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A sign

nu_geulis — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 16:09:57 UT

God speaks to me through a sign by this I’ll know the answer to all my questions. Many time I took the sign in wrong way. So Often I can’t read it at all, that’s why took me a while to understand it. But somehow all the sign will lead my path to guide me for destiny, even run too slow at least I know the reason God gave me two ears and two eyes, so I have to read and listen more all the signs rather to complain it.

C'est la vie

nu_geulis — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 16:07:07 UT

Is this the cost for what I’ve done or the punishment for being away? That’s just some question when I feel that God put me in hell of earth. As matter of fact we created the sorrow it self, the misery and all the pain. Make the life so complicated than used to be. When we feel that we have no ability for gain of what we want, when we feel we’re in failed. But it’s true that we are failed?
And think this is a punishment? Have you ever think that it is the warning when you missed the sign. Makes you so lucky cause when we went wrong something remain it. The pain that we’ve been through will help to make this life better and wisher.
Yes, we came to this world with crying while everybody smile in happy, but there a time that (hopely) we’ll leave this world with smile while everybody crying to release in sad

Good Friday

nu_geulis — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 14:19:15 UT

Thanks God for giving me the chance, get together with all the greatest men in this forum...
.. thanks God For Giving me and lead me the way... Thanks For Mr. Is*** and Mr. D*** who invited me to joint it... I wish you Good Luck For Helarfest.. Baffest... and all the Fest in this City....

The Princess

nu_geulis — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 16:12:13 UT

My holiday season was ended by attending a wedding party. This wedding was very huge as huge as when the Don's Daughter get married... the big band, cakes, champagne and many more. At the time we're just realized the our little friend is not as common people like us.but a princess in her's daddy kingdom.
She is the only Daughter of the Famous Company in my town ( I just found out a week before when she was going to get marry, silly me i missed this socialite, cause she rather to be home than to hang out or go to the traditional market especially handy craft... i think i miss the info. so, when everybody found out that i m a friend of her, they told me... nobody treat her like the way i treated her.. ) and her husband is the only Child of the Textile Factory out side of this City (Very Lucky for Her). We knew her when she was asking about making the some events and i m kind proud to her. cause she got the education degree far far away from here but she is very concern about the culture and heritage of this nation. That's why we never know if she was a very high valuable girl in this country (wkakakakak... too lebay!!!) anyway, i think we have to ask apologize cause once of time we brought her to the another side this city and we walked... with very indecent food. We talked to the owner of this city in very causal way .... and we talked about life value. and both of in our time they called us material girls... cause we have something in common about money... i think that;s the one thing that we can get a long each others
I m very sorry "L" but we proud of you. Thanks to make us part of the event and the company that you build and yes you're right.. lets make us proud to be Indonesian....!!

3

nu_geulis — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 13:31:55 UT

It's Happen when one of my favorite person in this world is going to visit us here, but this occasion is canceled cause some one mess around at the hotels which is where they're going to spend the night... i have nothing to say unless i still can see his masterpiece of his works this year before he is going to retire...

But, in this July, beside I was Happy when Sir Ales is going to visit us, my heart is bumping and jump all around, between happy and a lil bit afraid. The 3 major things in my family that''s we have to face everyday is almost over. Can't wait for this, I hope everything will be end as my wish.. our wish and my nephew will be return in safe too.....

Your Place for Hiding Away

nu_geulis — Sat, 14 Feb 2009 03:01:56 UT

No wonder it seems so hard you leave your hiding place... its worthy.... beautiful and i wish i can visit that place soon. Your escaping place.... but its true that you've been escaping from something?

Walking with Kia

nu_geulis — Sat, 17 Jan 2009 03:42:16 UT

New year with new Things... i love walking with Kia. I m thank in every step that we took....

Goes to Ciamis

nu_geulis — Sun, 11 Jan 2009 07:14:26 UT

I spent my holiday at Ciamis, it always a pleasure when you can always return to the place make you peace, quite, safe and welcome you with warm hug. Charge your soul with it and I find it at there. But I guess no matter where the place as long as I can find quite, peace and warm hug and full fill with love it will be my home. And Lucky me I still have place for return, still have home for return.

accident

nu_geulis — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 07:51:33 UT

Those are no accident sir.. everything was made in a purpose. Nothing was made to be wasted.
Science taught me about it.Now, will you believe it?

My spies

nu_geulis — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 08:06:58 UT

I m kind lost of Bond‘s touch when I saw Quantum of Solas. I don’t know in which part but as I recall there’s no “Shanking Martini”. There no “my Name is Bond. James Bond!” the Aston Martin is only passing through, and the Bond seems so cold may be because of his lost. I guess this part makes my Bond more Human than before.
But still, my favorite spy is Jason Bourne… because he can fight with bare hand, his move so fast, and less talk but more action. That;s the important things. He works alone, and the lost of his ID makes want him to be simple man. I guess this why I never want to find a superhero type for my man, just simple ordinary person. he is trying to be monogamy (its is simple things isn't it. Simplicity - Ordinary things, some how its cost so much for several people. Like Jason Bourne (what ever his name). and me
So who is your favorite spy? And tell me about it?

