mrssazali
female - 32 years, TERENGGANU, Malaysia
Blog 56
Welcome to my Blog.....The place where I can write a story about my ordinary life, my extraordinary battle against my heart disease, my journey of searching the true meaning of 'Iman and Takwa and about my angels and true love in my heart. Hopefully people don't judge me from the way i wrote my stories but by the way i feel and accept me as a normal human being. I'm just a typical aries women.
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WAN KHAIRUNNISA - 11 DISEMBER 2000
Child Profile
Sagittarius
The Sagittarius child is the class clown, a happy-go-lucky kid who is sure the glass is half-full -- nah, make that spilling over! This is a child who needs room to roam and can't imagine a world without freedom. And roam the Sag will, for this kid loves to travel and explore. Expect this pup to be the first one to sign up for the class camping trip or a weekend by the sea. This energy and enthusiasm make sports a natural for the Sagittarius child. Broad-minded as well, the Sag child will have an easy time grasping diverse concepts and is also likely to have a varied group of friends. Hey, that's what makes life interesting! It's also in keeping with this child's positive outlook, one which speaks to a world where everyone is treated equally. Yes, you can expect the Sag child to be amply fair and just, as these kids are seekers of the truth from an early age. Talkative as well, their candor is the kind of thing which could get them into trouble especially if they start blurting out Mom's secrets! Even so, the Sag child's joy of life is likely to be what allows others to overlook these minor transgressions. Happy with life, this kid can't wait to get more! -
CANCER MAN, ARIES WOMEN
Cancer and aries.......
I'm aries my hubby was cancer....Aries - agrressive, a bit bossy sometimes, talkative(depends on what aries u are....definitely typical aries are talkative.....and outspoken),tough on the outside but inside aries was sensitive to other people needs and artistic. Cancer are so sensitive, workoholic, bad tempered and a family person. We are similar in many ways but we are different in the way we view things. Cancer is the kind of person which teratur and kemas while aries a bit kelam kabut and kadang kala cincai type...hehehehe...Well my hubby always membebel sbb kdg2 kala i ni a bit kelam kabut. Jodoh Tuhan tentukan. Match made in heaven......
Thanks to my cupid aka my best buddy normah....
kadang kala i rasa my hubby membebel lbh byk dr i... Coz i'm the kind of person yg tak suka bising2. Just wat dek jek...masuk telinga kiri keluar telinga kanan... He's the love of my life. Need to accept him as a normal human being. Cancer kinda perfectionist. They have their own set of rules and regulations. Aries women tak kisah maa...janji keje siap
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I selalu online because i'm doing ecommerce and my hubby jarang ada kat rumah... Busy memanjang. Both of my kids jenis tak memerap sgt. My 8 yr daughter tahu jadual dia. Time belajar, time solat, time main....jadikk tak susah sgt. My 4 year old son pon sama.....
I do a lot of writting. Most of my 'karya' are at kapasitor.net. Underground novel community. Manage by our young generations. Bravo... -
My freind and my new found love mix and match kidswear
It has been a long time...... I updated my blog on nov last year.....My pc rosak....Thanks to my lovely buddy and a true friend normah which donated me a brand new pc. I love her so much. She's the best friend i ever had. She's the one and only...Kalo dia baca blog ni mesti kembang hidung dia hehehehe.
Our friendship has been more than 20yrs now. I get to know her when i was 6 years old.
Her 'arwah mak' was a good friend of my grandma. We get close when we were in form 4. We are in the same class. She's gemini and i'm aries. Well... we a bit different in many ways but kami kira satu kepala la... We manage to go to the same collage but different courses. I'm majoring in business studies she's in management studies. We worked in the same company for 2 years.. We kongsi the same room....Sewa mahal so sewa bilik kongsi 2 laaa. She's the person responsible to introduced me to my hubby...kira mcm cupid la.....Her husband was a good friend of my hubby.
