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Saturday, 2 May 2009 at 09:19

If you look back in my blogs you will see one titles "Wanted". It was about me trying to be honest with myself...about what it was that I wanted and needed from a potential mate.

When I wrote that blog, I was at the bottom of my heart and hope was no where to be found. I never ever dreamed that the ideal I wrote about existed anywhere...much less that against all odds we could ever possibly find each other. That kind of love and connection just doesn't exist. At least, that's what my heart thought at the time.

Here I am a few months down the road and my life has completely changed. I live in a new place, work for new people, and have become a new person. A better and more enlightened person I hope. And, miracle of miracles, that ideal I dreamed about months ago has materialized. My dream become flesh, my prayers become reality. He is everything I dreamt of, but much more that I dared to hope for.

So, all you lonely hearts on netlog....don't ever give up. It is truly always darkest before dawn.....and how very glorious the light is after that dismal and lonely journey out of night.

Shalom.


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    ƸӜƷ jax ƸӜƷ Trust  (Tuesday, 5 May 2009 at 06:32)

    YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)


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    Michelle Kober (Saturday, 2 May 2009 at 20:28)

    Isn't love the greatest feeling ever? I'm so happy for you, you most certainly deserve it!


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    Sugar Ray D (Saturday, 2 May 2009 at 13:37)

    Well...good luck with that Marian...I wish you happiness and serenity hun...


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    Marian (Saturday, 2 May 2009 at 10:24)

    - mospicy:
    :) echo echo echo... I feel the same for you and your happiness as John does!!! Do we all need to blog now? haha Much love Marian and again I am SOOO happy for you! :) <happy dancing!!


    Thanks so much Mo :)
    I keep pinching myself thinking I must be dreaming. God has truly blessed, and at last my cup runneth over!


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    ~mo (Saturday, 2 May 2009 at 10:14)

    :) echo echo echo... I feel the same for you and your happiness as John does!!! Do we all need to blog now? haha Much love Marian and again I am SOOO happy for you! :) <happy dancing!!


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    Marian (Saturday, 2 May 2009 at 10:11)

    ROTFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    .....saying it with you,.....and do the happiest damn dance EVER! :)


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    John Friendly (Saturday, 2 May 2009 at 10:01)

    :) I am so happy for you, Marian.....May your love continue to grow and your new found happiness endure....." say it with me, Marian...I LOVE the NEW MAN" : )

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