YenIsMe
male - 22 years, Ipoh, Malaysia
Blog 28
Who deal wif devil means will sold out da heart
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Where i am && Where we are
Not easy to stand till nw and get this life...
No much trouble...
Bt where i am?
Finally....Yea...finally...i get bak myself....Get some other member gether, new mindset goin......
Feel dats long time no write blog n gonna rock...
I get bk myself in a lost position....If nt stable again,will be return to BAD days....
Tomorrow never die...wont die wont feel it...I am still standing dat position to c ing u to feeling u...
Tired + Sleepy + Down + Upset = Energy & Experience... Where to i find it all...
Bye n Bye... hope will come bak to Blog-ing again.. -
Alkohol hacked my life...
Smthg trying to get it, bt could nt be success.
Smthg hope to get it, oso wont come true.
Bt smthg nt important to me, always be wif me.
Smthg dat hope so long at here, try to get hard to success, finally i make it... hepi..enjoy....Bt slowly stolen by other ppl....is sad n damn mad... Dats is my first step to do it at here, dats oni c my future at here... I quite hepi u get it, bt i quite sad bcoz u nt tel me infront of me... Work n Privacy is different, in my life,i very hate ppl lie.... bt u keep lie-ing.......
Wats wrong wif me?? Calsberg....Heinekeen...Tiger.... Dunhill or Marlbollo.... Is return to my bad life b4, i noe dat nt i wan it happend....bt always be wif me....
Cny almost come....coming soon...is time to planning my money hw to spend.... reali stress...My job nw still nt stable for me.. Wat is should do??? I reali hope my life still can hack by other someone...bt i noe i cant accept anymore... still need times to settle it, when timing come, can c a lot of things, including smthg i hope nt da true n smthg is true......
Dats day,i has meat a ppl hu is understand me y i cum here..y i planning at here...chat so long....at last, dat ppl recommend me dat i muz continue my life b4, is benefit myself.... Mayb juz oni at here...Bt afterward, i reali think dat nid return to my life b4, reali so enjoy....Juz oni dat moment i get bk myself...so hepi...so nice... Bt juz can be a memory... pass memory...
We gonna rock, i still hard rock...So hw?? Juz rock it man....Let's rock man..... -
Xmas is over.. New yr coming
Hey Yen "+_+"
Xmas is over, games is over too, wont continue, bt new yr is coming....hw?? I wont do anythings....
All ppl mention dat Singapore xmas feeling so nice n best, y juz oni me cant feel it?? Y recently a lot of tis ??? Question mark.........
New place is a turning point for me tis i got mention b4, bt at there, feel likes nt new.... All is same, all is close, all is noe it...... Bt nt enuf, nt enuf for me... dats nt wat i wan...
Nw the life, izzit i wan it?? izzit is my dream?? izzit can success?? dats all nt wat i wan... nt a time to go bk, nt a time to stop... is time to release.. is time to go.... I dun think i still in da game, i nt sure bout dat izzit i m out?? or knock out.... KO.... god damn it... character still be there.... bt nvr reach glory.... Win or lose.... Fate.... Fucking Awesome Those Extreme............
Hope xxx will hepi xmas n new yr coming soon...dun sick it, muz take k... U noe,dat day was rain here, my mind first think is worrying.. wan sms tel dat " raining,wear more clothes n dun walk,muz talk bus... "
Bt i din, coz stupid mind oni will think like tis....shit man...wat kind of my mind inside... Juz for u xxx
At last, i dun wan bullshit so much at here, i nid take a gd rest, relax tis few days, 0101 will get a new change..big change...i wont stay on da spot... look at me..my eyes.. u will die... i will support myself... Yen..still can stand it??
Peace here... peace da colourfull world... -
Xmas Games.....Hard to play
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: " Admiralty Interchange " , follow da same way to go hum , same floor wif me, when reach.......
: " Ok, gdbye,gd9, c u tml "
: " Eh... u still got things inside my bag.."
Suck...bad idea...same idea... bt reali nt dare to take out, feeling dat things so heavy, so stress.....
Xmas almost reach lo...izzit my game is on nw?? Every xmas, i oso will hang a big xmas flower ring infront my room (my door), everytimes i walk in walk out,oso will get da nice sound.. " din din " , tis sound feel so sweet,feel everytimes listen it oso will get best things coming soon... Bt tis yrs, at outstation, first time at outstation pass xmas, bored... lonely... muz try smthg new, at last, i choose dat ring to hang on ur neck.... hope u will like it, coz i reali so love it... silver white look likes a flower, jewellry look likes a snow, n hang on ur neck ( look likes sumone ) , izzit u r da one??
Xmas games so hard to play, i duno i still is same character anot, bt izzit reali nid i prove it??
Y u wil stay arnd my heart, izzit accidently walk in my heart.. or is too concern me??
When gaming half way, always got some question or problem to solve it .. izzit tis is da rules to win? or to success??
If i win it, will get lose smthg, i hope dun win, i prefer hold da games..bt during da game, got save a lot of sweet memory, nice memory, sad, mad, unhepi, everythings wont forget...
" ai zai ji yi zhong zhao ni " mayb tis song is suitable for me...
Sumtimes, said dat like to c me smile, c me hepi...actually is i more like to c u smile, c u hepi... When work stress or unhepi, after meet u when c ur face, i ady recover well...nice medicine.. My face cant cover anythings infront u, coz u will understand me... Even i pretend hepi,smile...still is lose for u....
