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Blog / Ooooouucchhh....... It hurt's !

Monday, 26 October 2009 at 01:44

U know, i hate something that is left hanging, i prefer some closure, even if it meant that it wont turn out to be like what u expected or as u wish it would be. That's just me, i just dont dance around the bush, i dont hide what i think & how i feel, I just need to let it off my chest so that i could breath easily and i could move on.

So after having days of unrestless tought, and after few more outing and after me ends up crashing at his place for the N-th time when he was ill last weekends, i finally had the guts to properly ask him out, via sms that reads something like this:

Me : Lan, what are u doing tonite?

Lan : I'm going out with my GF....

Me..( shocked) : What?...Since when did u have a GF?

Lan: heheheh.....lamer dah.

Me:...Ooooch...that's hurt a lot!

Lan: Babe...Ko naper?

Me (after keeping myself mum for almost 15 min) : Nothing, i just tot that i need to tell u that I LIKE U A LOT. But i guess i miss my train. It's ok, it wont make any much different now, rite?

Lan: Aiyaa.... Aku anggap ko mcm close frenz jer, sorry ko lambat sgt, anyway, thanks for liking me that much, at least, aku tak sakitkan hati ko dgn main kayu 3 kan.

Me ( bengkek+ sedih sikit) : Mmg la, at 1st aku pun look at u as not more than friends, but the dynamic of human emotion is most of the time unpredictable and uncontrolable. I didnt tell u any sooner coz i'm not sure of my own feeling and because i dont think i deserve u. Honestly, beyond skin deep u are more beautiful than me. U accept me for who i am, and that's what comfort me the most.

Lan:.............( gone with the wind)

Well, Just a reminder to the dearest ROZITA ( That's me).

1- Please remember that merely 3 years ago, u make promise to your own self that you'll never ever get involved in a relationship. I hate to remind u little missie, but this is definitely what will happen, unfortunately, your heart is unable to addapt to relapse of Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy! ( its science term for heart break!)
2- Please remember that u are also, intolerant towards the whole spectrum of human emotion. This alergic reaction sent your whole rational mind into anafilactic shock.
3- The next time, someone from your opposite gender, whom u did not share the same DNA genome with, lick your Baskin Robbin, without your permission, have the courtesy to kick them in their guts and demand for their explanation.
4-The next time, someone from the opposite gender, address you with the terms " sweetie pie, my dear, sweet heart', feel free to kick their groin and tell them " why dont u go to hell thru which ever door that you like and FCUK Yourself up"

Just a reminder to Male species in general and to Lan in particular:

I knew and i really do understand your needs to flirt around. But, could u guys be a little bit courteous to flirt with someone other than your good close girl friends/ buddy. Coz everytime this same things happen, its SUCKS that a good relationship have to turn sour. ITS SUCKS... Read my lips baby....ITS SUCKSSSS!!!!

Well, having said that, even thou its a bit heart breaking, i'm confident that I'm gonna be just fine. But maybe i need to gather all my girlie frienz, get my self heavily drunk with shots of finely pressed expresso ( yuks...can someone really get drunk from consuming coffee?....eerrr...owh yea..that's person is me!)
And probably on my way back from the caffe's to my apartment, i got hit by a car, whom the driver happens to be a very hot available doctor, who just invented the cure for a broken heart.

And while the doctor is busy checking for my dying pulse, maybe i can look at him and says.." Wow doctor, you're so hot...wanna get kinky with me tonight?"..... :)

But for the time being, probably for the next 24hr...just allow me to say..." OMG ....Its hurts....OOOOuuucchhhh...Its really hurts.....OOOOOOUUUUUCCCCCCHhHHH!...... :)"

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  • http://netlog.com/inside_looking_outperempuanperempuaninside_looking_outhttp://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/026/600/26600534.jpgMalaysiaKedah inside_looking_out 27

    perempuan (Monday, 26 October 2009 at 18:52)

    (all this talk about caspian reminds me of kasabian..that band)
    of course u r cool..
    and..
    kalu la terjadi kat aku plak ka..
    aku pun mau tanya/luahkan straight begitu..
    ewah..
    (beranikah aku)

  • http://netlog.com/active_46SaljuSaljuactive_46http://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/015/516/15516793.jpgMalaysiaTerengganu active_46 31

    Salju (Monday, 26 October 2009 at 17:33)

    - itahatta:
    - active_46:
    i respect with u... esok ambik MC ok.. go somewhere... cool down ur emotion & sakit hati...
    soorri about the idea that i gave to u last wekend...

    Hey...its not that bad la,...I dont need an MC...... I'm cool.

    In fact, i leave him a message this morning,

    " hey.....
    in case u were wondering, i'm ok...in fact, i'm cool
    well, that's a lie...probably sakit sikit for the 1st 5 min....but, i manage to went out n become crazily drunk last nite, got hit by car, driven by a really hot doctor.....we spend the whole nite doing kinky stuff....and this morning, i wake up feeling on top of the world
    hahhhahha.....ok...that's a bigger lie.
    the thing is......i appreciate u as a close frenz and i want to still be frenz with u
    should i stay away from u just because u say No?......No rite?....that would be silly, rite?
    soooooo........i'll catch up with u again later...
    and dont worry, i'm not gonna kill your     Girlfriend.."

    So...i really am good & fine. Yes.....I'm a hot girl with cool attitude. :)
    ok.. be cool beb.

