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Tuesday, 6 October 2009 at 06:39

Clear as the purest ice, frozen blue at the edges.
Sharp and focused.
Your eyes..........
watching my every move.
Across the room and yet, I can feel your body heat as if you were right next to me.
I want to touch you and feel your touch.
You say nothing.
My throat closes, I dare not break this perfect silence.
Your face solemn.
I cant read you,
but I'm sure you can read the flushed, nervous mass that is me.
Your eyes.....
piercing through and beyond me.
I can feel your gaze run down from my eyes..........
and rest at my lips.
I am motionless.
You move on.....
you pass down my neck, chest............
Your wandering gaze falls on my hands, lying limp in my lap.
I become even more self aware.
You drop your eyes to the floor..........
close them...........
you sigh.
I didn't realize I was holding my own breath........
I exhale.
silence.
I am watching you.
Your chest rises and falls slowly.
I synchronize my breathing to yours.
You are so beautiful.
Your perfect lips twitch at the corners.
you are smiling.
(a stunning little gesture)
Contagious.
I feel my own face light up with pure joy.
You glance up,
tossing hair away from your face.
We lock gazes once again.
Your smile grows, mine follows.
You are magnificent.
Your lips part, from them escaping a sound like deep, strong, melodic church bells.
You are laughing at me,
then with me.
My eyes flutter shut.
I let the sound of our intertwining laughter envelope me.
a private joke, only for us to know.
our laughter fades to comfortable silence.
we sigh, together.
one final chuckle.
I feel your eyes, like silver ice upon my form once more.
My own eyes snap open.
an involuntary movement.
There you are.
right there.
right here in front of me.
I never realized you had freckles.
I feel your nose,
soft against my cheek.
You whisper into my jaw line,
"is this ok?"
I feel your lips barely graze my skin as you speak........
your warm breath sending shivers through my body.
I don't reply.
I am stunned by the ever shrinking amount of space between us.
you place your warm hand on my icy shoulders.
you pull me in.
drawing me in.
submerging me.
I am in your arms.
your hands run through my hair.....
ever gentle.........
caressing.......
I let my self drift into numbness..........
closing my eyes.........
every muscle unravels....
I am limp and at your will..
you tighten, shifting your weight to accommodate my own now with yours.
still you draw me in further.
gentle and kind.
warmth.
your hands drift down my back.
you are here with me.......
together.
you bring your lips up to meet my own.
our lips touch.
together.
you slowly part yours,
mine follow.
I open my eyes.
you are gazing back at me.
clear as the purest ice, frozen blue at the edges.
yearning and sad.
your eyes, watching my every move.....

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