seesee
female - 21 years, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Blog 18
my interesting blog..
got more story abt myself at my blog which i had blog at bingbox...
who had read oso saiid i m a good write..izit/?lolz 
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happy new year 07
happy new year 2007..
the 1st day of 2007...
recently not so happy n feel bored..icun sign in into the msn messenger,huh,aledi for one week din use msn jor..wed skul will reoepn,miss malathy will b our pa teacher lo..so..scare scare..my house now got pengubahsuaian but juz outside n my parents' room..haih,every year v oso ned gotong-royong wan.tis year i clan up my room by myself,so tired leh..then the nez day clean up ruang tamu..2day clean up mum's room..y juz i need to help them??but they r not??dad ask me do things n dun keep watch tv n said i din do anything..hey,come on,wat i do everyday??keep mop n clean up leh..i din go out wif friends n enjoy myself like my bro,he din do anything leh..somemore i aledi not a small kids,y i cun do by my way??i really dun like their attitude..but he said b open-minded..wat tis mean??mean i wrong la?haiz..hate hate hate..yesterday n tis morning keep sms wif him,quite nice ler the chating..*sweet....but i really dun like when he compare me wif his eldest sis..coz i said y b the eldest muz do everything??somemore they comment this la tat la but not appreciate wat i had done..duno is my wrong o wat..haih,i prefer go to skul n start my buzy life better than stay wif family n c them everyday..especially mum n dad..i know mozly ppl will think tat i m not a good girl coz act like tis to parents..but if u r me,wat u will think n do??
my wish for this year is hope my STPM will get a good result..hope so.. -
huhu..
hu..long time din bloging at here jor lu..erm,how was the new photo i juz upload??nice huh??change a lot rite??my holiday is going to finish jor lo..so charm..nez week skul reopen jor,2mrw ned gotong-royong then 2days go fo tang then clean house again..so charm leh..haih..hope nez year all will b the bez..haih..recently din do anything,juz keep sms n chating..but cun msn o,coz of the earthquake at TAIWAN there..all the bez everyone...happy new year 2007
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blur blur..
nez year miss malathy will teach us pa,die lo,my pa so worst,muz b get scold from her..hiah..still got a lot of experiment tat v need to finish it..hope all will b nice nez year especially my STPM...
yesterday juz went out wif my good fren..i do sushi for him n give a bottle of stars as his belated birthday present..he gave me 2 box of chocolate n 2handmade things..v went to sing k n shopping..then keep miss the way to take back car luakily still find back the car..then v eat dinner at 1st station there..v had talk a lot of things,juz chit-chat as usual..tired coz keep walk n walk till my nail pain n bengkak..but he is rushing back coz his frens need his help..at there i met wif wei yu oso..at night i cun sleep well n feel tired..laz time i had aledi wana give up..i aledi try my bez to do so but hard..i keep it as secret as long as i can..but i cun stand jor...duno y when i cun sent out the msg then i suden cried..i tell myself i really cun b like tis anymore..act i got a lot of things tat wana share wif him n wana hug oso,but no time n i aledi not dare to do so..wat r playing in my mind now??am i crazy?sot laedi?..i oso duno..
recently i quite moody,duno wat hapen to myself oso..al said i change a lot..did i???got one guy quite care about me..he is good act..but he keep talk abt 'love' topic everytime...now i oso got one 'brother' from sabah,he is quite nice person but a bit siao siao wan...hehe..duno he got angry me anot coz i din choi him yesterday coz i din have mood to chat wif him..sory o,brother...
juz now mum scold me coz of chocolate lo..i juz wana take for friends oli mer,she said i take too many o..then she take my things without ask my permision lo..i so angry leh wif her attitude ...but when some of my frens know abt tis,they said nvm la,she is ur mum mer...but if she is my mum,i juz let her do everything tat i dun like a??wat would u all think abt it?huh...oways said i din help her,tis la,tat la...
as i said i wil b busy wif my tuition,tuition n tuition..lian ask y my time so pack wan,i oso duno how to answer..but now hope my time pack everyday so tat i won have time to thnk so much..oso have advantage oso..hehe..wish all my friends good luck in study lo..+oil +oil... -
boring...
skul holidays is coming soon..but v still need go to skul..is quite boring when study at smp..feel boerd n bored jor..feel odd when talk wif friends but juz din show it out..or mayb they all had felt it juz din tell out?who knows?huh..juz like wat i had told sy,i not so like the way they treat ppl n the way they talk...y they keep moody wan??sometimes they r in good mood,sometimes r not..py oso agree wat i had said..but pj said dun think so much abt it so tat v won feel sad n worry abt it..mayb she is rite..
recently i had know 2friends,they r friendly..but one of them din ask my permision n get my hp number from his friend,huh,but dun mind jor..v sms almoz everyday,so is quite ok n is nice coz got friend can chat wif me through sms..another wan is my 'brother'..but he like to kidin,even said like ppl oso juz a joke..luckily i not a small gas person..haha..feel muntah ya??keke
yesterday i went to KITA tuition centre..wow,so many ppl there,very noisy too...i met wif my primary skul friends oso,bu ti cun recognize one of them..swt...n the physics teacher is quite ok oso..at least can understand wat he had taught..now i really lazy to touch all my hw..till now like a mountain jor..lazy lazy lazy...n 2day keep get 'kritik' by friends lo,so charm..huh..i know they juz kidin la coz they r sporty person..i know punya..
well...feel a bit regret abt the msg i had sent to him..but it's really my feel...so..duno how oso..but he din reply me after tat till now..
cya..
