yesterday at 12:33

Tears still fill my eyes when I call his name.
Nothing had to ever change
How could he dare do that to me
Leave me in all this misery

I want to know,if he loved me so,
Then why I am all so all alone
Never he said will you be afraid
I’ll protect you,nothing will change.

Why did he say those things to me
So he would see if I believed
I want to hear,if he loved me dear,
Then why I am all so all alone

He slipped his hand under my chin,
And looked with such a loving grin,
The kind that melts your heart to gold,
The kind you bury deep inside your soul.

I want to see,if he loved me deep,
Then why am I all so all alone
He touched my hand,in a single swipe,
He changed my world,my light my life,

And ran his fingers through my hair,
He gave me such an enchanting glare,
I thought I knew that he loved me true,
Then why am I all so all alone

He called me each sunrise to live in his world
To breathe on his life and live on his words,
And gladly I would forever extend,
This love beetween us ’til my journeys end.

But who’d have believed,he went before me,
That’s why I’m all so all alone.
Gladly take his place I would,
With a smile on my face,if I only could,

I’d brave the storm,and wait for him
‘Til the ends of the world,to his arms again
I would take his place,’Til I see his face,
But I am still all so all alone.

He took of my life,and soul,and heart,
When from this life he had to depart.
Please,God,I just don’t understand
Can’t my heart make him live again

If only it could,if only ot would,
But thats why I’m all so all alone.
I dream of the day,when his face I’ll see,
Shining in light and glority.

But ’til the day I feel his embrace,
I must dream of his life,and remember his face.
But ’til the day,that I see his face,
I will remain all so all alone.