I still...finally ".,

I still miss you…
But not like I did before.
The intense aching I felt,
Isn’t there anymore.
I still whisper your name…
Not as often as I used to.
Now it may be once,
Before the day is through.
I still hear your voice…
Replaying in my mind.
But it’s fading now,
Soon silence I will find.
I still long for you…
To feel your touch.
But it’s not like before,
I don’t dream it as much.
I still think about you…
And wonder how you are.
But my feelings have changed,
And they don’t go as far.
I still feel you sometimes…
Maybe you’re thinking of me?
Or maybe it’s just a little memory,
Of how it used to be.
I still love you…
But it’s just not as strong.
Because I’m letting you go now,
So we can both move on.
I still hear you say…
No one will love me like you do.
That’s so hard to believe now,
After the hurt you put me through.
You still have a piece of my heart..
Because I always felt you here.
Now, I’m hoping and praying,
That, that too, will quickly disappear.
This will be my last goodbye..
I’ve nothing else to say.
Everything I felt for you,
Can now just fade away.

I tried to fight for what we have but nothing happened. Perhaps it is time to let go. Yes, I am letting go. I am letting go, not because I am done loving him or because I’m tired of fighting and getting hurt in the end. I am letting go because this is what must be done.If love is a battlefield, I was more than strong enough to fight, but now even stronger to surrender and accept defeat. What's the use of fighting if he already surrendered? What's the use of crying for someone who didn't even worth a single tear?..This would be the last time I will dwell with those memories of you,'coz right now i could say..FINALLY, I AM OVER YOU

• 23 January 2012
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