Did i lose tis game?? or hold?? Bt feeling likes... even i dun wan lose tis game, i ady lose for u... lose so much?? same wif u hw deep u step inside my heart....
: " laptop bag heavy?? tired?? nid help?? " reali nt dare to ask...
Purple..purpur... bcum blurblur......
Bt i dun think i blur, coz IMM(working place),JP(new place),Sitex.. Wat means?? i think dat u will play tis game well, i oso nid do smthg, u cant play alone... During da games, sum purple life is arnd me, i keep look arnd dat all purple colour, life keep changing... Always try to keep on move... moving to new colourfull life...
Tis blog i tried to taip few times ady, finally to9 i make it... Hope Xmas games will get sum new idea, new strategi to success it, even i cant win, bt i hope i get wat i wan...
To9 no rock, no peace... Worlds is damn hot nw, hot fighting.... Hope will slp well,get well soon... -
Last train 12:26
Still rmb dat..... "smile a bit la,dun look so down" ... Suprise,hw u get my hp num??? My mind blank a while then juz reply it... Start from dat nite.... Chit Chat is ady be my part of life... When i reach SG, i tot nid spend long time oni will get gd life , hw noe ... still got ppl will chat wif me... acc me.. concern me... each other will do it...... Last train is chance to each other to say " gd bye " , Last train oso is a chance for each other spend a long times........ We try to walk arnd one hour arrived hum, between dat one hour, we oso try walk for dat way we nvr will arrive... amazing.... impossible... Each other will think sum idea to meet when work... b4 work,after work........ same... Promise will smile infront u while c u,sumtimes will broken promise is bcoz i forgotten ... dat oso bcoz related to smthg unhepi.... "smile a bit, dun look so down " Y nid me smile?? mayb i juz smile infront u... infront other ppl mayb is nt true... All u can c... All u can feel it.... Can u c inside my eyes ... i dun think so............ Mayb last train for next time will be bak early,mayb last train for next time is for each other to meet again... Last train for everytime, each other will be turn arnd,bk to bk, mayb i will turn bk to look at u, or mayb u will did it same as me... bt we nvr turn arnd as a same time... dat is fate... DKNY is my first job at M'sia to earn much, i hope dat DKNY will b first present for sumone when at SG... Last train 12:26 .... nvr forget,nvr forget smile,nvr forget look at ur eyes,nvr forget to turn arnd.... no peace...no love....
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Home sick
Finally....first blog after my singapore journey..... B4 arrived hum,ady prepare dat will getting change a lot,bt is out of my mind for real nw....sad...reali sad....whole nite lying thinking smthg n moody....feeling down.... Here they got a sweet n nice n big n gd hum............... compare me at sg work,suck....nt a point of dats............ World is getting change nw,they change a lot,improve a lot,feel so sweet..........bt,me...feel like still on da spot... nvr improve anythings..... Nw i oni feel dat b4 dat "me" is passed a gd n best life at here,mayb at sg getting bully n pass sum suck life oni will get tis feel......bt,dun lie myself as true..... Hum is hum.......they can stand it,i still hv a long way to go....keep oni it u alls.... i feel proud n hepi for u all...i noe myself nid hw to mantain n control at there..... Sg journey ... continue.... Nw,i will love myself,will make a gds for myself.... Coz i m still rock......Peace........
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My queen n My heart.... 0(*=*)0
oh no my queen....i reali nt take gd care u n always forget u still beside me....... today i reali damn sad,my heart felt dat pain n pity....reali....even anythings beside me,i oso is treat it by my family member...today, i felt i so sorry to u my queen....almost wan cry...... i love u....u muz stand it....bt easy gv up ok....i will beside u....u muz eat much,drink much n take care when i nt at hum....muaxxxxxxxxxxxx........for u queen.....peace
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21 yrs at tis world
21 yrs in tis world ady,so fast ooo.....sad...nthg can improve....every yrs oso same one...bt tis yrs oso nice la...a lot of frens is rmb my bday..... Yen ah Yen.....u muz think propert u neeed walk which road again ok...dun walk wrong again.....muz open up ur mind n be kindly.....from nw muz be more hornest n be more greatfull to success bout future.....need start planning nw.....mayb oversea is my next step....wait me,i will cum n success......peace yea.....tis yrs will rock again....haha....
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Beggin of June nw.....Hope everythings will be fine
Aih......ady june nw,wat will happend on me,hope all is fine....Opppsss...izzt tis friday is my day??? haha....tis yrs is different wif b4,coz i juz release freedom from study...so relax nw., no feel any pressure,juz felt sum dissapointed to myself,coz every yrs,oso same like tis,nthg improve n special...izzit i m cheap or outdate??? wat i get is tis 21 yrs live at tis earth?? God is like ur dad n ur mum...when u need,will care u...bt when u no need,they oso always will beside u...hope god will look at me n my action..dun let me goin to other way....Soli for so long no write blog,coz so busy n sad....no mood to write...nw is chance for record my life for still continue goin on...Peace..........
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I promise wont lose for twice......no....hell no.....
Since many yrs ago,my interest to Perak is ady so hot,tis muz apperiate it...bt nw....no...hell no....when change person,i never win again when selection...is ady two times lose on his hand....from nw on...no chance again....i promise i wont lose for twice....i think nw wif prk is ending fate nw...mayb will join other state bt dun blame me when face me again...i nt gd for bully....thanx for my coach so support me untill nw..u r my best coach in my life.....peace.....
