Blog 11
-
Brutality, by celeste circumcision.
A cigarette burns down in porceline finger-tips. I reminisse a cocktail of love, sorrow and the bittersweet tang of your crimson flood. Drowning my dreams with cheap Gin and smoking my immitation Morphine. I reassure my conscience from an apathetic realization - you're falling deeper Juliet.. To a far more apetizing 'I could never hurt you'. Such ecstacy to my ears, a delight to my decayed heart.. I swallow each of your shallow words and find myself addicted. Craving your simple sonnet, feeling myself absorb a new substance.. Love. I hear my heart beat, as I taste your drug, your love.. The darkness consumes me, a fist clenching pull drags me to the depths of my dreams. In a sigh I exclaim, 'I feel it my Romeo.' And as fast as I kiss the ground of Eden, it's over.. You leave my side, for anothers love. So foolish, that I yearned for you. For false words, false love. Otherwise, foolish of myself. Fair-minded Romeo, blame me. That I, character in mind. Should become addicted to something so delicious, so satisfying. Yet with a piercing scream of 'Fraud', that is somehow deafened by your sweet persuasion. And, rest assured, that in such confidence I speak this part, it does not come simply, valentine. With a drug induced calm, I speak this. I forget my past substances, I find myself as Cupids vigilante'. I find myself as one of the few, burnt by love itself. To have my soul, stolen by another. Slave to his agonizing limbo between Heaven and Hell. I beg you, rescue me.. Take me from this place, a garden. A sanctuary of your lies, here your faux affection, cuts me deeper than any dagger.
Romeo, your carricature of romance embeds itself in my soul. Romeo, are we not two star-crossed lovers..?
-
My Very Bad Poems - It shames Me to Put them on Here
♥You Give me the Power to Sleep at Night, The Inspiration of the Words I write. The Compassion I need to Heal My pain, the Person I’ll scream for Once again and when You are here by My side, Telling me everything’s Alright, you’ll Kiss My Lips and Lay Me to Sleep and Promise Me that You won’t Leave. You’ll take my Hand and Hold it tight and chase away My Fears Tonight. And then we’ll lay say our Last goodbyes, we’ll hold eachother tight. We’ve been planning to do this for Quite sometime, but now the moment seems right. We’ll each lie down and take a Knife and try it one last time. We’ll cut our wrists and slit our throats, making sure we do it right. We’ll sing until we bleed to death and then we’ll Sing no more. Until the unearthly silence confirms, that we are truly gone.♥
♥Alone in this room, alone in my head
I’ve abandoned all hope, I’ll try suicide instead
I can’t stop the bleeding, or tears rolling down my cheeks
But It isn’t happiness that I want: it’s safety that I seek
I slit my wrists a little more,
the blood falls to the ground
I’m screaming in absolute agony now
but soon you won’t hear a sound
It didn’t have to end this way
I didn’t have to die
But I need to get away from here
And find a place where security lies♥ -
Trying Not 2 Cry
YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIGHEART!!
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went to school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Trevor; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best;
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this,
Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.
And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try,
I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest.
Mommy I ran as fast as I could,
When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you would,
I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new,
I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo.
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my Trevor, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know it's true,
And Mommy all I wanted to say is, "Mommy, I love you."
****In Loving Memory of The Columbine Students Who Were Lost****
Please if you would,
Pass this around,
I'd be happy if you could,
If you pass this on,
Maybe people will cry,
Just keep this in your heart,
For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".
Now you have 2 choices,
1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as "Try Not To Cry"
2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how cold-hearted you really are -
brown eyez
Blue Eyes
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.
Green Eyes
People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trustworthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautiful, are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. tend to cover up true feelings, get scared over relationships.You will meet/stay with the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.
Hazel Eyes
People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are lovers, not fighters. But if you mess around, they'll knock you out. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. They like to party to love to have fun fight when they have to and they're good kissers and good in bed if u r with a hazel u are lucky and out going trustworthy a very good friend and they are very funny and fun to be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart.
