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wait for you

jbutch — Sat, 26 Sep 2009 21:06:26 UT

Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
If you’re in love, put your hands up

You know you need someone
When the need’s so strong
When they’re gone you don’t know how to go on
So the whole world is stuck in a moment
Standing still until they come back

You accept that they’ve, got things to do
But sometimes in the end there’s nothing left for you
If hurt is missing your baby
I’ve done too much of it lately

Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am i gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
what else could it be missing you so deep
long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

And even when we mad, and say we’re through
Deep inside you feel the same way i do
Might as well turn around and just end this
Cause it’s harder tryin' to stay mad
I could tell you that you can’t stay here
Knowing just as soon as you disappear
That I’ll be missing you baby
Soon as you get up and you walk away

Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am i gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
what else could it be missing you so deep
long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

Everybody in love
Go on put your hands up
Everybody in love
Go on put your hands up
Everybody in love
Go on put your hands up
If you’re in love
Put your hands up

Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am i gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
what else could it be missing you so deep
long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

anniversary

jbutch — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 20:43:46 UT

anniversary lyrics

Put on your red dress
And this diamond necklace
Your love leaves me senseless
I dedicate tonight to you
Cos we made it through another year
My love only gets stronger
And i'll be here the next year
Same time, same place, same girl

They say after the honeymoon, the passion's almost gone
But i feel as thought our love
Has only just begun

It's our anniversary
Celebrating you and me
Nowhere else i'd rather be, oh no
It's our anniversary
A special day in history
I will love you endlessly
It's our anniversary

Put on your best suit
I've got something for you
I'll cover you in kisses
Cos baby i adore you
Your touch leaves me breathless
And i only get weaker
I will be there regardless, for my man
I'm glad you're my man

This day always reminds me of, the reason i'm with you
I'll never search for love again
I've found the truth in you

Forever i'll be here and waiting
(I'll stay the same though times are changing)
We were meant to be together
(No one could love you better)
Got a question for you
(Tell me i'm the answer)
Baby let's stay in love

I love you

love you rachel alice mills sooo much xxx

my little letter to rachel

jbutch — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 22:17:09 UT

Dear Rachel Alice Mills,

I thought I would write a little letter to you,
Seeing as you have done so much for me lately I don’t know how I could ever repay you.

Oh Rachel the first thought that comes into my head of you it brings the biggest smile to my face.
I think of your amazing blue eyes that cute amazing smile you have, your adorable face, I’m in heaven when I think about you in the slightest thought.
Your beautiful and I know I say it everyday but its only because I think that every time I see you (wow she’s beautiful, I should tell her). You truly are a angel to me. I love the way you look back at me it fills me with joy knowing that as I’m looking at you, your looking at me so your watching me looking at you looking at me (I hope you understand that bit). I honestly feel like it’s a dream because there is no way this can be real I mean like come on we met on Netlog! Oh well that’s going to be a good story to tell in the future.

Everyday I thank god for what he has given me; a truly magnificent angel.
I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together.

As you know I didn’t have the best of pasts but now that you have come into my life its like I was living in darkness then you came down from heaven and shined the light and showed me the way out of the darkness and into the light where I’m over the moon with happiness you give me. I’m crazy in love you, every time I hear your name I jump up and turn around and start looking for you.
The way I see you is a beautiful angel glowing with love. As I look into them bright beautiful blue eyes I’m filled with happiness, love, joy the list is endless of all the emotions I feel.

In the short period that we have been together I feel as is anything is possible between us. I know we have gone through the ups and the downs together and it means a hell of a lot to me that you have stuck by me when unlike my friends who would rather walk out on me than to stick by me like you do, so thank you, thank you for being there for me no matter what the situation is. Thank you for saving me by commenting on my blog. I don’t know what I would do without you.

Rachel you mean everything to me and more, you have my heart, you’re my perfect girlfriend, you’re my wifey, you’re my princess, you’re my first ever true love. We have so much in common we are ment to be together. Your voice calms even the most roughest seas, it is amazing I love it. My love for you grows more and more everyday we are together. I’m yours forever and ever. I will do anything for you, my love for you will never fade. We have been together 49 days and I have to tell you it’s the best 49 days of my life and it can only get better so I’m looking forward to my life with you being the best life anyone can ever live.

I’ve told you things I haven’t even told my closest friends/family because I trust you with my life, infact I trust you with anything. I know you have said something’s that are very close to you and I respect you for that. You could of said I don’t want to talk about it but you didn’t and I really really love that you trust me with sensitive things.

