sassy_marti39
female - 43 years, winter haven, United States
Blog 121
What I see in the world that I live in....Its all here, dating, kids, work, guys and females. Marti's viewpoint.
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Moments
Moments
We all have our moments.
We have moments for smiles and for sorrow.
We have moments to be alone, and moments to be surrounded by love.
We have moments in the sunshine and in darkness.
We have moments of courage and of fear.
We have moments of laugh and of crying.
We have moments of peace and of chaos.
Moments make up our lives.
Moments make us into who we are to be in the end.
Regret no moments, for they shall never come again.
Good times, bad times, happy times, and sad times, embrace them all.
Each moment fled in an instance, therefore take hold while it is there.
“You have a lifetime”, not so, you only have the moment at hand.
A moment to be born, a moment to die;
Here this moment and gone the next.
I waited to long to say, “hello. How are you doing?”
Now it’s time to say “good bye, see you on the other side.
I let the moments fade away.
Dedicated to my granddaddy and cousin.
Nell 11/04/09 -
Never
Never
You never saw my smile.
You never heard my laughter.
You never heard my cry.
My life was over before it began.
A dream never dreamed.
A touch never felt.
A tear never cried.
An undeveloped loved.
I once was, but now I am not.
Aches are where joy should be.
I leave a hole, where love should be.
My life was taken before it began.
Never a chance to run and play.
Never a chance to walk and fall.
Never a chance to rise and reach for that far away star.
Never a first steps.
Never a first word.
Never a first day of school.
Never a first date.
Never to fall in love or have a broken heart.
My end came before the beginning.
Never to breath or live. -
Daily Rules from God for 2009
Daily Rules from God for 2009
1. Wake Up!! Decide to have a good day. 'Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it.'Psalms 118:24
2. Dress Up!!The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks. 'The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart.' I Samuel 16:7
3. Shut Up!! Say nice things and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth, so He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking. 'He who guards his lips guards his soul.' Proverbs 13:3
4. Stand Up!!... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything.. 'Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time, we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good...'Galatians 6:9-10
5. Look Up!!... To the Lord.
'I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me.'Phillippians 4:13
6. Reach Up!!... For something higher. 'Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not unto your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him, And He will direct your path.'
Proverbs 3:5-6
7. Lift Up!!... Your Prayers.
'Do not worry about anything; instead PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING.'
Phillippians 4:6 -
Just being me
Just being me
To each there own, is what I always say. I don't always have good days, but I never take my bad days out on others. If this mean going to my room and staying there until my mood change, then thats what I will do. I try not to judge others, but sometimes I still do. For instance, if you have 1000 friends and none of them are of the same sex as you, it appears to me that you are not making friends, but collecting females. Its a waste of your time to send me a friend request, because I will deny it. I have no desire to be apart of your Harem. If this offends you, oh well. It is what it is.
Don't ask me for my messenger, I uninstalled them a while back. They sap too much of my time. You can chat with me here if you like.
Don't ask me to cam, I threw it in the trash a while back, so many people just want to show there goodies. I am not turn on by nudity.
Don't ask me for phone sex or nude picture because you won't get either from me.
If you delete your friendship before I can't get back with you, oh well, you wasn't my friend after all.
It is what it is. Life is not always a bowl of cherries and it is never ever only about one person.
Peace and Love
Marti
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The Absent Father
The Absent Father
Now that the years has passed,
The dreams has died,
I have no tears to shed for you.
Days, weeks, and years,
I waited on a father that never came.
I had nightmares,
Yelled out in fear,
Rushing to my bed my mother came,
But it was your face that I never seen.
He loves me, he loves me not.
How can a man leave behind his own begotten child?
Years keep rolling on.
Two, Twelve, Twenty-two,
Now you wan to be called dad.
Strange word to these lips of mine
Only da escapes my throat,
A void heart for this unknown man,
He is a stranger to the woman I am.
Respect you yell for, I try.
It’s hard to respect a deadbeat dad.
You had your chance, but only one.
Your little girl is all grown up.
Mom did good all by herself,
But it could have been better if I had a dad.
Now you give me a crumb,
Then shout for glory as if you given the entire loaf.
All my years my mother planted and grew,
Now the harvest is full.
Look at me. See me for the first time.
Your own begotten child,
That you left behind.
I am not bitter, but the void will always be,
Only one chance to raise a child,
You made your choice,
It was not to be a dad.
All is well with this soul of mine; nourished and loved,
Mom made sure of it all.
Today I sang because I am happy.
I sang because I am loved and free.
In spite of it all,
I made it through,
Without you dad I still grew strong.
Now I soar in the open sky.
You seek your glory,
And praise these days.
All my glory I give to God.
Mom taught me well.
