Blog 35
Visit a part of me alot of my family and friends never see..... 
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Why?
Why...
this keeps happening,
Why...
Do I care?
Why...
I'm looking ahead
not telling any secrets
knowing others have their own
why...
must the pain continue on
when in my head i know it must end
why...
my mind is spinning...
why..
does it have to go on like this
my heart is breaking
my emotions overtaking
heart throbbing
muscles aching
things running through my soul
taking their tole
the mysteries of this secret world
binding
unfulfilling
leaving me lost
in this world of unforgiving
why....
the aches and pains
of a friendship lost
a lover....
lost in their own world
of secrets and betrayal
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Life in the New Year
Sofar things are going good. We've managed to adapt to our quaint little place quite well...but....we still need somewhere bigger. Christmas went well. Kids got lots of new stuff. Probably too much. But hey, its not everyday they get spoiled like that. New years we sat around until midnight playing monopoly with the kids.Yesterday I just had a birthday party for 2 of my girls. One just turned 12 yesterday...the other turned 4 today. Had the two together. Spoiled again. Oh well. As to anyone who reads this...hope your holidays went well and I wish you all the best for this new year.
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Our Home
Oh me oh my....do you know how hard it is having 4 kids together in a three bedroom 4-plex. Ya....alittle. Two kids per room and they are constantly fighting. What can I say? Does it get any easier? The oldest and the youngest are together...oldest wanted that...the two middle kids are together....ya...lets not go into details on that one. It doesn't help there room is so small. Things have to get easier...RIGHT? 
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Finding a Home
Oh my goodness, I did not realize how hard it is to find a place to rent in this town. Unbelievable! Sure if you want a one or two bedroom no problem, but hey, with four kids and a hubby that won't happen. Time is ticking away before I can no longer live here, as the landlord sold it, so I must move on. Where,....aaaaahhhh! Hopefully I find someplace soon. 
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Unknown
Alone,
hurt,
scared,
crying.
Will we over come,
this baracade
we now face.
Can we break through
this wall of unknown destruction.
Alone,
worried,
trapped,
afraid.
Will this break me.
Can I face this unknown?
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How was your weekend??? Mine.......
Hey everyone, how was your long weekend in Canada. Mine......Lets put it this way, right from Friday on it.....ya!!! My husband was sick friday while we were camping. He had a huge area on his leg that was inflammed. Finally Saturday we took him to emergency. Were the forabout 6 hours with 3 kids out of 4. The girls and I had no idea what was going on. Finally he comes out. Back and forth for 3 days getting IV's. Finally Monday morning they admitted him . And it goes on. He has a massive infection in his leg. Its oozing. Huge blisters and anyway. Ya....it still goes on. They have no idea what the infection is. Yesterday he was unable to move his leg without severe pain. Today it still hurts but....not as bad. Anyway, hope your weekend was better than mine. All the best until next time. Hopefully he'll be out of the hospital before too long. Later!!!!
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Work
Work went well, things are going good. Came back from Kitimat yesterday. I really enjoyed myself. This time I actually had a chance to do alittle bit of touring. Not much only because there wasn't much to do. But all in all it was a good trip!!!
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More work for me
Hello again...it has been awhile. Bought the new stephen king book I wanted. Only just started reading it though. I am going to work out of town again. Monday I am to be heading to Kitimat. A long drive from here. I leave bright and early monday morning. Meet the rest of the crew in Prince George and head up from there. I will be driving my van. It is going to be a long day. But it should be a nice drive. Lots to see I am sure. I will only be up there for the week and then probably back home Friday or Saturday. More likely Saturday. They should be happy to see me when I get home. I'll let you know how the trip went when I get back. Till then......chow.
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The Job
Well, Edmonton wasn't really Edmonton, it was Stoney Plain. Close enough. I put in so many over time hours it was crazy. It was crazy from day one. We were suppose to have an Edmonton crew to help us....ya right. Thye never showed up. So we were short staffed. Hense the long hours. 14, 15 hour days. Government loved me!! A job that we were suppose to have done by Tursday ended up being until Friday. Left Alberta Saturday. Went to work in Prince on Monday after and Tuesday, then Williams Lake Thursday, Friday. I was suppose to go yesterday but... Needed to spend some family time. So...I was suppose to be going to Prince Rupert this coming week. Tomorrow I guess, but....my family needs me. Still have to take my oldest to the hospital in Prince to get her nose fixed. Life goes on!!!!
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Work
Well, the job is going really well. I worked two days here in Quesnel. Monday I put in 3 hours overtime. Tuesday to Thurday I was working in the Shoppers store in Prince out by Walmart. Commuted back and forth for three days. Its really not that bad of job. Once you get into it and figure out what goes where, its really no big deal. Yesterday I put in three and a half hours overtime. It was a 15 hour day for me. I have been offered a job in Edmonton doing the same thing in the cosmetics depatment at Shoppers. So, Sunday I leave for Prince. Meet up with the other people going over there and we are driving over. I will be there until...next Thursday the 12th. So, I won't be online until next week. Food and rooms are already paid for. So...I guess I am off to Edmonton. Talk to everyone when I return. And of course the camera comes with me as I have NEVER left BC before. This is going to be a nice change for me. Later, gators.