+oil o everybody..yo..yo...=p -
huh...
2day is quite bored at skul...they all keep talk about bio thngs..so i no topic to join in,n i juz do my maths..then after skul,i go to do smtg n book cake for teacher wif friends..then v ate lunch 2gether...erm,then after come back i get scold from mum..she said i din take care of the baby n so on...walau,y oways scold me wan??like no ned money wan..ceh..i thnk i have a bit problem dari segi mantal lo..suden will get down wan...duno y my friends ask me to bcareful wif those guys,scare i been cheated by them..n i feel betwen me n him like got a gap ...duno y..juz for a moments will feel so..mayb is i think too much..
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sunday..=p
juz finished my hw lo..huh..he din sms wiif me in tis few hours.he is busyin wif his work such as eat n so on..i juz let he enjoy himself cz he juz can play n enjoy once in a long time..he said wil come back to here on 25th...n will stay at here after chinese new year..i tot he juz kidn wif tat..but he said his sis's hushband ask for his help in work,n he was not happy at brunei so come back here n work..huh..hope after he come back here then his job will b ok n good..n can find his beloved soon..good luck ya.. and...i duno whether i m qualified to accept other ppl as my bf anot..n i duno when they r telling the truth or juz wana play me..who knows??scare scare leh...got a guy ask me izit malaysian all can write so many blog??i think juz i m the special wan...wrote so many..agree??hehe
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hehe..happy o..
2day i went to see dentist..the dentist said i juz need to cuci my teeth..now my teeth look great(my opinion)...haha..feel better lo..n din bengkak anymore..aledi pain for a few days becz of my naughty teeth..2day he went to kota kinabalu to do his pass of work..n will go back to brunei on tuesday..tis 2days can sms wif him,so great huh..nowadays got many guys in my msn list..got a lot of friends from many country now..erm...busying chating now...hehe
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gotong-royong..
2day our society got gotong-royong...me n bee theng ned to clean up the counter..huh,tot it will juz a short tim to finiz it but tired leh...then help teacher wrap present lo...then juz take my lunch..the time for me to take my food aledi din follow the time..
yesterday i felt down...but my friends who aledi go to otar to study chat wif me at msn..then feel better..they said i bcome thinner n prettier..haha..duno it's true anot..y my frinds din realise abt this?i mean skul friends...haih..feel odd n weird being in tis skul n in tis class...duno y..jjuz feel so..when i being wif my friends from secondary o primary skul friends,i feel better than b here..they all ask me take care of my health...huh....the maths i still got many have to go..n same too for my tuition hw..a lot lo..lazy leh??haha
hm...did i sound sad??look charm??i think not bor ..duno y they wil said so..mayb i should take a travel o way to release myself...ahaha..sound serious but for some friends they din feel so,so i juz act like ntn...some words they said actuallt hurt n i know wat they talk abt,although it mayb is not abt me but v should b more mature,isn't?some act like so childish...cun tahan sometimes... -
no mood..
huh..juz get scold from my mum.such a stupid n bored day..duno y she need scold us everyday..hate her so much..mayb i oso got wrong but she juz repeating the same thing..wat a mother she is?huh..
i aledi get back my result of MUET,CHEMISTRY,PHYSICS..but physics failed..becoz of my careless in counting,duno y it wil hapened but i din feel sad for my result..mayb coz din put all my effort into it...but surprise tat my MUET got into band4..i tot it wil b bad than tat..hehe..
2day the 'devil evil beside me'end aledi,nice love story..duno y feel miss him after tat...evrytime i feel down oso will juz thinkin of him..feel more comfortable when tell my problem to him..if i cry o being hot-tempered or scold him,he still can like as usual n say smtg good...haih..duno wat m i thinkin now..nowadays got a fw guys keep askin me to b thier gf but i reject ...they still act the same thing..i scare i cun 4get him...
haih..y oways like tis wan?is becoz of my character not good??y all this hapens 2gether wan?
now,i oso no mood to do my hw especially matshs..scare will cun cover it...still got a lot of hw...
duno is becoz of i think too much or wat?vern oso said i seems like will have mental problem soon...feel wana cry but i have to b tough....
confuse... recently a bit thin liao,duno y,no selera to eat oso... -
bored holidays
2day is a bored day again..as usual,i do house work after i take my breakfaz..huh..every sunday do the same thing again n again..then i watch tv...duno y sudenly got mood to do sushi..then i start to do it..the rice of the sushi tat i made 2day is nice,i like it ..although my neighbour oso say tat taste good..haha..hapy wif tat..tuesday have to start my skul life..huh..suffer..ned to get back my result..muz b get scold this time..
yesterday i went to a open house which held by my friend,laiching who is a beauty girl..well,i tot got many ppl join at 1st,but duno y juz 6ppl include me,her sis n bro's friends..huh..be4 tat shi jie come n fetch me..wow,she can drive very steady wan..feel comfortable..but a bit boring at there..i juz go n meet her coz really really long time din c her aledi..then she know tat i have a gap between me n my friends,then she asked me abt tat,i juz tell her some so she won wory abt me..she said i look like very tired..izit??but mum said i look ok bor...i oso drink some drink like wain(xiang bin),haha,shi jie dun like to drink coz is a bit acidic...lolz
huh..such a bored holidays..yesterday the chemistry tuition oso had been cancelled aledi,duno y..recently i keep listen to songs..FIR n Fish Leong wan quite nice..i prefer FIR wan..more nice to sing..hope to sing k again to 'release'all my un_hapiness