  • http://netlog.com/misha_ahmadfaizalromiromimisha_ahmadfaizalhttp://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/020/244/20244473.jpgMalaysiaTerengganu misha_ahmadfaizal 109

    romi (Monday, 26 October 2009 at 16:21)

    - itahatta:
    - misha_ahmadfaizal:
    OUCHHH!!!
    but at least, you are brave enough to say it. I give you credit for that.
    but hey! He is not the last Prince Caspian!! :)

    disclaimer: currently in love with Ben Barnes... :) . :) :) :)

    letey la keep on kissing Frog prince ni....mana la my Prince Caspian ni...hahah
    Do you know that Prince Caspian is actually Javanese? (Kaspian). Caspian is Telmarine (Tarmarind = Asam Jawa), so that's conclude their ancestor's root. :) :) :)

    Dear sister, your Prince Caspian is there, waiting. Time will tell. :)

  • http://netlog.com/itahattaita HattaHattaitaitahattahttp://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/020/840/20840902.jpgMalaysiaWilayah Persekutuan itahatta 28

    ita Hatta (Monday, 26 October 2009 at 14:55)

    - active_46:
    i respect with u... esok ambik MC ok.. go somewhere... cool down ur emotion & sakit hati...
    soorri about the idea that i gave to u last wekend...

    Hey...its not that bad la,...I dont need an MC...... I'm cool.

    In fact, i leave him a message this morning,

    " hey.....
    in case u were wondering, i'm ok...in fact, i'm cool
    well, that's a lie...probably sakit sikit for the 1st 5 min....but, i manage to went out n become crazily drunk last nite, got hit by car, driven by a really hot doctor.....we spend the whole nite doing kinky stuff....and this morning, i wake up feeling on top of the world
    hahhhahha.....ok...that's a bigger lie.
    the thing is......i appreciate u as a close frenz and i want to still be frenz with u
    should i stay away from u just because u say No?......No rite?....that would be silly, rite?
    soooooo........i'll catch up with u again later...
    and dont worry, i'm not gonna kill your     Girlfriend.."

    So...i really am good & fine. Yes.....I'm a hot girl with cool attitude. :)

  • http://netlog.com/itahattaita HattaHattaitaitahattahttp://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/020/840/20840902.jpgMalaysiaWilayah Persekutuan itahatta 28

    ita Hatta (Monday, 26 October 2009 at 14:50)

    - MidniteCaller:
    Have you ever actually kick anybody in the groin?
    FYI it hurts like ****** okay..

    but I suppose thats the point rite? :)

    Really kick someone in the groin, No,
    But i once accidently hit someone on the groin, ( dont ask me how my hand land exactly at that position, my hands have its own brain, i guess maybe masa tu diorg gatal kot... :)) and from the look at his face, and the teribble scream- i'm quite confident that its hurt like Hell. Manage to ask him few minutes later... he answered " sakit la bodoh!'....... :) :) :)

  • http://netlog.com/itahattaita HattaHattaitaitahattahttp://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/020/840/20840902.jpgMalaysiaWilayah Persekutuan itahatta 28

    ita Hatta (Monday, 26 October 2009 at 14:39)

    - inside_looking_out:
    get kinki aaa..
    hehehe..
    hm..
    sabar je la rozita (nama yang terdapat dalam blog)..
    semua orang pun dah pnah kena macam ni kot kan..
    so skang ni apa yang kiat bleh buat is beware dgn sesapa la kan..
    org flirt kan ke just wanna be nice..katanya la kan..
    banyak plak kan aku ni hehe..

    For me.....tak salah to express what u feel, at least, tak der la u rasa stuck in a moment that u cant get out. Cuma, nak carik keberanian tahap dewa tu jer.....Its ok..i'm cool!

  • http://netlog.com/itahattaita HattaHattaitaitahattahttp://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/020/840/20840902.jpgMalaysiaWilayah Persekutuan itahatta 28

    ita Hatta (Monday, 26 October 2009 at 14:35)

    - misha_ahmadfaizal:
    OUCHHH!!!
    but at least, you are brave enough to say it. I give you credit for that.
    but hey! He is not the last Prince Caspian!! :)

    disclaimer: currently in love with Ben Barnes... :) . :) :) :)

    letey la keep on kissing Frog prince ni....mana la my Prince Caspian ni...hahah

  • http://netlog.com/itahattaita HattaHattaitaitahattahttp://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/020/840/20840902.jpgMalaysiaWilayah Persekutuan itahatta 28

    ita Hatta (Monday, 26 October 2009 at 14:26)

    - nraihan:
    :) cakit wooo....hohohoho me too doesnt like sumthing left unclose..huuhuh

    n..prefer mocha..or coppucino...all day i did before,,pastu sembelit..uppss :)

    hehehhe
    :)

  • http://netlog.com/active_46SaljuSaljuactive_46http://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/015/516/15516793.jpgMalaysiaTerengganu active_46 31

    Salju (Monday, 26 October 2009 at 09:16)

    i respect with u... esok ambik MC ok.. go somewhere... cool down ur emotion & sakit hati...
    soorri about the idea that i gave to u last wekend...

  • http://netlog.com/active_46SaljuSaljuactive_46http://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/015/516/15516793.jpgMalaysiaTerengganu active_46 31

    Salju (Monday, 26 October 2009 at 09:09)

    Ita... i feel soo sad about that...
    be strong... that double meaning guy...
    nasib baik tak cakap face to face... lagi haru kau..
    sure kau terajang dia punya.. ngeh2..
    aku tahu perangai kau...

    just forget him... ok..

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