who betrayed their husbands,
As if in a trance,
Filling up a bottomless pit,
With endless supplies of filth.
Then there was the man,
Wasted all the food he can,
But now to suffer,
As he reach for the water,
They would flow away,
Even if he wanted to pay,
Fruits rolled away from him,
As though it was a bad dream,
Now what was left,
Was just a glistening death............

As usual.....another work of a bored child...lol

Death Note(Student Edition)

tzenyew — Sat, 27 Sep 2008 07:38:15 UT

Death Note(Student Edition its actually for homework.........)
Walking through this lonely street,
Where all the birds used to sit,
And suddenly abook came flying,
As the rain came trickling.
There was the book lying in the puddle,
My nature told me not to meddle,
But my curiosity got the better of me,
Like everyone could be.
There was the black book,
And i like a crook,
Put it in my coat,
As i knew it was death note.
I locked up my room as i reached house,
Creeping in like an unwanted mouse,
Taking my fortune out,
As a glee formed on my mouth.
I wrote names of all criminals,
And see them all crumble,
Glad of all my deed,
If my warnings are not heed(ed).
All villains drop to their feet,
At a lightning speed,
Dying of unkown cause,
Ending up in a box.
Saving the world is now my duty,
You certainly think i'm on a killing spree,
For sure its not for my pleasure,
Like an unwilling butcher...........

Another of my "wonderful" creation for being bored...
I mean real BORED

Is it too late.........

tzenyew — Sat, 27 Sep 2008 07:16:12 UT

Is it too late.......

Felt like it was yesterday,
That is the only thing i can say,
As i let my tears stream down,
Crying without a sound,
Shouldn't have said no,
Shouldn't have let you go,
Guess have to treat you better,
Hoping you will be back later,
But it is now too late,
As you walked out my gate,
Knowing you wont turn back,
Your love is now what i lack,
Should've appreciated you more,
Should've stop you at the door,
I myself was to be blamed,
If you girl have been claimed,
How i wanted to see you smile,
And bring you to an isle,
Memories of you are only left,
Til the day i draw my last breath.......

This creation has nothing to do with any
particular person. This is just a mere fiction
created when i was really....bored. LOL