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ladyambar

female - 31 years, San Juan, Puerto Rico


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Blog 11

Here I'm gonna post some of my poetry and thoughts in general. I also like to read from other poets, so don't hesitate to include me in your list. See ya online.


  • Another '80s Dance at San Juan!!!!!

    Well, that's right another '80s dance party at the Normandie Hotel in San Juan, admission is FREEEEE (a goodie). It starts at 9 pm and they only charge you what you drink and/or eat. Semi-formal dress code and at midnight will be celebrated new year. Now I'm gonna polish my shoes, 'cause this girl is gonna dance her feet off.

    What am I gonna wear?! See ya there boricuas!

  • Concerts coming to Puerto Rico!!!!!

    Gotta love the Choli!!! (Jose Miguel "cholito" Agrelot Concert Hall at San Juan)

    For now the only concerts that gather my interest are;

    - Ivy Queen (with a lot of guest singing with her) Awesome and affordable!!!! $30

    - Iron Maiden (great prices, man!) the most expensive ticket is at 87.50 bucks.

    - Prince comes in November next year (that is a MUST GO concert) Let's Go Crazy!!!! Of course I'll be dressed in purple velvet with the hat and gloves a la Revolution.

    - Genesis comes in summer 2008.

    - If only Madonna comes to Puerto Rico again it will be a great closure for 2008, that also goes for Eurythmics and David Bowie.

  • Dance Party - Remember the 70s, 80s and 90s

    Oooh, at the Convention Center at San Juan it will be a dance party starting 10 pm (November 21th) with music from the 70s to the 90s. I'm gonna dance my feet off, that's for sure.

    I'm going with my sister, her husband, my hubby of course, and a family friend. Gotta remember to bring my digital camera.

  • Anime/Manga/CosPlay Con

    Well, right now I'm helping to organize a Anime/Manga Con in Puerto Rico. No easy task, I know. Right now I have a lot of ideas, and have to research some things but I know it can be done.

  • Poem - Porcelain Geisha (Views before Me – 1)

    Slowly, gently I poured a cup of wine

    While I start to dress in a manner long forgotten

    Through time, expressive hands surround my frame

    Softly my needs put aside while it turns white my façade

    Lovely lotus guide my tips, whose only purpose is to me

    Fine pencil trace my red lips, up the secret smile, you see



    My mirror image must have told you, how hard I’ve been

    Implacable lily whose only purpose is to win

    Neutral color don’t favor the veiled shine in my sight

    The heat pours over me in a sensual way, revealing me

    I’m the daughter of the sexual high

    Divine believes that destiny awaits at your door, child



    You must dress, paint, deceive, and dance away

    While your master summon you.

    Slowly, gently pour a cup of wine

    And start undressing me in a manner long forgotten

    Whilst I draw you all the views before me

    Deliberate initiate to split the mask that borne me.

  • Poem - Nobody Lingers Here (I still love you)

    Sometimes to disperse the meanings
    Of our beloved past times, we must forget
    What it means to us being part of it, believe in them
    Sometimes to erase their definitions
    We make ourselves such a mess, with retributions.

    I guess some tears escape from my captivity
    Caging all emotions and delusions, I really don’t care
    Still fooling myself of being me, so I cried and read
    Lovely words that came from your mouth, my love
    We make ourselves such a mess, with retributions.

    The thought of the path that I must follow, those hollow
    Steps that will always accompany me in this sorrow
    Why I must persist in mutilating myself with this beating
    Heart? This situation called desperate thinking, meditation
    We make ourselves such a mess, with retributions.

    I still reach, with trembling hands, the mirror image
    The softest sad smile that greeted me every morning
    Lost in thought, still waiting in the night, like child with fears
    Alone in my voice, confused images crossed my mind telling me
    We make ourselves such a mess, with retributions.

    If only I could say it, without recriminations,
    without fear, filled with faith...

  • Poem - Lets go to the sugary tree...