What a gift!!!! Deo Gratias

nu_geulis — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 06:34:39 UT

Thanks to the Owner this universe who gave me such a special gift this year. For protecting me from the worst mistakes, covered me with happiness and sending me a lot friends and people who helping to through the days. Friends make my life colorful with sad, tears, pains, laughs, loves and happiness, friend which keep me always conscious, makes me always be loved and in love.
Open my mind to see the best side of worst. You have given me ability to see the best part of the villain by his self, to feel the heart of the man who lost and try to find his way, to watch his struggle for finding his home and the meaning of it. Even it is not fair to say that my life is better than he is. I just wish YOU can give YOUR LOVE to him as much as to me. And all the mercy so he can run his life peaceful and what he has done can bring goodness and kindness for him and this life. Hmmm… cause I never met some one before who so afraid with his own adventure. Fear his own life, have no courage to face reality, what a pity. Life should be to face it not to fake it. I though he is brave man and dare to love, well I guess that my mistake for thinking like that. I never have right either to call him coward, but never mind with that…he'll find his own dignity in his soul not in someone's body
I believe there’s a purpose when YOU sent him to me, for me and for him. Like always.
Thanks for all the days YOU have given to me Sorry sometimes I take it with wrong way… but YOU never give up to give me another days and years, Deo Gratias!
Behind every fortune there is a crime - Balzac "what a qoute!!"

Most Gracious, Most Merciful

nu_geulis — Fri, 10 Oct 2008 03:35:36 UT

[1] Have We not expanded thee thy breast?
[2] And removed from thee thy burden
[3] The which did gall thy back?
[4] And raised high the esteem (in which) thou (art held)?
[5] So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief:
[6] Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.
[7] Therefore, when thou art free (from thine immediate task), still labour hard,
[8] And to thy Lord turn (all) thy attention.

mall attack

nu_geulis — Sun, 05 Oct 2008 07:52:57 UT

Everytime i got blue, i do mall attack... stopped at shoes corner
hei.. hei.. hei... i m a lover

First Day Without Kiki

nu_geulis — Wed, 16 Jul 2008 07:38:50 UT

It'll be damn hard knowing you not with us anymore.
I thank God i found you in this such crazy world, you make me see the bright side of this life who had been given. Last night I was weeping till i felt sleep. I know this day will come but i don't realize will be this soon enough. I miss you and I'll always miss you...
There's no words can't describe my lost of you....
I wish you luck in new place, thanks for paint my life with the bright color.....

May be - Brain storm

nu_geulis — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 07:33:09 UT

My body, My hand
My heaven, My land
My guardian angel is mine
And you say...
My dreams, My head
My sex, My bed
And it's my Corona with lime
And then I say ..
Maybe we could divide it in two
Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo
And You say..
My head, My frown
My kingdom, My crown
My palace and court is mine
And You say..
My lights, My show
My years to grow
The time that I spend is fine
And then I say ..
Maybe we could divide it in two
Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo
And then I say ..
Maybe
Maybe I'm in love with You…
But You say...
My coat, My hat
My bones, My fat
My zipper is shut by me
And You say..
My Skin, My blood
My devil, My God
My freedom is what You see
But then I say
Maybe we could divide it in two
Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo
Then I say
Maybe
Maybe I'm in love with You...
But then I say
Maybe we could divide it in two
Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo
Then I say
Maybe
Maybe I'm in love with You...
My begining, My end
My nuclear bomb to pretend....
My begining, My end
My nuclear BOMB

Today

nu_geulis — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 02:56:49 UT

Every life has a purpose.
So, I always keep it on my mind those words. Cause sometimes and it’s often when I wake up in the morning that’s a big question mark above my head. What’s for today? Why GOD gives the mercy by giving me another day.
I was cursed by yesterday even I have been fighting with the night but YOU still give me another day. YOU kept convince my self that I m worthy to have another day. YOU gave me all those chance in another day.

So, what make me still in conscious this week? Cause I m realize that GOD give me another day to say How amazing what we have, my BF and me. Hardly to realized it ‘because I love and easily got lost by searching and forget what we’ve found.