Brown Eyes
Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love. Repost this if you have brown eyes and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 min.
repost this with your eye color and you are sure to get what you deserve hurry up times ticking -
a perfect boyfriend
Body: Every girl dreamed since they were a little girl is that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• give her the world.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.
guys repost as : i'd be this boyfriend.
girls repost as : a perfect boyfriend
if you don`t repost this in four minutes you will lose the one you love.
if you do repost this in four minutes the one you love will :
call you
kiss you
love you
text you -
How a 7 year old explains sex
Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious.
He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done.
One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend.
This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother.
"Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must
be getting sick, because her face started looking funny.
He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as
the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them started panting
and getting all out of breath. His other hand must have been cold because he put it under her skirt.
About this time 'Sis got worse and began to moan and sigh and squirm around and slide down toward the end of the couch. This was when her
fever started. I knew it was a fever, because Sis told him she felt really hot.
Finally, I found out what was making them so sick......-a big eel ;had gotten inside his pants somehow. It just jumped out of his pants and stood there, about 10 inches long, honest, anyway he grabbed it in one hand to keep it from getting away.
When Sis saw it, she got really scared-her eyes got big, and her mouth fell open, and she started calling out to God and stuff like that. She said it
was the biggest one she's ever seen; I should tell her about the ones down at the lake by our house!
Anyway, Sis got brave and tried to kill the eel by biting its head off.The eel spit on her face a little bit and then, All of a sudden she grabbed it
with both hands and held it tight while he took a muzzle out of his pocket and slipped it over the eel's head to keep it from biting again.
Sis lay back and spread her legs so she could get a scissor-lock on it and he helped by lying on top of the eel. The eel put up a hell of a fight.
Sis started groaning and squealing and her boyfriend almost upset the couch. I guess they wanted to kill the eel by squashing it between them.
After a while they both quit moving and gave a great sigh. Her boyfriend got up, and sure enough, they killed the eel. I knew because it just hung
there, limp, and some of its insides were hanging out.
Sis and her boyfriend were a little tired from the battle, but they went back to courting anyway. He started hugging and kissing her again. By olly,
the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight up nd tarted to fight again.
I guess eels are like cats- they have nine lives or something. This time, Sis jumped up and tried to kill it by sitting on it. After about a 35 minute
struggle, they finally killed the eel. I knew it was dead, because I saw Sis's boyfriend peel its skin off and flush it down the toilet.
Now that you've read it, post it and have goodluck in "gettin' sum" forever...Ignore it, and you will have a bad sex life!!!
SO REPOST THIS!!! WITH tHE TITLE - HOW A 7 YEAR OLD EXPLAINS SEX.
Repost this and all your bad luck will be erased and you will have good luck forever...x -
What Every Kiss Means
Kiss on the stomach = Im ready
~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"
~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything
~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
~Kiss on the Lips = I like you"
**************************************************- - - - - - - - - - **
What the gesture means...
~Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other"
~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"
~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain like you"
~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
~Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go"
~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
**************************************************- - - - - - - - - - **
--Advice--
Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.
**************************************************- - - - - - - - - - **
--Requirements--
Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
**************************************************- - - - - - - - - - **
If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are
missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what every kiss means' -
Im Sorry
I'm sorry
if my boobs aren't good enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry
if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.
I'm sorry
if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry
if I'm not tanned enough for you
I'm sorry
if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry
If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry
if im too tall/short 4 u
I'm sorry
if my hair is not long/short enough.
But most of all...
I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are." -
Love Story
girl:
i love you
- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!
-Girl:
Really?
- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.
- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?
- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?
- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.
- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.
- Girl:
......
- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anniversary?
- Girl:
Yeah...where?
- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?
-Girl:
Ok.
- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?
- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?
- Boy:
In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues...
-Girl:
Aye...I thought you didnt have work today...
- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.
- Girl:
Oh okay! So ill see you around 7:30 then?
- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?
- Girl:
Yeah?
- Boy:
I love you.
- Girl:
I love you too!
- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.
- Girl:
Ok bye.
- Boy:
Bye.
****************************
2 hours later...
The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings bell.
- Girl:
Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)
- Boy:
Wassup...you ready?
- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?
- Boy:
Ok.
They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating they head back to the car but before she got into the car...
- Boy:
Wait! Can I blind fold you?
- Girl:
Why??!
- Boy:
Its a suprise.
- Girl:
What kind of suprise?
- Boy:
A big one.
- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me that you will hold my hand while we're driving.
- Boy:
I promise.
- Girl:
Ok blind fold me...
So they drove off...........and then they stoped.
- Boy:
Ok we're here!
-Girl:
Where?
- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!
- Girl:
What place?
- Boy:
Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on the lips)
- Girl:
Babe!...
The boy walks her to the place.
- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blind fold off.
- Girl:
Where are we?
He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at that same spot...that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend....
- Girl:
Omg...(tears come down)
- Boy:
Why are you crying?
- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...
- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says "Will you marry me?" in fireworks)
- Girl:
(tears come down faster)
- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!
- Girl:
Get up!
- Boy:
Yeah?
- Girl:
(kisses him)
- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?
- Girl:
Yes.
If you don't repost this you will have the loneliest life!
BUT!
If you do repost this, you will have a relationship that will last as long as you want it to!
You have 3 minutes to repost this.
IF YOUR A GIRL REPOST AS "THE SWEETEST BOY EVER."
IF YOU A GUY REPOST AS "I'D DO THIS" -
answer and b honest
HOW SEXY ARE YOU? GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND PENCIL
BE HONEST
NUMBER
IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)
SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF
THE TEST.
WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR
SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.
1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE?
a Brown
b Red
c Blonde
d Black
e Other
2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT
TO:
a Go to a party
b Go out to eat
3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR
OUT OF:
a Baby-Pink
b Yellow
c Baby-Blue
d Turquoise
4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT
OF:
a Talking
b Dancing
c Taking Long Walks
5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT
OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
a Hollister
b Old Navy
c Abercrombie
6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE
OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?
a Hawaii
b London
c Florida
7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU
RATHER GO TO:
a The Beach
b Somewhere Cooler
8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a January
b February
c March
d April
e May
f June
g July
h August
i September
j October
k November
l December
9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a Chill at home
b Go out with friends
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE
INSTRUMENT OUT OF:
a Guitar
b Bass guitar
c Drums
d The Triangle
11) NAME A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
**************************************************- - - - - - - - - - - **
**ANSWERS** ^_^
1.
a. brown= sexy [5points]
b. red = smart [2 points]
c. blonde= playful [4 points]
d. black= caring [3 points]
e. other = wild [5 points]
2.
a. go to a party = playful [2 points]
b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]
3.
a. baby-pink = cute [2]
b. yellow = loud [3]
c. baby-blue = cool [5]
d. turquoise = sexy [5]
4.
a. Talking = active [2]
b. Dancing = determined [2]
c. Taking Long Walks = daring [5]
5.
a. Hollister = tasteful [7]
b.Old Navy= laid back [2]
c. Abercrombie= stylish [5]
6.
a. hawaii = you like being around
people [2]
b. London You are quiet, and like the
cold [2]
c. florida = You like to party! [5]
7.
a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5]
b. somewhere cooler = pale and original [2]
8.
a. January = popular [5]
b. February = lovely [2]
c. March = rebellious [5]
d. April = the person everyone loves!!! [5]
e. May = happy [5]
f. june = chills a lot [5]
g. July = Adorable [2]
h. August = ballin' [5]
i. September = quiet [2]
j. October = out-going [3]
k. November = pimpin' it [5]
l. December = warm [5]
9.
a. home = quiet, romantic [3]
b. go out with friends =crazy [5]
10.
a. guitar = cool [3]
b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c. Drums = crazy [5]
d. Triangle = simple [2]
11. This person will fall in LOVE with you!
SCORES!!!!
UP TO 21= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN
22-25= OKAY
26-35= Rather SEXY!
36+=REAAAAAAAALLLLLLY HOTT... SEXY !!
NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2
MINUTES
AND YOU WILL HAVE GOOD LUCK WITH
YOUR ANSWER FOR NUMBER 11
Please wait...