Nell 10/29/08 -
to all my netlog friendsjust relocated
Hello all,
I do apologize for my delay in letting all know what have been going on with me. I just relocated to Jacksonville Fl. and am still trying to get settled in. I do have my computer from the shop now, but have not gotten any internet service yet.
I have been in Jacksonville now for 2 weeks and spending all my time looking for employment. At the moment I am at the local library doing a job search and trying to get a message to you.
I really don't have the time right now to play online my many wonderful friends or the time to be pissing off my o' so many busy bodies Hahaha.....
I am well and all is going good so far, just got to get work soon. I hope to have my service at home soon so we can catch up on what have been going on in each others life. I do miss my connections with you and pray that all is well with you all.
I have my first job interview this coming Tuesday, so pray that the Lord has a blessing in his bag for me.
Peace and love
Your friend Marti
Ps. Jacksonville is beautiful and I am so excited about starting a new chapter in my life. -
Warning
I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times
unintentionally...but this one is real, and it's
important.
So please send this warning to everyone on your e-mail list.
If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warm weather and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around with your arms up,
DO NOT DO IT!! THIS IS A SCAM!!
They only want to see you naked.
I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid
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So you want to work for the Clinton
So you want to work for the Clinton or have them in the White House again?
Just a quick refresher course, lest we forget what has happened to many 'friends' of the Clinton
1 - James McDougal - Clinton 's convicted Whitewater partner died of an apparent heart attack, while in solitary confinement. He was a key witness in Ken Starr's investigation.2 - Mary Mahoney - A former White House intern was murdered July 1997 at a Starbucks Coffee Shop in Georgetown . The murder happened just after she was to go public with her story of sexual harassment in the White&nb sp; House.
3 - Vince Foster - Former White House counselor and colleague of Hillary Clinton at Little Rock 's Rose Law firm. Died of a gunshot wound to the head, ruled a suicide.
4 - Ron Brown - Secretary of Commerce and former DNC Chairman. Reported to have died by impact in a plane crash. A pathologist close to the investigation reported that there w as a hole in the top of Brown's skull resembling a gunshot wound. At the time of his death Brown was being investigated, and spoke publicly of his willingness to cut a deal with prosecutors. The rest of the people on the plane also died. A few days later the air Traffic controller committed suicide.
5 - C. Victor Raiser II - Raiser, a major player in the Clinton fund raising organization died in a private plane crash in July 1992.
6 - Paul Tulley - Democratic National Committee Political Director found dead in a hotel room in Little Rock , September 1992. Described by Clinton as a 'dear friend and trusted advisor'.
7 - Ed Willey - Clinton fund raiser, found dead November 1993 deep in the woods in VA of a gunshot wound to the head. Ruled a suicide. Ed Willey died on the same day his wife Kathleen Willey claimed Bill Clinton groped her in the oval office in the White House. Ed Willey was involved in several Clinton fund raising events.
8 - Jerry Parks - Head of Clinton's gubernatorial security team in Little Rock . Gunned down in his car at a deserted intersection outside Little Rock. Park's son said his father was building a dossier on Clinton . He allegedly threatened to reveal this information. After he died the files were mysteriously removed from his house.
9 - James Bunch - Died from a gunshot suicide. It was reported that he had a 'Black Book' of people which contained names es of influential people who visited prostitutes in Texas and Arkansas .
10 - James Wilson - Was found dead in May 1993 from an apparent hanging suicide. He was reported to have ties to Whitewater.
11 - Kathy Ferguson- Ex-wife of ArkansasTrooper Danny Ferguson, was found dead in May 1994, in her living room with a gunshot to her head. It was ruled a suicide even though there were sev eral packed suitcases, as if she were going somewhere. Danny Ferguson was a co-defendant along with Bill Clinton in the Paula Jones lawsuit. Kathy Ferguson was a possible corroborating witness for Paula Jones.
12 - Bill Shelton - Arkansas StateTrooper and fiance of Kathy Ferguson. Critical of the suicide ruling of his fiance, he was found dead in June, 1994 of a gunshot wound also ruled a suicide at the grave site of his fiance.
13 - Gandy Baugh - Attorney for Clin ton 's friend Dan Lassater, died by jumping out a window of a tall building January, 1994. His client was a convicted drug distributor.
14 - Florence Martin - Accountant & subcontractor for the CIA , was related to the Barry Seal Mean Airport drug smuggling case. He died of three gunshot wounds.
15 - Suzanne Coleman - Reportedly had an affair with Clinton when he was Arkansas Attorney General. Died of a gunshot&nb sp; wound to the back of the head, ruled a suicide. Was pregnant at the time of her death.
16 - Paula Grober - Clinton 's speech interpreter for the deaf from 1978 until her death December 9, 1992 . She died in a one car accident.
