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happy new year 07

seesee — Mon, 01 Jan 2007 14:41:05 UT

happy new year 2007..
the 1st day of 2007...
recently not so happy n feel bored..icun sign in into the msn messenger,huh,aledi for one week din use msn jor..wed skul will reoepn,miss malathy will b our pa teacher lo..so..scare scare..my house now got pengubahsuaian but juz outside n my parents' room..haih,every year v oso ned gotong-royong wan.tis year i clan up my room by myself,so tired leh..then the nez day clean up ruang tamu..2day clean up mum's room..y juz i need to help them??but they r not??dad ask me do things n dun keep watch tv n said i din do anything..hey,come on,wat i do everyday??keep mop n clean up leh..i din go out wif friends n enjoy myself like my bro,he din do anything leh..somemore i aledi not a small kids,y i cun do by my way??i really dun like their attitude..but he said b open-minded..wat tis mean??mean i wrong la?haiz..hate hate hate..yesterday n tis morning keep sms wif him,quite nice ler the chating..*sweet....but i really dun like when he compare me wif his eldest sis..coz i said y b the eldest muz do everything??somemore they comment this la tat la but not appreciate wat i had done..duno is my wrong o wat..haih,i prefer go to skul n start my buzy life better than stay wif family n c them everyday..especially mum n dad..i know mozly ppl will think tat i m not a good girl coz act like tis to parents..but if u r me,wat u will think n do??

my wish for this year is hope my STPM will get a good result..hope so..

huhu..

seesee — Fri, 29 Dec 2006 14:27:57 UT

hu..long time din bloging at here jor lu..erm,how was the new photo i juz upload??nice huh??change a lot rite??my holiday is going to finish jor lo..so charm..nez week skul reopen jor,2mrw ned gotong-royong then 2days go fo tang then clean house again..so charm leh..haih..hope nez year all will b the bez..haih..recently din do anything,juz keep sms n chating..but cun msn o,coz of the earthquake at TAIWAN there..all the bez everyone...happy new year 2007

blur blur..

seesee — Thu, 30 Nov 2006 15:39:04 UT

nez year miss malathy will teach us pa,die lo,my pa so worst,muz b get scold from her..hiah..still got a lot of experiment tat v need to finish it..hope all will b nice nez year especially my STPM...

yesterday juz went out wif my good fren..i do sushi for him n give a bottle of stars as his belated birthday present..he gave me 2 box of chocolate n 2handmade things..v went to sing k n shopping..then keep miss the way to take back car luakily still find back the car..then v eat dinner at 1st station there..v had talk a lot of things,juz chit-chat as usual..tired coz keep walk n walk till my nail pain n bengkak..but he is rushing back coz his frens need his help..at there i met wif wei yu oso..at night i cun sleep well n feel tired..laz time i had aledi wana give up..i aledi try my bez to do so but hard..i keep it as secret as long as i can..but i cun stand jor...duno y when i cun sent out the msg then i suden cried..i tell myself i really cun b like tis anymore..act i got a lot of things tat wana share wif him n wana hug oso,but no time n i aledi not dare to do so..wat r playing in my mind now??am i crazy?sot laedi?..i oso duno..

recently i quite moody,duno wat hapen to myself oso..al said i change a lot..did i???got one guy quite care about me..he is good act..but he keep talk abt 'love' topic everytime...now i oso got one 'brother' from sabah,he is quite nice person but a bit siao siao wan...hehe..duno he got angry me anot coz i din choi him yesterday coz i din have mood to chat wif him..sory o,brother...

juz now mum scold me coz of chocolate lo..i juz wana take for friends oli mer,she said i take too many o..then she take my things without ask my permision lo..i so angry leh wif her attitude ...but when some of my frens know abt tis,they said nvm la,she is ur mum mer...but if she is my mum,i juz let her do everything tat i dun like a??wat would u all think abt it?huh...oways said i din help her,tis la,tat la...

as i said i wil b busy wif my tuition,tuition n tuition..lian ask y my time so pack wan,i oso duno how to answer..but now hope my time pack everyday so tat i won have time to thnk so much..oso have advantage oso..hehe..wish all my friends good luck in study lo..+oil +oil...

boring...