I love day dreaming about us in the future. I love knowing that one day we will be together, I love the feeling I get when I think of you, when I think about the 5 of September.

So in short I love you no matter what and im glad I have someone like you to be there for me

Written by the one the only

X James Samuel S Butcher x

my life

jbutch — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 15:23:55 UT

hey im bored so i thought i would write to myself cos in cool lol
what to do
seems im in the shitter (rabbit story)

i love you so much you mean the world to me, i sit there starring at your beautiful face, those amazing eyes, that cute smile, your perfect, your a angel, im in love with you so much, you have changed my life so much. but i cant help it and think that you cant be real, are you?
ive been at rock bottom most of my life
and now you have changed from rock bottom to higher than heaven, and for that i thank you so much xxxx

people say that im not really in love with you, they say im in love with the way you type. and i say fuck them if you type this good imagine what your like in person omg im so excited everytime i think of you
i love you

you have been there for me when ive been down, you know me so well,

When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever

remember me

jbutch — Fri, 14 Aug 2009 14:40:55 UT

let me tell you how you measure a man
when his world starts to fall, see how tall he stands
it matters not how many times you fall down, what matters most is how many times you rise
mistakes build character and character takes you places money cant

Don’t forget
to Remember me (ay don’t forget Shawty)
I’ll be back – so remember me
Please keep me in your heart
If we have to ever part
Don’t forget me, to remember me

The king marley day martin luther malcom x
I’m officially the freshest, don’t dare forget I’m gone
Momementairly don’t bury me yet like Ali
got I got the title back prepare for that
When the world needed Tip, ask where was he at?
But when he need some back – fade to black
talk — behind his back, you a hater for that
I don’t respect noneless, in the game of chess
You think five moves ahead, and not behind
Jumped up and cheered when I got my time
Like yea, one more year I got to grind
But get me losin off your mind, Short may I remind you
that there ain’t another who done been through
what I been through
Time after time again
you better get some in you
When you said, it was over for him and you thought it
couldn’t continue to floss
Heres to your memory loss, Sucka

Don’t forget
to Remember me (ay don’t forget Shawty)
I’ll be back – so remember me
Please keep me in your heart
If we have to ever part
Don’t forget me, to remember me

They say: out of sight, out of mind
9 times out of 10 men out of pocket – out of line
You do it big, everybody that you outshined
Y’old lady fate talk about how he got fine
She say she tryin to get away, he say “About time”
Right now, we all thinkin “Damn, hoping not mine.”
But when it’s lights out for you
and you locked down
Ain’t no telling whether or not
Your lady went and got down

With that… town ’cause he hot now
Ripping up your love letters,
Lifting up her night gown
Right now somebody baby momma getting piped down
Kids in the next room listening “Mama, pipe down”
The thought hurt don’t it?
But maybe she’s strong enough
Or ain’t get that lonely
’cause you wasn’t gone long enough
Trust, it’s just a temporarily setback
It’s on when I get back
Please don’t remember that

Don’t forget
to Remember me (ay don’t forget Shawty)
I’ll be back – so remember me
Please keep me in your heart
If we have to ever part
Don’t forget me, to remember me

I don’t mean to feel like this
Don’t mean to think like this
My heart just has to be sure
That the love that I give to you
That’s the love that I get from you
I need to be safe and secure

Don’t forget
to Remember me (ay don’t forget Shawty)
I’ll be back – so remember me
Please keep me in your heart
If we have to ever part
Don’t forget me, to remember me

Don’t you forget about me

For you

jbutch — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 19:09:09 UT

The sun rises,
The sun sets,
The night lights glow,
One light shines brighter though,
And she will stay with me forever,
She is what keeps me going in cold weather,
When the road gets rough,
She is the one that holds me tight,
When I see her,
Hair in the wind,
Looking like an angel,
Eyes radiant in the sun,
She brings warmth to my heart,
Her bright soul,
Her spirit so high,
Like the wind,
I will always find her,
Wherever she might be,
No matter what she thinks,
Or what she does,
She's perfect,
And that is all that matters,
She is the girl of my dreams,
And I found her,
And mine forever she will be...

i love you so much xxx

lost love peom

jbutch — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 23:44:51 UT

You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

im amazed by you

jbutch — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 22:23:30 UT

Every Time Our Eyes Meet,
There Is A Feelin Inside Me
It's Almost More Than I Can Take
Baby When You Touch Me
I Can Feel How Much You Love Me
And It Just Blows Me Away
I've Never Been This Close To Anyone
Or Anything
I Can Hear your Thoughts, I Can See Your Dreams