17 - Danny Casolaro - Investigative reporter. Investigating Mean Airport and Arkansas Development Finance Authority. He slit his wrists, apparently, in the middle of his investigation.
18 - Paul Wilcher - Attorney investigating corruption at Mean Airport with Casolaro and the 1980 'October Surprise' was found dead on a toilet June 22, 1993 in his Washington , DC apartment. Had delivered a report to Janet Reno weeks before his death.
19 - Jon Parnell Walker - Whitewater investigator for Resolution Trust Corp. Jumped to his death from his Arlington, Virginia apartment balcony August 15, 1993 . He was investigating the Morgan Guaranty scandal.
20 - Barbara Wise - Co mmerce Department staffer. Worked closely with Ron Brown and John Huang. Cause of death unknown. Died November 29, 1996 . Her bruised, nude body was found locked in her office at the Department of Commerce.
21 - Charles Meissner - Assistant Secretary of Commerce who gave John Huang special security clearance, died shortly thereafter in a small plane crash.
22 - Dr. Stanley Heard - Chairman of the National Chiropractic Health Care Advisory Committee died with his attorney Steve Dickson in a small plane crash. Dr. Heard, in addition to serving on Clinton 's advisory council personally treated Clinton 's mother, stepfather and brother.
23 - Barry Seal -Drug running pilot out of Mean Arkansas , death was no accident.
24 - Johnny Lawhorn Jr. - Mechanic, found a check made out to Bill Clinton in the trunk of a car left at his repair shop. He was found dead after his car had hit a utility pole.
25 - Stanley Huggins - Investigated Madison Guaranty. His death was a purported suicide and his report was never released.
26 - Hershell Fr iday - Attorney and Clinton fund raiser died March 1, 1994 when his plane exploded.
27 - Kevin Ives & Don Henry - Known as 'The boys on the track' case. Reports say the boys may have stumbled upon the Mena Arkansas airport drug operation. A controversial case, the initial report of death said, due to falling asleep on railroad tracks. Later reports claim the 2 boys had been slain before being p laced on the tracks. Many linked to the case died before their testimony could come before a G rand Jury.
THE FOLLOWING PERSONS HAD INFORMATION ON THE IVES/HENRY CASE:
28 - Keith Coney - Died when his motorcycle slammed into the back of a truck, 7/88.
29 - Keith McMaskle - Died stabbed 113 times, Nov, 1988
30 - Gregory Collins - Died from a gunshot ; wound January 1989.
31 - Jeff Rhodes - He was shot, mutilated and found burned in a trash dump in April 1989.
33 - James Mila n - Found decapitated. However, the Coroner ruled his death was due to 'natural causes'.
34 - Jordan Kettleson - Was found shot to death in the front seat of his pickup truck in June 1990.
35 - Richard Winters - A suspect in the Ives / Henry deaths. He was killed in a set-up robbery July 1989.
THE FOLLOWING CLINTON BODYGUARDS ARE DEAD:
36 - Major William S. Barkley Jr.
37 - Captain Scott J. Reynolds
38 - Sgt. Brian Hanley
39 - Sgt. Tim Sabel
40 - Major General William Robertson
41 - Col. William Densberger
42 - Col. Robert Kelly
43 - Spec. Gary Rhodes
44 - Steve Willis
45 - Robert Williams
46 - Conway LeBleu
47 - Todd McKeehan -
Jury Duty Scam DO READING !
This has been verified by the FBI (their link is also included below). Please pass this on to everyone
in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take those summonses for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of fraud has surfaced. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summons for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Give out any of this
information and bingo; your identity was just stolen. The fraud has been reported so far in 11 states, including Oklahoma , Illinois , and Colorado .This (swindle) is particularly insidious because they use intimidation over the phone to try to bully people into giving information by pretending they
are with the court system. The FBI and the federal court system have issued
nationwide alerts on their web sites, warning consumers about the fraud.
http://www.fbi.gov/page2/june06/jury_scams0602...
http://www.fbi.gov/page2/june06/jury_scams0602...
http://www.snopes.com/crime/fraud/juryduty.asp -
Yahoo IM and MSN IM
Not that i am trying to be rude or have anything that i am trying to hide, but no IM for me please. All my contact info is on my home page, if you would like to add me to your IM go ahead and do so. I will not add you as a friend until i know who you are, but i will allow you to see when i log in. I rarely logs into either one of the program, so you would have a better chance getting to know me on the site that you found me.
These instant messengers saps away far too much of your time, and i don't have time like that to just chat. Besides, its a nightmare when i do log in because there are always at least 4 people trying to chat with you at the same time. Then i can't remember who anyone is....LOL, not good. They IM drives me nutts.........
