ladyambar
female - 32 years, San Juan, Puerto Rico
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Blog messages with the tag 'relationship':
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Full Of Fire (Lies) - Unedited
Beautiful words shatter in your embrace
Never understand how loneliness can drive insane
So natures took its course and arrive at end of my love
Don’t touch me, it could burn me
Abruptly yesterday I dreamed how love is full of fire
But everything has meaning and this is how I tell you
I know your lie; listen to the sound of my silence
Around us the wind picked up our senses and dance
Remembering how all this started and roads are still unopened
I drink all your words and you start the game taking my hand
So false the air, but I felt like I were breathing, all you gave me
Your love filled my skin and still swoon over your voice
With you I felt lonelier than with myself, I imagined that all was made of dreams
Something screams at me that understanding was dawning at last
Love it is a gift given freely to someone
Time pass on and I can tell that when you entered in my life
All stopped and go without haste, part of me still wait for the knock
Memories get lost so I can make sense of this conversation
Now I’m not afraid to shatter the fantasy; I have nothing left to say
Just to write poetry that still remembers when I saw you arrive
The waiting can torture any soul, only if you understand it
To know if I kill it, you knife it or just die on its own
My love without conditions and still don’t know what I’m doing here.
Leave my hand and go, translate my definitions and see the truth…
…Why I’m still here with you? -
Fairy Tales...
Long ago I heard that we must part and not follow
The yellow bricks in search for an answer
Bathed in moonlight, I fled and not returned ever since
Why I explain the pain inflicted? To describe the meaning
Waste of time, resource, energy and thinking. Don’t rationalize everything!
I only need my dreams to survive in this wasteland
To think and debate the hue of colors falling into place
My head still hurts, cornered by whispers
Don’t falter your steps, stay for a while and talk to me
This conflict has separated us in so many ways
I miss the emotion of setting my gaze unto reflection
Fireflies dance with me, while I weave my hope
Whilst I heard the promise of a unknown future
Power slipped from my hands, believing in providence
Otherwise why talk to you Fates? Be kind for once…
Why explain the pain inflicted? Portray the implications
Squander of instance, source, force and judgment.
This has to stop, this perception must proceed
Long ago I heard that we must part and not follow
The yellow bricks in search for an answer
Shred in darkness, I fled and not returned ever since
Seeking for a new parchment to create a thought, a sentence
Still can’t believe the control has slipped from my hands.
Recognize that my strides sometimes hesitate
Slowly my sight is set to the west dawn, a new night
Don’t find breadth in hurt, to assume and ponder
Rising my fist to the constellations and wonder
Why as a child was led to believe,
In all fairy tales the princess at the end is set free