    Don’t lend me a hand to follow my dreams

    I’m supposed to lead them inside of us

    Never to force the legion of ink

    That every morning is poured into my being

    Let’s go to the sugary tree

    Where fairies are granted their translucent wings

    Tonight I don’t hear confessions, so value me

    Love don’t be a stranger, walk on by

    Making excuses of why you should, who I done…

    In this existence I am still trembling

    ‘Cause the touch of your shy lips, ah!



    Then I run away in silence

    Searching for a trail, so I can find my forgotten dreams

    At half-light in the morrow, I am weary

    Never force my legion of ink that weep

    I’m just spreading my sight today

    Don’t lend me a smile, if I forgot to see

    And still eluding that missing sleep

    I’m supposed, I must do…

    But I’ve done nothing

    Let’s go to the sugary tree

    Where fairies are granted their translucent wings

    I still cry when I see them set free

    - Whisper - Oh, how I miss thee…

  • Poem - I once tried to look myself

    I once tried to look at myself, just a glance
    And I couldn’t
    To fix my mirror image, turn it clockwise
    But I wouldn’t
    Started to caress my cheek, what a lovely gesture
    Then I didn’t
    Believing the words that came out of your self
    Why I shouldn’t…

    My trees grow wild, a fever that elude my senses
    The caress forgotten, the thought went through
    Illuminate my path, avenge my persona
    I’ll slain myself and vindicate my reflection

    Twice I traveled the way, testing my strength
    I’m not finished
    To mend what I believed went awry in me
    I’m not even started
    Can’t stop the feeling of worth, near the void
    So, I should quit
    Left to die, carving the illusion of being whole
    I’m still trying

    I once tried to look at myself, just a glance
    And I couldn’t
    To fix my mirror image, turn it clockwise
    But I wouldn’t
    Started to caress my cheek, what a lovely gesture
    Then I didn’t
    Believing the words that came out of your self
    Why I shouldn’t…

    Can’t see shit through the fog that lives nomadic in my mirror.

  • CosPlay - December's Comic Con

    Hi, there! CosPlay has been a hobby of mine since my college days. Those days my involvement was only backstage. I helped others to make the costumes, props and alike. But never had the courgae to do it. Until I really fell in love with the anime Inuyasha (i have a scimitar sword altered like the character in my living room), that I decided to make the character.

    Right now my CosPlay project involve my son Christopher (six years old) and I'm really excited to do it with him. For the next Comic Con (in December) he wants to go as Rock Lee from the anime Naruto. I think he'll look real cute.

    When I chose a character to cosplay I try to be real reasonable. I'm BBW, so I can't go as something like lolita something like that! I was thinking of going as one of these characters; Granny Tsunade (love it), Choji, or a ANBU operative (elite ninja, would be extremely awesome).

    So the showdown would be between ANBU and Granny Tsunade. What would look good besides my kid that will be Rock Lee? I have to decide fast, the comic con will be the third week of December and besides I already know where to find all the elements to make work the costumes.

  • Full Of Fire (Lies) - Unedited

    Beautiful words shatter in your embrace
    Never understand how loneliness can drive insane
    So natures took its course and arrive at end of my love
    Don’t touch me, it could burn me
    Abruptly yesterday I dreamed how love is full of fire
    But everything has meaning and this is how I tell you

    I know your lie; listen to the sound of my silence
    Around us the wind picked up our senses and dance
    Remembering how all this started and roads are still unopened
    I drink all your words and you start the game taking my hand
    So false the air, but I felt like I were breathing, all you gave me
    Your love filled my skin and still swoon over your voice

    With you I felt lonelier than with myself, I imagined that all was made of dreams
    Something screams at me that understanding was dawning at last
    Love it is a gift given freely to someone
    Time pass on and I can tell that when you entered in my life
    All stopped and go without haste, part of me still wait for the knock
    Memories get lost so I can make sense of this conversation

    Now I’m not afraid to shatter the fantasy; I have nothing left to say
    Just to write poetry that still remembers when I saw you arrive
    The waiting can torture any soul, only if you understand it
    To know if I kill it, you knife it or just die on its own
    My love without conditions and still don’t know what I’m doing here.
    Leave my hand and go, translate my definitions and see the truth…

    …Why I’m still here with you?

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