Blog 15
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Flying Without Wings (once before in my life)
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings -
Faith of the Heart
It's been a long road
Getting from there to here
It's been a long time
But my time is finally near
And I can feel the change in the winds right now
Nothing's in my way
And they're not gonna hold me down no more
No there not gonna hold me down
Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith
I've got faith
Faith of the heart
It's been a long night
Trying to find my way
Been through the darkness
Now I finally have my day
And I will see my dreams come alive at last
I will touch the sky
And they're not gonna hold me down no more
No there not gonna change my mind
Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith
Faith of the heart
I've known a wind so cold and seen the darkest days
But now the winds I feel, are only winds of change
I've been through the fire and I've been through the rain
But I'll be fine
Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith
I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith
I've got faith
Faith of the heart
It's been a long road -
Maruah seorang lelaki..
Ada satu laporan akhbar yang buat aku rasa berbelah bahagi. Kadang2 aku tak tau nak fikir macam mana..
Dikisahkan saudara Nor Mohammad Sham Maidi Shah adalah seorang suami malang yang mana isterinya telah 'dibawa lari' orang lain hanya setelah 14 hari berkahwin.
Nama isterinya Noor Sharmaine Mat Esa, baru berumur 20 tahun. Saudara kita diatas saya rasa berusia 39 tahun (laporan akhbar semalam).
Aku pasti ramai antara kita yang ada terbaca laporan itu. Bagi aku, 'victim stories' yang macam ni lah yang buat aku meluat pada lelaki zaman sekarang.
Sedarlah yang perempuan itu sememangnya tak nak kat kamu Sham. Dia yang memilih jalan hidup dia, tak payah la susah-susah nak menerima dia semula. Sudah terang lagikan bersuluh, isteri kamu itu sudah nusyuz. Janganlah pula kamu bersedia menanggung dosa-dosa dia. Janganlah jadi lelaki yang dayus!
Aku telah melaluinya, dan aku ada pengalaman 'first hand' perkara macam ini. Bawa kes ke mahkamah, tuntut gantirugi dan ceraikan dia. Jangan biarkan diri kamu menjadi mangsa selamanya Sham. Jangan beri peluang orang lain menguasai masa depan kita. -
Satu petang di kedai kopi
Seronok betul sekarang ni. Dulu nak dapat benda-benda macam ni, ish.. tak pernah terfikir pun. Ada wi-fi di kedai kopi.
Sambil melihat sekeliling, ramai orang dilihat sedang menghadap laptop masing-masing. Ada yang main facebook, ada yang menulis blog (ya saya!) dan ada yang main game.
Budaya semakin berubah. Tidak kiralah sama ada kita masih muda, sudah tua atau sudah agak berumur tetapi hati masih muda (ya saya!), kita kena terima hakikat yang dunia sudah berubah. Betullah pendapat salah seorang sahabat saya. Jika kita tidak bersedia untuk berubah, maka kita akan ketinggalan. Malah lebih tepat lagi, jika kita tidak bersedia untuk sentiasa berubah, maka kita akan lebih jauh ketinggalan.
Tiba satu pertanyaan di hati kita semua.. Perubahan yang macam mana kita perlu buat? Perubahan yang perlu dibuat itu didasarkan kepada apa? Sampai bilakah kita perlu bergantung kepada orang lain? Apa yang boleh kita buat agar kita boleh keluar daripada 'ruang selesa' (comfort zone) kita yang tidak mendatangkan mudarat yang melampau kepada diri kita?
Mungkin perkara ini membuatkan kita pening kepala bila memikirkannya. Akan tetapi kita pun selalu pening kepala memikirkan masalah harian kita. Jadi.. Apa salahnya?
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Starting anew..
Hello Azmil.. oh.. and the rest of the world of course.
Its not unusual to be talking to oneself. I've read somewhere that about 85% of someone's daily communication is self talk. I mean.. Think about it. We urge ourselves to get up in the morning. We tell ourself to hurry or we will be late for work. We urge ourselves to do our best in our chosen field everyday.
And people think the only people that talks to him or herself is crazy...
So it takes some serious self talk on my part to start blogging again. Been trying to decide what kind of topic i should concentrate on, but i think if i took to much time deciding, then nothing will get done eventually. So I just decide to start doing, and go with the flow of things.
Writing has always been my passion, but I have always hidden it within the deepest confines of my heart. I want to break out from that. I want to get out of my comfort zone and at last, do what i want to do and seek my own destiny.
I will have to take 100% responsibility of my life onto myself, as no other will.
Well.. I think it's a nice start eh?
Please wait...