I m glad today and say it. Thank GOD for all those amazing feeling you gave to me. Thanks GOD for giving me the chance to feel it and to say it.
No one can’t feel what I feel and I bet what we had is special for us. But most important that… it is surprise that I can stand with you. Hard to believe for my self too but it is true. . That’s why I called amazing
Thank you and many more. Amazing we can stay and got this far with time and condition that we had.

working on saturday (again) :(

nu_geulis — Sat, 05 Jan 2008 04:51:54 UT

My boss wanted me to working on Saturday again, since it is the new day at 2008 we have to more crazy to increase our benefits. That's what my boss said. Sure why not... she wants my spirits and she wants me to more tailing hair and whispering many stuff while she's on meeting in this crazy Saturday. Anyway, i wake up with a little sleepy to day and i put my glasses on to cover my sleepy-lazy eyes and ready to beat the meeting. even though while their talking i wrote this blog... please god... help me.. i just wanted to sleep not meeting.
But wait, the food is OK . I think i better go to prepare my lunch and start to make excuse for my beloved, sweet who addict to me...
and off course i addict to her too, since she know my
at least we know each other and got bond by that...
have nice weekend ......

Happy Sunday

nu_geulis — Sun, 09 Dec 2007 06:29:13 UT

I though this gonna be happy Sunday. When I knew i m going to be alone at my home. It is been a while since I don't know, may be when I was at junior high to spend my time at home alone. It's used to be fun. I can sleep, cooking and do anything. Including messing my sister and brother's room. but now, times has passed away...
And I m starting all activities that's i wanna do when people gone. But after couple hours i realized everything is so silent, then i was trying to get sleep at 10.00 AM but it is useless since i don't like to take a nap. I don't like TV either, and when i saw the paper. the news is still the same. Global warming. I think people now is too smart so the forget where they live.
And then i don't know how my weekend end up at some shoes store... suddenly i was stood up and starring a piece of art. Hmmmm.....
What should I do???

The shoes is always the cure i guess..... but to spend time alone at my home... it is always great cause you'll never know where you'll end ..

Je crois en toi - Il Divo

nu_geulis — Fri, 30 Nov 2007 08:47:15 UT

Tout seul
Tu t’en iras tout seul
Je crois en toi
A L’univers
Poursuis ta quête
Sans regarder derrière
N’attends pas
Que le jour
Se leve

Suis ton étoile
Va jusqu’ou ton rêve t’emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois si tu crois si tu crois
En toi
Suis la lumière
N’’éteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fonds de toi souviens-toi
Que je crois que je crois que je crois
Que je crois
En toi

Je déteste attendre

nu_geulis — Wed, 14 Nov 2007 08:03:29 UT

Je déteste attendre
Je ne comprends pas
Je déteste ça

Tomorrow is 30

nu_geulis — Fri, 26 Oct 2007 09:21:51 UT

Gak kerasa waktu udah mo’ bilang dah 30 taun mondar mandir dimuka bumi ini, but age is nothing but a number Mr. Jordan Knight and friends said.
What I’ve done?
What I’ve achieved?
Can’t tell you about this cause its so relatives
Well at least I m always see my life as Chrome. It’s the member VI B of periodic table. This element will show their color when it accepted or released energy… Chrome its self came from Greek world means color. And this is how me. Chrome can be play as protector for another material or make it more beautiful such as the stone which well know as “Zamrud”. But when unstable it can caused damage to… So, which one is me? I think all of them… I bet all the man like that after all we’re human. And god designs us as part of devil and the other half part of Angel. That’s why many people sometimes “KESETANAN” but some how there’s no “Kemalaikatan”.

This is my plan for tomorrow… get my French class from 8.00 to 12.00 and I know I m kind lack of money here after Mudik when my friends will kidnap me from some junk food restaurant. They ask me for some lil’celebration. I’ll take it as challenge what I can do for them in my lack of money situation.
Do you want to donate me?
Well there’ be no necessary just wish my luck with a lil prayer that’ll be help.
So, Happy Birthday to me…
Deo gratias

every end is new beginning

nu_geulis — Mon, 01 Oct 2007 08:41:54 UT

There's time when I was weeping something over. I asked many questions in my head. Why this such beautiful that ever happened to me has to be over. I was mad, i was crying, I was up set and complicated.
and there's time I m really want to get over with in something. I wish the time moves so fast so this thing can be over soon. And after all that over and my wish come true, what'd I do?
its a lil' bit took a while when I m realized that every end is new beginning.
After all life is a journey with adventure in it. Even there has to be end but your life will still continue, the journey will be starting with next chapter in your book. Many colors will fill when something has to be end and we start with new color again. And this is wonderful isn't?

MERDEKA!!!!!!

nu_geulis — Thu, 16 Aug 2007 08:21:00 UT

Long weekend neh....
kalau ke Bandung jangan buang sampah sembarangan...

MERDEKAAA!!!!!

Question

nu_geulis — Fri, 03 Aug 2007 08:25:01 UT

You can make me love this world and hate it in the same time. So, what else can you do?