seesee — Tue, 14 Nov 2006 13:23:02 UT

skul holidays is coming soon..but v still need go to skul..is quite boring when study at smp..feel boerd n bored jor..feel odd when talk wif friends but juz din show it out..or mayb they all had felt it juz din tell out?who knows?huh..juz like wat i had told sy,i not so like the way they treat ppl n the way they talk...y they keep moody wan??sometimes they r in good mood,sometimes r not..py oso agree wat i had said..but pj said dun think so much abt it so tat v won feel sad n worry abt it..mayb she is rite..
recently i had know 2friends,they r friendly..but one of them din ask my permision n get my hp number from his friend,huh,but dun mind jor..v sms almoz everyday,so is quite ok n is nice coz got friend can chat wif me through sms..another wan is my 'brother'..but he like to kidin,even said like ppl oso juz a joke..luckily i not a small gas person..haha..feel muntah ya??keke
yesterday i went to KITA tuition centre..wow,so many ppl there,very noisy too...i met wif my primary skul friends oso,bu ti cun recognize one of them..swt...n the physics teacher is quite ok oso..at least can understand wat he had taught..now i really lazy to touch all my hw..till now like a mountain jor..lazy lazy lazy...n 2day keep get 'kritik' by friends lo,so charm..huh..i know they juz kidin la coz they r sporty person..i know punya..
well...feel a bit regret abt the msg i had sent to him..but it's really my feel...so..duno how oso..but he din reply me after tat till now..
cya..
+oil o everybody..yo..yo...=p

huh...

seesee — Mon, 06 Nov 2006 15:48:52 UT

2day is quite bored at skul...they all keep talk about bio thngs..so i no topic to join in,n i juz do my maths..then after skul,i go to do smtg n book cake for teacher wif friends..then v ate lunch 2gether...erm,then after come back i get scold from mum..she said i din take care of the baby n so on...walau,y oways scold me wan??like no ned money wan..ceh..i thnk i have a bit problem dari segi mantal lo..suden will get down wan...duno y my friends ask me to bcareful wif those guys,scare i been cheated by them..n i feel betwen me n him like got a gap ...duno y..juz for a moments will feel so..mayb is i think too much..

sunday..=p

seesee — Sun, 05 Nov 2006 15:33:21 UT

juz finished my hw lo..huh..he din sms wiif me in tis few hours.he is busyin wif his work such as eat n so on..i juz let he enjoy himself cz he juz can play n enjoy once in a long time..he said wil come back to here on 25th...n will stay at here after chinese new year..i tot he juz kidn wif tat..but he said his sis's hushband ask for his help in work,n he was not happy at brunei so come back here n work..huh..hope after he come back here then his job will b ok n good..n can find his beloved soon..good luck ya.. and...i duno whether i m qualified to accept other ppl as my bf anot..n i duno when they r telling the truth or juz wana play me..who knows??scare scare leh...got a guy ask me izit malaysian all can write so many blog??i think juz i m the special wan...wrote so many..agree??hehe

hehe..happy o..

seesee — Sun, 05 Nov 2006 07:02:56 UT

2day i went to see dentist..the dentist said i juz need to cuci my teeth..now my teeth look great(my opinion)...haha..feel better lo..n din bengkak anymore..aledi pain for a few days becz of my naughty teeth..2day he went to kota kinabalu to do his pass of work..n will go back to brunei on tuesday..tis 2days can sms wif him,so great huh..nowadays got many guys in my msn list..got a lot of friends from many country now..erm...busying chating now...hehe

gotong-royong..

seesee — Fri, 03 Nov 2006 14:28:09 UT

2day our society got gotong-royong...me n bee theng ned to clean up the counter..huh,tot it will juz a short tim to finiz it but tired leh...then help teacher wrap present lo...then juz take my lunch..the time for me to take my food aledi din follow the time..
yesterday i felt down...but my friends who aledi go to otar to study chat wif me at msn..then feel better..they said i bcome thinner n prettier..haha..duno it's true anot..y my frinds din realise abt this?i mean skul friends...haih..feel odd n weird being in tis skul n in tis class...duno y..jjuz feel so..when i being wif my friends from secondary o primary skul friends,i feel better than b here..they all ask me take care of my health...huh....the maths i still got many have to go..n same too for my tuition hw..a lot lo..lazy leh??haha
hm...did i sound sad??look charm??i think not bor ..duno y they wil said so..mayb i should take a travel o way to release myself...ahaha..sound serious but for some friends they din feel so,so i juz act like ntn...some words they said actuallt hurt n i know wat they talk abt,although it mayb is not abt me but v should b more mature,isn't?some act like so childish...cun tahan sometimes...

no mood..