After 7 yrs of doing nothing.....staying at home raising kids, take care of family, finally i found a new interest. Business! What kind of business? Online business dealing with branded kidswear. Well my friend from ' geng mak2' introducing me to this new line. All item are authentic. Why the price cheaper than the market price? ALL ITEMS SOLD ARE FACTORY OVERRUN, CANCELLED ORDER, SHELF PULLS OUT OR DELAYED SHIPMENT. ITEMS PURCHASED FROM FACTORIES THAT AUTHORISED TO MANUFACTURED FOR THE BRANDS. MOST OF THE TIME, THEY MANUFACTURED THE ITEMS IN EXCESS OR ACTUAL QUANTITY ORDERED. ANY CLOTHES UNSOLD TO FULL PRICED RETAILERS ARE THEN SOLD TO DISCOUNT FACTORY OUTLETS OR CLOSEUP STORES. SOME OF THE ITEMS ARE SNIPPED LABELS AS TO DIFFERENTIATE THESE OVERRUN ITEMS FROM THOSE THAT ARE SOLD IN FULL PRICED STORES. So tak timbul la soal brg imitations. MIX and match Kidswear which located in
http://mix-macth.plazacentre.net .Owned by two people me and my best buddy, normah. I yg ajak dia join. Memula tu dia pelik gak but after a brief discussions she's finally agreed to joint as a partner. -
rindu
Rindu.....
Engkau hadir ketika aku gundah gulana
Kelamkan hati yang kosong tak berjiwa
Meruntun perasaan yang semakin membara
Rindu....
Hatiku menanggung
Jiwaku tersiksa
Datang tak di jemput, pergi tak dihalang
Mengapa engkau hadir ketika aku kesepian?
Rindu.....
Kusulamkan kasih
Kusimpulkan sayang
Kuselitkan rindu di penghujung penantian
Aku menanti rindu menghilang
Entah bila, tak tahu ketika
Rindu....
Kasih sayangmu, kekal di lubuk hatiku
Engkau dimana, aku tak tahu
Hanya Ingatan di lubuk hatiku
Marilah kasih, marilah sayang
Hentikan rinduku yg semakin meruntun jiwa
Ku harap engkau hadir di penghujung rinduku...
rindu..... -
SESAL
Ya Ar-Rahman..
Aku memohon belas kasihMu
Ampunkan aku yang terkujur kaku
Kasihanilah aku yang tidak bernyawa ini
Ya Ar-Rahim
Aku memohon kasih sayangmu
Kusesali akan kesilapanku
Bantu aku hadapi azab seksaMu
Ya Al-Malik
Engkaulah Penguasa seluruh alam
Aku merayu kurangkanlah siksaMu
Aku sedar akan kegagalanku
Aku tahu tiada apa yang dapat membantuku
Melainkan amal dan doa anakku
Ya Al-Ghaffar
Kaulah Maha Pengampun
Tidak tertanggung azab siksaMu
Aku sedar akan kesalahanku
Aku jahil dalam mendidik diriku
Aku jahil dalam mendidik keluargaku
Aku tahu sesalan ini tiada ertinya
Ya Al-Khaliq
Engkaulah Maha Pencipta
Aku sedar akan keangkuhanku
Kini aku kembali padaMu
Tanpa bekalan amal ibadatku
Wahai anak-anakku
Sedarlah engkau akan kesilapan aku
Kembalilah pada ajaranMu
Moga kau tak terseksa seperti aku -
Siapakah dia?(1)
Siapakah dia?
Tubuh kecil berwajah duka
Terkujur kaku di lorong itu
Terbiar tanpa warisnya
Terkubur tanpa nesannya
Jasadnya hancur di mamah masa
Hanya menanti masa dan ketika
Siapakah dia?
Tubuh kecil berwajah duka
Di seksa hingga penghujung hayatnya
Di dera hingga mamah jasadnya
Di rampas harga dirinya
Siapakah dia?
