deray_113
Trust female - 24 years, Corpus Christi, United States
Blog 49
just read it! 
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i love my page...lol
i love my page it's so pink...hahahaha!
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thanks!
so i never really felt like celebrating my bday this year...just not in the mood i guess...so i was surprised to have recieved a lot of gifts this year...that's just not normal..lol
i got a new coffee maker from my siblings
a new really cute bag from my mom and stepdaD
red roses from my mom
cards from my family
a call from my dad
a video greeting from my bestfriends...
call from my aunt and uncle
txt from my friends
cake from my coworker
a cd from my other coworker
emails from my friends
greetings from my net friends and clanmates
hmm...i kinda feel spoiled...and i kinda feel bad for not being in the mood to celebrate it...cause obviously people around feel otherwise...lol
so just want to take this oppurtunity to thank all of you...
God bless...
thanks for making my 22nd birthday special!lol -
yey!
my mom and siblings got me a new coffee maker for my bday!!!
just what i wanted!!!
me so very happy!!!! -
what a day
so it was my frst time to ever drive in a freeway..lol
im not a good driver...so it was really something major for me..and to top it all i really wanted to go to the beach and to get there you need to go in a freeway...
the prob is i was too excited that when i parked and payed for my parking space..after taking some pics to prove to my bro that i did get into the freeway and went to beach...
this is so stupid...i left my wallet on my windshield...
and only realized it when i was on my way home...on the freaking freeway..i even saw my wallet flew off my window...and i almost froze and all i could to think of is to get it back...since the three most impt card is in it...my license,credit and debit card...so i decided to stop to get it..and almost started a bad traffic...lol
and so this nice man saw that i had stopped and had turned on my hazzard light.....lol
he was a fireman...his name was TIM...and he told me that he'll help me but i have to get off the freeway cause my car was blocking the way...and an accident might happen...so i did...and he helped me get my wallet back...
the problem was when i got my wallet back i realized that my license holder... the one that i had bought back home was missing...and it has my license and debit card...talk about luck...oh well at least i wont have to buy a new wallet...what a hassle...now i have to close my acct and get a new license...
good thing the beach looked really good today..so i guess its all worth it...hay... -
what's dignity?
let me quote this from paulo coelho's novel, veronika decides to die...
'What's dignity?
It's a wanting everyone to think you're good,
well behaved,
full of love for your fellow man.
Have some respect to nature,
watch a few films about animals,
and see how they fight for their own space.'
lol..thought it was funny and so true...i simply love this author... -
what now?
so what should i do now?
*sigh*
*sigh*
*sigh*
im bored....
so what should i do now...just thinking of having too much free time and doing exactly nothing just sucks!!!
im so bored..what should i do now?
*sigh*
*sigh*
*sigh*
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lol
study hard....party hard....lol!
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the way i are
finally remembered the song thats been bothering me for almost a week now..lol
been trying to remember what's the title of that song that makes me wanna dance and go party...lol
the way i are
by timbaland
(feat. Keri Hilson, D.O.E.)
[ Verse 1: Timbaland ]
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no car to take you on a date
I can't even buy you flowers
But together we can be the perfect soulmates
Talk to me girl
[ Bridge: Keri Hilson ]
Oh, baby, it's alright now, you
ain't gotta flaunt for me
If we go Dutch, you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out 'til we get it right
[ Chorus: Keri Hilson & (Timbaland) ]
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
(I'm about to strip and I'm well equiped
Can you handle me the way I'm are
I don't need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like, I like, I like
[ Verse 2: Timbaland ]
I ain't got no Visa
I ain't got no Red American Express
We can't go nowhere exotic
It don't matter 'cause I'm the one that loves you best
Talk to me girl
[ Bridge 2: Keri Hilson ]
Oh, baby, it's alright now, you
[ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ]
ain't gotta flaunt for me
If we go Dutch, you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out 'til we get it right
[ Chorus: Keri Hilson & (Timbaland) ]
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
(I'm about to strip and I'm well equiped
Can you handle me the way I'm are
I don't need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
[ Verse 3: D.O.E. ]
Baby girl, I don't got a huge ol'
house I rent a room in a house
Listen baby girl, I ain't got a
motorboat but I can float ya boat
So listen baby girl, once you get a dose of
D.O.E. you gon' want some mo'
So listen baby girl, when I make it I want
you there, want you there, yeah -
grrr...
so i had a bad day today...hmmm...not only did our computers at work were down since 5pm this afternoon until we left...its probably still down right now...realization had hit me hard...there's been a lot of things going on in my life and ive been trying to avoid it..i dont know why..its just that i dont feel like complaining..like ive exhausted my energy enough...so why even bother right?!!
everything seems like its doing great..well, at least that's what other people think..coz i dont know i'm just not ready to talk about it...
but now im ready to talk..
lets start with my family...so its always been shity...but it could have been worst..so a problem at home is like a daily task i have to deal with..dont get me wrong...I LOVE MY FAMILY!! more than anything and thus my greatest stress comes from them...so now we are facing another dilemma..my parents separation is a long thing in the past...now we are facing my sister's stubborness...i call it 'my sister and her teenage years'...so she's young and in love, therefore she is currently in a stupid state right now...grrrrr...her long distance relationship with her boyfriend..aint gonna work but she is in a fantasy world as most of the teenage girls are when they first fall in love...'he's the one for me..or he is my first and last'...i shall not state an example why i think they should go separate ways..all i can say is that a relationship withou trust or respect is not a relationship at all!!!!!
2nd, and i think the topic i really dont wanna talk about right now..is my bestfriends...grwing apart issues..so im here in the state and they are having their issues...both stubborn ofcourse and both have different views in life..aint it shitty when friendship ends...especially the ones that you think would last forever...anyways, still hoping for the best but i got to tell you it HURTS like shit!!!
3rd, my love life...hmmm..next topic please...there is nothing to talk about at all..none at all..i have accepted the fact that i might grow old alone one day..its just impossible for me to find someone...for 1 thing i dont meet a lot of guys nowadays..2nd, most of the guys i met are either too young,too old, too immature,too mature, not my type or i am not their type..grrr...oh well..better get used to it i guess....
4th my board exam which i have been so anxious about..been wanting to take it for the longest time now...im slacking off...for some reason im not in the mood to study..and my exam is a month away from now..like for example instead of mking this blog i should be studying...grrrr...i hate myselF!!!
and lastly, my work....Everyone is sick!!!its been busy this past few months and it sucks big time...grrr.....im always tired!!! and the freaking unannounced down time awhile ago?!!what's up with that?!!it was a big mess?!!grrr....
ok now that i have complained and drank a beer and probably another one later...i'll probably be fine tom...
this sucks..dont even have anyone to hear my complains or drink with..hay..my life sucks right now...
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do you know
Do You Know
by Enrique Iglesias
*ping pong*
*ping pong*
Do you know
Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
Loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away
Do you know what it feels like
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed
If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give
Do you know what it feels like
Loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away
Do you know what it feels like
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you…
If you just don’t talk to me, babe
I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be
Looking at the last the years like I did
I could never see us ending like this
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never happened to me
But after this episode I don’t see
You could never tell the next thing life could be
Do you know what it feels like
Loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away
Do you know what it feels like
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed
Do you know what it feels like
Loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away
Do you know what it feels like
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed
Do you know
Do you know
Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
Loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away
Do you know what it feels like
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed
