poisonopalflower
female - 22 years, lancashire, United Kingdom
Blog 21
these blogs are gonna be about me and things that happen in my everyday life and the independant decisions that i make 
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thank god i left him and moved on
i was in a relationship with a guy for just over a year but he turned sour and violent so i left at 28 weeks pregnant and had my beautiful lil girl. soon enought ill get my own place with my daughter and make it my own so i cant wait. i keep looking at katelyn and i see the changes that happen everyday, shes smileing now and makeing new noises, lol shes definately found her voice thats for sure, she can even bring her fist to her mouth now when she wants to suck on it for comfort, shes just so laid back and absolutely loves having a bath, i gave her a bath yeaturday and she was all smiles, kicking around in the water and gurgleing away and i couldnt help but laugh and give her kisses. when shes had all her injections im gonna take her swimming in the swimming baths for the first time so looking forward to that. i love being a mum its the best thing in the world. cant wait till her first birthday coz im gonna throw her a party and get her a birthday cake. ive got absoluetly loads of photos of her already and more to be printed out at the photoshop, all these memorys captured in time as a picture, thank god for cameras eh.
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questions that need answers
Would you makeout with me?
[] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe
Would you sleep with me?
[] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe
Am I attractive?
[] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly!
Do you think I'm a virgin?
[] Yes [] No [] Don't know
Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________
I look like..
[] A player
[] One time thing
[] Next bf/gf
[] A friend
[] A friend with benefits
[] A possibility
[] A loser
If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
[] Yes [] No [] maybe
Would you rather..
[] Hook up with me
[] Cuddle with me
[] Date me
[] Friends
[] Friends with benefits
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
[] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10
What would you want me to be to you?
[] Friend
[] Girlfriend/Boyfriend
[] Friend with benefits
[] Husband/Wife
Would u give me your number if so let me get it? _______________________
Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you?
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what i look for and want in a man
id love for someone to make me smile when i wake up each day, to make me feel special by giving hugs and making me feel happy about myself. to share private in jokes. to collect photographs together to remember times. to trust me. and to love me for who i am. im not into the material, the money, the best looking guy in the world. all i want is for someone to love me back. thats the truth.
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fill this in if you want
1.)Q. Can you cook?
A.
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
A.
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
A.
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
A.
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
A.
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
A.
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
A.
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
A.
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
A.
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
A.
11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
A.
12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
A.
13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
A.
14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
A.
15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you:
A.
16.)Q. Do you have any pets?
A.
17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
A.
18.)Q. What was your first impression of me?
A.
19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
A.
20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be???
A.
21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
A.
22.)Q. What color eyes do you have?
A.
23.)Q. Ever been arrested?
A.
24.)Q. What would/did you name your first child?
A.
25.)Q. If you won £10,000 today, what would you do with it?
A.
26.)Q. Would you date me?
A.
27.)Q. What 's your favorite place to hang at?
A.
28.)Q. Do you believe in ghosts?
A.
29.)Q. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
A.
30.)Q. Do you swear a lot?
A.
31.)Q. Biggest pet peeve?
A.
32.)Q. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
A.
33.)Q. Do you believe/appreciate romance?
A.
34.)Q. If you could spend 12 hours with me and ask/do anything you like, what would it be?
A.
35)Q. Do you believe in God?
A.
36.) Q. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and answer it for you?
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my first scan for my baby at 12 weeks and 3 days old
today i had my first scan and saw my baby move and wave, he/she has all her fingers and toes and is growing really well. i got all teary and had to stop myself from crying so i could see the scan picture which is as clear as day. my baby is just beautiful and perfect
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being pregnant
around six weeks ago I found out that I was pregnant with my first child the only thing is it was to the worst possible person to have a child with and his name is Gavin Pollen, left him once not knowing I was pregnant and made the mistake of going bk to him and then 3 days later did a test and it was positive I was pregnant and over the moon, I couldn't wipe the smile off my face and was shaking like a leaf. it was 3 days after finding out that I was pregnant that he trye'd to kill his self and I stopped him (stupid me) and he lay there in a mess on the floor and told me that he had cheated on my with and ex of his, right then and there I thought what the fuck did I just hear him right and he said it again and my whole world just caved in, I just had to get away from him and ran downstairs in floods of tears which is where at 3 or 4 weeks pregnant I collapsed in a heap and had a panic attack at the bottom of the stairs and just couldn't stand up because my legs wouldn't hold me. he came down stairs and had to pick me up and drag my upstairs and all I could think was how could you do this to me. I just wanted to get away from him and at the same time beat him to a pulp. I eventually got upstairs and calmed down just enough to talk to him and he told me everything, who where when the lot and kept saying he was sorry and it meant nothing to him and that it was just sex and started to cry and try 'd to cuddle me but I pushed him away. all i could think of then was my baby and how I had to calm down and what he had done was going change this baby's life forever because I couldn't be with him any more, we sat and talked some more and decided to give it a try and see how things would go and if me and him could work but everyday i thought about what he had done and just ended up hating him and came to a point where everything that