I Dunno How You Do What You Do
I'm So In Love With You
It Just Keeps Getting Better
I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My life
With You By My Side
For Ever and Ever
Every Little Thing That You Do
Baby I'm Amazed By You

The Smell Of Your Skin
The Taste of your kiss
The Way You Whisper In The Dark
You're Hair All Around Me
Baby You Surround Me
You Touch Every Place In My Heart
Oh..It Feels Like The First Time, Every Time
I Wanna Spend The Whole Night..In You're Hands

I Dunno How You Do What You Do
I'm So In Love With You
It Just Keeps Getting Better
I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My life
With You By My Side
For Ever and Ever
Every Little Thing That You Do
Baby I'm Amazed By You

Every Little Thing That You Do
I'm So In Love With You
And It Just Keeps Getting Better
I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My Life
With You By My Side
For Ever And Ever
Every Little Thing That You Do
Every Little Thing That You Do

Baby I'm Amazed By You…

i wanna grow old with you lyrics

jbutch — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 22:19:41 UT

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

lve lyrics again

jbutch — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 22:16:11 UT

You're my angel
You're the only sunshine in my life
Feels like heaven when you take me in your arms
(In your arms)

You're my angel
You're the only sunshine in my life
Feels like heaven when you take me in your arms
In your arms
X2

My life, my life, my life
My sunshine in my life
My life, my life, my life, my life, my life
My sunshine in my life
My life, my life, my life, my life, my life
My sunshine in my life
My life, my life, my life, my life, my life
My sunshine in my life

You're my angel
You're the only sunshine in my life
Feels like heaven when you take me in your arms
(In your arms)

You're my angel
You're the only sunshine in my life
Feels like heaven when you take me in your arms
In your arms

You're my angel (angel, angel, angel

You're my angel
You're the only sunshine in my life
Feels like heaven when you take me in your arms
(In your arms)

You're my angel
You're the only sunshine in my life
Feels like heaven when you take me in your arms
In your arms

My life, my life, my life
My sunshine in my life
My life, my life, my life, my life, my life
My sunshine in my life
My life, my life, my life, my life, my life
My sunshine in my life
My life, my life, my life, my life, my life
My sunshine in my life

cute lyrics

jbutch — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 22:11:01 UT

You're my star my light
My whole entire life
Without you it's blurry
And I can't see why
My friends say James
Are you feeling aright
And I just think that I'm
Dreaming all night
When I'm with you
I feel I've been saved
And I wanna thank your mum and dad
For what they made
So I just wanna say
I'm gonna keep you
For life 24/7 I hope to

Hold you closer and don't let go,
I need to know how you feel to
So hold me closer and don't let go
I'm falling so please girl don't let go.

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today.

You're my perfect dream
Were the perfect team
I'm the king you're the queen,
You're the book that I read
Without you it feels like there's no me
And that's why it's you that I just wanna keep
How many times have I told you
That I love you so many times
You know I wanna hug you
So come and show me what love means
Cause I don't really know
I've just seen it in my dreams.

Hold you closer and don't let go,
I need to know how you feel to
So hold me closer and don't let go
I'm falling so please girl don't let go.

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today.

Look I hope you recognize now what you really mean
Without you I couldn't do the song I sing
And I hope you like it too cause
It's nothing but the truth your not
Number one but you will be soon
Believe!
Hold you closer and don't let go,
I need to know how you feel to
So hold me closer and don't let go
I'm falling so please girl don't let go.

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today.

More Love Lyrics

jbutch — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 11:06:56 UT

Ooooh Ooooh I wanna be girl let me be
I wanna be everything your man's not
And I'm gonna give you
every little thing I've got
Cause you are more than a man needs
That's why I say you're truly my destiny
I'm gonna get cha
If it takes me until forever
No you don't feel me
if forever turns into never
I'll let you know my love
is just as strong
And for you never just ain't that long ohh

I wanna be the smile you put on your face
I wanna be your hands when you say your grace
I wanna be where ever is your favorite place girl
I just wanna be close
I wanna be the hat you put on your head
I wanna be the sheets you put on your bed
I wanna be the skirt wrapped around your legs girl
Ohh I just wanna be close

And even if the day turns into night
I will love you by candlelight
And even if the water starts to run over
I'll be there to put you on my shoulders
And if it's hard for you to get to sleep
I will sing you a melody,
I wanna feel this way
Till the end of time, cause I pray one day
that you'll be mine