seesee — Thu, 02 Nov 2006 16:04:59 UT

huh..juz get scold from my mum.such a stupid n bored day..duno y she need scold us everyday..hate her so much..mayb i oso got wrong but she juz repeating the same thing..wat a mother she is?huh..
i aledi get back my result of MUET,CHEMISTRY,PHYSICS..but physics failed..becoz of my careless in counting,duno y it wil hapened but i din feel sad for my result..mayb coz din put all my effort into it...but surprise tat my MUET got into band4..i tot it wil b bad than tat..hehe..
2day the 'devil evil beside me'end aledi,nice love story..duno y feel miss him after tat...evrytime i feel down oso will juz thinkin of him..feel more comfortable when tell my problem to him..if i cry o being hot-tempered or scold him,he still can like as usual n say smtg good...haih..duno wat m i thinkin now..nowadays got a fw guys keep askin me to b thier gf but i reject ...they still act the same thing..i scare i cun 4get him...
haih..y oways like tis wan?is becoz of my character not good??y all this hapens 2gether wan?
now,i oso no mood to do my hw especially matshs..scare will cun cover it...still got a lot of hw...
duno is becoz of i think too much or wat?vern oso said i seems like will have mental problem soon...feel wana cry but i have to b tough....
confuse... recently a bit thin liao,duno y,no selera to eat oso...

bored holidays

seesee — Sun, 29 Oct 2006 15:32:39 UT

2day is a bored day again..as usual,i do house work after i take my breakfaz..huh..every sunday do the same thing again n again..then i watch tv...duno y sudenly got mood to do sushi..then i start to do it..the rice of the sushi tat i made 2day is nice,i like it ..although my neighbour oso say tat taste good..haha..hapy wif tat..tuesday have to start my skul life..huh..suffer..ned to get back my result..muz b get scold this time..
yesterday i went to a open house which held by my friend,laiching who is a beauty girl..well,i tot got many ppl join at 1st,but duno y juz 6ppl include me,her sis n bro's friends..huh..be4 tat shi jie come n fetch me..wow,she can drive very steady wan..feel comfortable..but a bit boring at there..i juz go n meet her coz really really long time din c her aledi..then she know tat i have a gap between me n my friends,then she asked me abt tat,i juz tell her some so she won wory abt me..she said i look like very tired..izit??but mum said i look ok bor...i oso drink some drink like wain(xiang bin),haha,shi jie dun like to drink coz is a bit acidic...lolz

huh..such a bored holidays..yesterday the chemistry tuition oso had been cancelled aledi,duno y..recently i keep listen to songs..FIR n Fish Leong wan quite nice..i prefer FIR wan..more nice to sing..hope to sing k again to 'release'all my un_hapiness

juz come back from hometown

seesee — Wed, 25 Oct 2006 17:32:00 UT

huh..such a terible trip...i juz reach home lo...now bloging n checking my mail..er..when i went back,v went to grandma's house,cousin's house,setiawan,pelabuhan pangkor,pantai remis...so places tat v went..tired man..i cun enjoy myself at there coz keep get scold from parents..n keep raining too..tat side oso banjir lo..luckily my grandma's house din kena..huh,when i was there,got a gang of guys keep called my name n looked at me ..duno wat hapen to them o me..then parents asked me who r them,i said duno,then dad juz laugh but mum keep ask again n again..huh..he oso know about this becoz he went to sarawak n will come back on nez onth but ask me keep it as secret 1st coz wana give surprise to his friends..then i duno got told him tat i m not so hapy wif my birth,quite sad n smtg tat happened around me...huh..my leg oso hurt lo..very pain..2mrw still need to help parents to clean the house ...huh...><
hope to go 2skul soon but wil get back my result...haha..i had bought many things to my friends as buah tgn..is smtg like 'hasil seafood'...my cousin n auntie all said i bcome prettier n prettier..but a bit short...haha...=p

such a shit famliy members

seesee — Sun, 22 Oct 2006 07:07:06 UT

stupid n siao parents n family members...i hate them so so so much..
feel stress n not well in this house..this such of family juz like a shit n damn bad..duno y they keep scold me n ask me do things then said i din do things or do well n so on..y they all like tat??
r u all think or care abt my feel??or u all got help me be4??i do all the things by my own...u juz clean the house n take care of children oli..y u wana arfue so much??then said i argue wif u n not good at all...i dunwan eat so much especially at night n supper,y u wana say i useless becoz of tat??u all got mind anot>>??siao ppl...
wat kind of this family is??r they normal??
hope to educated soon n get my job..then i wana go out from this house...really...