came out of his mouth was a lie like him saying "I love you " or "I want to spend the rest of my life with you and if i could id marry you tomorrow". so around six or so weeks later I decided that I just couldn't take any more of his crap and him hitting me so on the 4th November 2008 I told him through text that I'd just had enough and that I wasn't working, he text me bk saying I'm coming bk home now because he was out at a friends and had been all day so I told him don't bother because I'm not going be here I'm going for a walk and to stay where he was at but he wouldn't take no for an answer, I got my coat and walked down to the beach for some alone time where he rang me and came to see me and i told him to just go and leave me alone but he wouldn't take no for an answer and got angry and violent towards me trying to push and pull me into the car he had drove down to the sea front where we lived at the time in Blackpool. I stood up to walk away from him and he grabbed me when I pulled away and got him off me and just kept walking he managed to run and catch me up after a short while and stood with his hands either side of me against the sea front wall so I couldn't move and said to just come somewhere with him to a mate of his or something but just not here and I refused to get in the car with him to go anywhere and so he trye'd to grab me and get e in the car but I was having non of it and managed to get away from him once more so he went off in a huff and got in the car and drove like he was going leave so I went to go elsewhere when he circled around me in the car and said get in and I refused saying no and got my bag off the front seat that he had got from the flat. he drove off in a rage and I crossed the road and walked down a side street and he managed to find me in the car and trye'd again and again to get me in the car where each time I refused, he finally managed to corner me and said that he loved me and that I was his world his everything and that he was scared but I refused to get in the car when he went into a rage and said "I got problems so ill sort em out right now" pointing to his head and stared headbuting the wall of a building so I took no notice and trye'd to walk away but he trye'd to stop me but didn't succeed. he got in his car again and drove off and I walked the opposite way and hid near a chippy and rang my mum telling her everything shakeing like a leaf because of him shouting, pulling and pushing me and asked my mum if she could come get me there and then but she couldn't because she had some wine and was unable to drive to come get me. I hid from him because I saw him on foot looking for me and I was scared, I found out later that he got bk in his car and started to look for me but id already gone bk to the flat and a while after he rang me asking me to let him in so I said that on the condition he didn't shout and scream at me and didn't hit me so I went and opened the front door an let him in. after a while I made me and Gavin tea because we hadn't eaten anything and watched TV in silence. I didn't sleep much that night with him lay next to me in the same bed that I had bought and allowed him to put his hand on my tummy to feel close to the baby, I woke up around 3 am and told him I couldn't sleep he pushed his self onto me and that night we had sex, I don't even know why because I really didn't want him touching me but he was very pushy and I just gave in knowing it would be the last time he ever had to touch me, it wasn't the first time he had forced his way onto to me and made me have sex with him but somehow that night felt different because I knew it was the last time it was ever going happen and that I wouldn't miss it because he wasn't that good in bed anyway. after the sex i just wanted him away from me but he managed to cuddle up to me so I let him but felt very uncomfortable with him doing so but felt like I didn't have a choice. I got out of bed and went and made a brew and prayed that the morning would come fast so that I didn't have to spend a second longer with him than I had to. Now I'm just going to consentrate on my unborn child and stay well away from my now ex thank god
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fill this out for a laugh lol
Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Are you a virgin?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talk shit about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
17.Do you think I'm hot?
18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
19.Would you have sex with me?
20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
22. what do you rate me outta 1-10? -
fill this in, just for a laugh
1. wat ur first impressions of me?
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s) ?
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Do you give Oral pleasures?
13. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
14. Have sex on the first date?
15. Would you kiss me during sex?
16. Do you think I would be good in bed?
17. Three-some?
18. How many times would you like to cum?
19. Would you use me as a booty call?
20. Do you like fore play?
21. What is fore play to you?
22. Can we take pictures of the act?
23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?? -
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fill this in
1.)Q. Can you cook?
A.
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
A.
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
A.
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
A.
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
A.
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
A.
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
A.
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
A.
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
A.
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
A.
11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
A.
12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
A.
13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
A.
14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
A.
15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you:
A.
16.)Q. Do you have any pets?
A.
17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
A.
18.)Q. What was your first impression of me?
A.
19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
A.
20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be???
A.
21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
A.
22.)Q. What color eyes do you have?
A.
23.)Q. Ever been arrested?
A.
24.)Q. What would/did you name your first child?
A.
25.)Q. If you won £10,000 today, what would you do with it?
A.
26.)Q. Would you date me?
A.
27.)Q. What 's your favorite place to hang at?
A.
28.)Q. Do you believe in ghosts?
A.
29.)Q. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
A.
30.)Q. Do you swear a lot?
A.
31.)Q. Biggest pet peeve?
A.
32.)Q. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
A.
33.)Q. Do you believe/appreciate romance?
A.
34.)Q. If you could spend 12 hours with me and ask/do anything you like, what would it be?
A.
35)Q. Do you believe in God?
A.
36.) Q. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and answer it for you?
A.
