_The_Storyteller
male - 45 years
Blog 3
Come on in, sit your ass down and read away! I hope you injoy my writings and poems/songs, any comment will be appreciated good or bad! Oh and ummm? To those who leave bad comments,have i mentioned i have a small collection of medievil swords!? 
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In fear of the future...
A letter to my love...
The heart warming scent of your beautiful skin just crossed infront of me again,making my thoughts of you intensify. How i adore caressing every inch of you! Doing things to you that i've never done before,makes me feel like i'm exploring love making for the first time again. Nobody compares to you my love,you are,heaven sent!
I know that without you,life is not worth living. I will die if you ever leave me,yet i know the day will come when someone else will steal your heart away from me. I've already prepared myself for that day,no matter how many times you tell me..."We are,forever and always!"
Forever and always will not be,but i'll bask in your love until that day you say goodbye. And as of that day i will no longer live,my life is worthless as it is. Without you it will decay and i shall join those who have gone before me.
The best things in life never last,aspecially for me. Heartache and suffering is all that i know. I will live and love for as long as we last,until you find a new,younger love to share your life with. And i know i will die knowing that i had my true love,if only for a few glorious years.
I will die young,perhapes before my time,or maybe this is the way it is written. But without you i need not to go on nor will i want to!
So whats left for me to say but i dedicate my life and love to you for as long as you shall have me. I love you with all my heart and soul Reily! Until you say goodbye,i am forever yours! -
I've had enough PT2
First off i'd like to thank every one that stopped by to give me their support and suggestions. Thank you! All your messages were taken to heart.
So last monday i bought a pack of 25's and stuck to a plan that i would only have one cigarette every three hours. We can't smoke in company trucks here so that helped quit abit! And i limited myself to one cig on the drive to work and one on the way home from work.
So in short i did really good! Damn proud that a pack of cigarettes lasted me almost three days when it would only last me a day not even a week ago! But from thursday till right now it has gotten worse. Even though a pack is lasting me a little more than a day now i'm still not happy.
Right now i have a little over a half pack left and once their done i'm gonna try "cold turkey". Keep your fingers crossed for me all!
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I've had enough.
Well it's been thirty years now since i've been sucking away on cigarettes,and after this thanksgiving weekend i'm gonna try my best to give it up cold turkey so to speak. Theres been times as of late that i've lit one up and half way threw i get discusted and end up throwing it away. I've always been a one pack a day smoker until about a year or two ago when i started on smoking these indian reservation brands,now i'm up to a pack and a half on some days. Oh i know it's going to be very hard,aspecially with the type of stressful job i have. But for medical reasons i have to try my hardest. Wish me luck everyone!
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