Tuesday, 25 August 2009 at 00:26

How could I have done that? My heart today is full of hatred and anger. I was fooled. What have I done to deserve this thing? I have had the purest intentions in my heart.

I just feel I was abandoned and dumped. Very little is left with me now. My dignity as a person was scrapped away from me. I wish I will be able to stand again and build what is left. All I want today is for me to be alone, cry and hide. In that way, nobody will see me, nobody will hear me, and nobody can talk to me. Until such time everything will be gloomy and dark and nothing will I see and all my tears dried.

I was searching in vain, playing your game, had no one else but myself left to blame. I am now lost and alone. How could I be such a fool? Don't know what I should do now. Don't know where I go. You left a hole in my heart had no reason to live any longer. 1-16-08

Aug. 25, 2009