I wanna be the smile you put on your face
I wanna be your hands when you say your grace
I wanna be where ever is your favorite place
I just wanna be close
I wanna be the hat you put on your head
I wanna be the sheets you put on your bed
can i wrap my love around you
I wanna be the skirt wrapped around your legs
I just wanna be close

See my life is filled
with up and downs
I'm ok
when you're around
And when I'm in a storm
and my nights are cold
Reach out your hands for me to hold
See you're my queen on a throne
and you're the reason
For a song and I can't wait
to fill you up with love
Fill you with love

I wanna be the sun,
your stars, and your moon
I wanna be a hot summer day in June
I wanna be the smell
of your sweet perfume i wanna be, i wanna be i wanna be. whoa whoa whoa
or I just wanna be close
I wanna be the seed
That bare ya life brand new the seed that bared your life yes
I wanna be the one
that's so faithful and true the only one you need
I wanna be the man down that aisle
in that suit, yes
or I just wanna be close

love lyrics

jbutch — Tue, 07 Jul 2009 09:18:19 UT

When I see you
I run out of words to say
I wouldn't leave you
'Cause you're that type of girl to make me stay#
You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful

You're so beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful

Like the clouds you
Drift me away, far away, yeah
And like the sun you
Brighten the day, you brighten my day, yeah

I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Where'd you come from? You're outta this world to me
You're a symbol of what every beautiful woman should be,

Every time I look at you
You always look so beautiful
Can't take away those times
We stayed up and we talked all night
Those are the best days of my life
I never wanna be without you
So just stay with me
I will love you endlessly
Oh oh darling, darling Ooooooooh

my life in lyrics

jbutch — Mon, 06 Jul 2009 22:30:48 UT

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
I'm just so fuckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up

Here today, gone tomorrow
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different

I feel lost and confused, I've been around, I've played the fool
I've got a find a way, this time the pressures on
Can't see the gold, my friend is gone
Life aint what it used to be, its such a terrible thing,
When you feel life aint worth living
And you just tred in water
But this time I must be strong
Read the signs to find my way home, from the edge of the border
Cried my tears into the ground
Angel, won't you save me?
And the seeds of hope and soul
Come to see the grass thats grown
Still I stand here, feeling empty.
Ive been living in fear, but i'm movin on
Still I'm standing here, life will go on.

When I see you
I run out of words to say
I wouldn't leave you
'Cause you're that type of girl to make me stay#
You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful

You're so beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful

Like the clouds you
Drift me away, far away, yeah
And like the sun you
Brighten the day, you brighten my day, yeah

I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Where'd you come from? You're outta this world to me
You're a symbol of what every beautiful woman should be,

Every time I look at you
You always look so beautiful
Can't take away those times
We stayed up and we talked all night
Those are the best days of my life
I never wanna be without you
So just stay with me
I will love you endlessly
Oh oh darling, darling Ooooooooh

favorite film quotes

jbutch — Mon, 09 Mar 2009 21:38:47 UT

american gangster:
See, ya are what ya are in this world. That's either one of two things: Either you're somebody, or you ain't nobody.

Babylon a.d:
Life's simple: kill or be killed, don't get involved and always finish the job. A survivor's code, my code, and it all sounds great until the day you find yourself confronted by a choice. A choice to make a difference, to help someone, or to walk away and save yourself. I learned something that day: you can't always walk away

children of men:
Everything is a mythical, cosmic battle between faith and chance

this is england:
Combo: Lovely, lovely, love you for that, that's fucking great. A proud man, learn from him; that's a proud man. That's what we need, man. That's what this nation has been built on, proud men. Proud fucking warriors! Two thousand years this little tiny fucking island has been raped and pillaged, by people who have come here and wanted a piece of it - two fucking world wars! Men have laid down their lives for this. For this... and for what? So people can stick their fucking flag in the ground and say, "Yeah! This is England. And this is England, and this is England

green street:
I'm forever blowing bubbles / Pretty bubbles in the air / They fly so high / They reach the sky / And like my dreams they fade and die / Fortune's always hiding, I've looked everywhere / I'm forever blowing bubbles, pretty bubbles in the air

LIFE

jbutch — Mon, 09 Mar 2009 21:09:14 UT

Life's simple: kill or be killed, don't get involved and always finish the job. A survivor's code, my code, and it all sounds great until the day you find yourself confronted by a choice. A choice to make a difference, to help someone, or to walk away and save yourself. I learned something that day: you can't always walk away.