Tubuh kecil berwajah duka
Manusia durjana punya angkara
Kerana nafsu
kerana kebinatangan
Anak itu jadi mangsa
Siapakah dia
Tubuh kecil berwajah duka
Hidupnya asal bahagia
Hanya kerana kebinatangan manusia
Penyudahnya sengsara
Siapakah dia
Tubuh kecil berwajah duka
Saban hari menanti ketika
Siapakah bakal membela nasibnya
Hanya masa dan ketika penentunya
al-fatihah....... -
TAKWA
Aku insan kerdil
Berdiri di atas roh di jasad
Lahirku KeranaMu
Wujudku KehendakMu
Matiku KetentuanMu
Aku insan kerdil
Berdiri di atas nyawa di badan
Hidupku Milikmu
Perjalananku KeranaMu
Perhentianku DisisiMu
Aku insan kerdil
Berdiri di atas jasad terkujur
Kejadianku Ciptaanmu
Fitrahku Kehendakmu
Kesudahanku Qada dan QadarMu
Aku insan kerdil
Berdiri di atas bumi dipijak
Pengabdianku UntukMu
Taqwaku MengingatiMu
Zikirku MemujaMu
Ya Rahman Ya Rahim
Janganlah Engkau sisihkan aku
Janganlah Engkau lupakan aku
Janganlah Engkau berpaling dariku
Aku perlukan kasih sayangMu
Aku perlukan HidayahMu
Aku perlukan belas kasihanMu
Ya Allah
Lindungilah aku dari hasutan musuhku
Lindungilah aku dari azab seksaMu
Lindungilah aku dari nerakaMu
Lindungilah aku anak Adam yang kerdil
Linariff (nama pena kat kapasitor) mrssazali
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Siapakah dia????
Siapakah dia?
Mengintai aku dari ruang jendelanya
Manis senyumannya
Ayu wajahnya
Cantik rupanya
Halus budi pekertinya
Siapakah dia?
Mengintai aku dari ruang jendelanya
Manis senyuman dipandangan tapi penuh derita sebaliknya
Wajahnya ayu di pandangan tapi luluh didalamnya
Rupanya cantik di pandangan tapi hancur mahkotanya
Halus pekerti di pandangan tapi kosong jiwanya
Siapakah dia?
Mengintai aku dari ruang jendelanya
Penderitaan, kepayahan, kesedihan, kedukaan
Tiada siapa yang sudi menerpa
Jiwanya meronta hatinya merintih
Saban hari menanti
Kesudahan yang tak pasti
Siapakah dia?
Mengintai aku dari ruang jendelanya
Saban waktu menanti penyelamatnya
Siapakah gerangan yang sudi membawanya pergi?
Tak siapa tahu
Tak siapa ambil peduli....
Hanya menanti dan terus menanti
linariff(mrssazali)
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DIA YANG HAKIKI
Cantikku tidak setanding AyuMU
Rupawanku tidak setanding JelitaMU
Keindahanku tidak setanding kehebatanMU
Kebaikanku tidak setanding Kasih SayangMU
IndahMU tiada penggantinya
KasihMU tiada penghujungnya
KemurahanMU tiada tolok bandingnya
KekuatanMU tiada lawannya
Ya Rahman Ya Rahim
Engkaulah yang Hakiki
Engkaulah yang Abadi
Engkaulah yang ku kasihi
Engkau wujud di setiap pandanganku
Engkau hadir di setiap perjalananku
Engkau ada di setiap nafasku
Engkau lihat di setiap perbuatanku
Lindungi aku insan yg kerdil ini -
PERSIMPANGAN
Di persimpangan ini
Aku terhenti sambil mencari
Dimanakah kesudahan jalan hidupku?
Disisi aku teringin
Didakapan aku kepingin
Di persimpangan ini
Aku terhenti sambil mencari
Dimanakah kesudahan kisah hidupku?
Disisi aku teringin
Didakapan aku kepingin
Dipersimpangan ini
Aku terhenti sambil mencari
Dimanakah kesudahan penderitaanku?
Disisi aku teringin
Didakapan aku kepingin
Dipersimpangan ini
Aku terhenti sambil mencari
Dimanakah kesudahan cinta kasihku?
Disisi aku teringin
Didakapan aku kepingin
Dipersimpangan ini
Aku terhenti sambil mencari
Dimanakah dia si pari pari?
Dimanakah dia wira penyelamatku?
Disisi aku teringin
Didakapan aku kepingin
Dipersimpangan ini
Aku terhenti sambil mencari.....