such a bored n charm 18th birthday

seesee — Sat, 21 Oct 2006 13:09:37 UT

2day i very bored n not well lo..wake up at 3smtg coz period pain..haiz..then hampir pengsan at toilet tat time..then cirit-birit lo..this few days aledi cun sleep well coz exam..friday act my friends plan to ask me go out for enjoy ourselves n celebrate my 18th birth but v had canceled it..then i juz go out wif 2friends...although v juz went to sing k yesterday but v walk for so many places juz becoz no place for us to sing..hiah..then i sang till lost voice..so funny n no air muka at tat time..feel shame er...monday need go back 2hometown lo..muzb very bored n charm coz ntn 2do n will get scold at there by stupid parents...now waiting the day he come back then v go out 2gether..hope v can do so...cya guys...

hooray

seesee — Thu, 19 Oct 2006 06:08:50 UT

hooray..had finish the exam lo..i think this time really die lo
very very charm n die die..
duno how is the result this time??.....
my birthday had juz pass lo..now i am 18 aledi..so happy ..but no one celebrate with me this time coz it was a exam period oso..but still got friends tat call n sms me ler..he oso got call me on laz saturday,v had talk for abt one n more hour..but quite cool o the situation..erm,but great n nice la he still know ned to call 2me..
and now i quite stress like singying said..juz she know wat hapen to me...hiah...
stay beauty n cute girl...18 'wan sui'

stressful..y they dun believe me??

seesee — Thu, 12 Oct 2006 14:21:09 UT

exam is on this saturday..duno how to die in this time exam..wait n die liao although juz have MUET,MATH T,PA,CHEMISTRY n PHYSICS..o..die die..they all keep say tat i am very hardworking la n so on..they keep doing revision n moz of them start do these in laz few weeks ago..when they talk abt this in class,i feel wana cry..duno is coz of i am slower than them o lazy than them..but really stressful when they say i m hardworking n do revision so faz..act i juz do at skul oli,at home i cun concentrate at all..y they dunwan blif me??i said i n him is juz bez friend n not a couple..but duno y they oso dun blif me..n they said this la n tat la..n said many ppl wana me b their gf..lolz..where got?haih..but now really worry abt the exam although i aledi i will failed n scold by dady n mumy..juz wana share some my feel n problems here..

happy mooncake festival

seesee — Fri, 06 Oct 2006 07:12:52 UT

2day is the mooncake festival..i had ate a lot of mooncake until now quite fat aledi..huh..need do more exercise lo,if not nobody wan me later..haha..erm,2day d experiment quite bad o,duno y cun get the correct result at 1st,then teacher oso quite moody..luckily still can finished it but v r late for our nez lesson..duno y this few days me got a bit stomache,mayb ate too much of mooncake..yesterday edward sms me back,v had such a long time din contact wif each other,now he is in a relationship,hope he is hapy n enjoy his life wif his new gf..duno y din have mood to study n do revision although exam is start on nez saturday..die lo..sure fail later..but this is my fault coz din put effort on it n din concentrate in my study 100%..but is very very tough until no place for us to bernafas..so nice o,my indian friend know when is my birthday,i am so hapy wif tat..n my friend need go back to her hometown coz of smtg hapen to her grandma,hope her grandma will get well soon...

hiah..no mood..

seesee — Sat, 30 Sep 2006 13:33:11 UT

y my parents oways scold me wan?is it i oways do anything wrong they feel wana scold me?they ways is my fault..sometimes i oso duno wat i should i do..hate tis family very much..dun like it..hate..really hate it..but all my friends n he oso ask me dun mind that wat they all saying to me..erm,but y nobody stand with me?oways say bcoz of they r my parents so i should keep help them n dun argue with them..but i cun tahan with their attitude to me n the way they talk to me..y should they treat me like this?i oso got feel wan..i am not a very tough girl but i try to b tough in front of u al..but y still like tat?wat's wrong?
i really ned him now...to share my problem...act..i oso duno is my problem o wat...now,my friendship is ok but still quite 'shame' n 'cool' when talk with them..yesterday my bez friend cried coz of stress...but i oso stress n i din tell out my problem to her coz she oso has her own problem..now got a guy named PRINCE GUY,he keep sms wif me n ask many things..duno he is care abt me o juz wana know more abt me...no mood...

yeah

seesee — Mon, 18 Sep 2006 07:28:27 UT

oh my god,the new website again..this is my 3rd blog,wow,such a nice blog huh..hehe.. so nice leh,got more places to drop down my things..nice to meet wif u al