Blog 21
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what woud you do?
If you had me alone in a room for twenty four hours, and you could do whatever you wanted....What would you do?
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fill this out plz
would u?
1) Go back to sleep
2) Slap me
3) Chuck me out
4) Just tell me to leave
5) Climb on top of me and cuddle
6) Fuck me
7) Make me breakfast
8) Ask me my name (lol)
9) Call the cops
10) Anything else.. please state lol!!
1. Whats your Name?
2. What do you think of me?
3. Do you fancy me?
4. Would u kiss me?
5. would u fuk me?
6. Do u prefer to give or take ORAL?
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?
9. What was ur first impression of me?
10. Do u still think the same?
11.. What reminds u of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do u know me?
14. What do u like best about me?
15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?
19. Wots ur ultimate fantasy?
20. You ever had a 3-sum?
21. Ever had sex with a stranger?
22. you ever kissed someone of the same sex?
23. wot 5 words describe you best?
24. wots ur number hunnie ?
25. wud u meet me? -
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Today everything seemed to grow darker, and now I have become trapped and consumed by the darkness that has entrapped my heart, and my soul. I am empty, and I feel as though my life has become one big black hole pulling everything bad into it.
I wonder ..if I died tomorrow…would anyone care? Would he? Would a single tear fall? Or would I become a forgotten soul, a distant memory that just goes away with time?
Life is but a fragile thing that people take for granted. It’s not until a life is lost that we truly understand this.
It all seemed like a joke to him. A game he played with my heart. He whispered promises to me that in the end he just could not keep. He whispered lies to me that I was a fool to believe in. he left me alone, and worse he left me in the darkness that he promised he never would. The darkness from which he had once rescued me. A darkness I know all too well.
Now here I sit trapped in complete darkness, each tear falling upon my broken heart like shattered glass. Each jagged piece carving a permanent reminder of this pain and sadness into my heart.
As I sit here though those tears become more like acid then shattered glass each one burning at my heart, and destroying my soul. And I wonder if I will ever again be whole.
My life is like this world, it grows a little darker everyday, and is consumed by madness, and eventually that will lead to it’s fall…to its destruction. So again I wonder…if I died today…..Would YOU miss me? Or would I like so many before me be forgotten? -
... just something I wrote
whispered promises guide me, but I was too blind to see, that they were guiding me to such misery.
Every lie you told was an endless story, that you told to me. And I was such a fool. I believed in every word you said.
But how was I to know that you would, or could do this to me?. Please tell me why. Why did I believe in every lie?
It was because I loved you, and i believed in you. You built me up on your every lie. Oh, was i blind to you.
All those lies you told killed me on the inside. each one burning at my soul, and every tear I shed, left scar upon broken heart. And I admit sometimes I wish that we could go back to the start.
You told me you loved me, and that you would do anything for me. Said you wanted to be with me, and that nothing else mattered, that all that mattered was you and me.
Those were just more lies that I was a fool to believe in, and in the end you hurt me.
You left me alone in the darkness from once you rescued me. You left me sad and empty. You left me in complete misery. You left me a soul alone in a darkness that knows no end, and no pitty. A darkness of which I am all to familiar with. Darkness that devours the soul, and leaves one empty, and careless. A cruel and harsh darkness. And in the darkness the only company you keep...is misery.
Now those whisperes promises that guided me here, are my reasons for understanding, and knowing why it's better that you are not here. after awhile you'll become a forgotten sadness a distant memory...you'll become nothing....because nothing is all you gave me. -
Guys only
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF????
1. I WAS RIGHT NEXT 2 YOU:
2. I KISSED YOU:
3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU:
4. I STARTED SMOKING:
5. I SAID I WANTED TO FUCK YOU:
6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED:
7. I WAS DRUNK:
8. I LICKED YOU:
9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE:
10.I ASKED YOU OUT:
11.YOU WERE AT MY HOUSE:
12.WE WERE LOST:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY????
13. ASS:
14. PERSONALITY
15. FACE:
16. HAIR:
17. BODY
18.LEGS:
19.LIPS:
WOULD YOU????
20. BE MY FRIEND?
21. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE?
22. KISS ME?
23. GO ON A DATE WITH ME?
24. KEEP IN TOUCH?
25. LICK ME?
26. DATE ME?
27. HAVE SEX WITH ME?
28.SPEND THE NIGHT WITH ME?
29.COME TO MY PARTY?
30.TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME IF I WAS DRUNK?
HAVE YOU EVER????
31. LIED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?
32. WANTED TO KISS ME?
33. WANTED TO BITE ME?
34. KEPT SOMTHING IMPORTANT FROM ME
35. WANTED TO CUDDLE WITH ME?
36. HAD A DIRTY DREAM OF ME?
37.WANTED TO TOUCH ME?
38.HAD A CRUSH ON ME?
AND MORE!!!!
39. WHO ARE YOU?
40. ARE WE FRIENDS?
41. WHEN AND HOW DID WE MEET?
42. DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD:
43. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION?
44. WHAT REMINDS YOU OF ME?
45. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME ANYTHING WHAT WOULD IT BE?
46. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?
47. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU SAW ME?
48. EVER WANTED TO TELL ME SOMeTHING BUT COULDN'T?
49.EVER WANTED TO TAKE ME ON A DATE?
50. ARE YOU GONNA POST THIS SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT I SAY? -
..blog I put up for a friend
this was written by my friend whom you may know as Hercules_Roy...
In the shadows and in the warmth of this cemented cold verandah I sit and watch. Out in the garden, she sits. It is early March and the dhaani cotton suit is crisp, her hair are loose, matted curls wet at the roots, nearby mews her cat, begging for a biscuit and some love. And we all want some love. She thinks of Iris Murdoch, or is it Winslet? Smoking and typing away like in the movie, by a beach.The birds disturb her thoughts she thinks of the hills. The cat is rubbing her bony self against her adopted mistress, its been a long time since they sat this way, Kitty is now pregnant, but she presses her feet to the dry grass, she hides her face from the sun, lets the energy seep in through the cotton, through her skin, lets Kitty rub herself. The garden is alive, while the tree pies argue about a nest and the sun gets hot, she holds her head while she looks at the flower beds and smells the wild scented air hot. The butterflies are doing a wild love dance, very African, in the larkspur. And she is me... -
....I'm free...
All those things you told me were lies, and before I realized, I was drowning in those lies.
You made me fantasize about a life we could have had, were gonna have, but now we’ll never have.
I can’t believe I believed in you.
I can’t believe I trusted you.
Every word you spoke was another lie.
A lie that like a knife cut into my heart. But now you know what? I’m glad we’re apart.
Because I’m through with you. I’m so sick of your lies. I’m sick of you. So go on leave. Get out of my life I don’t need you. After all the shit I been through I made a mistake, and that mistake was you. I thought I could trust you. I thought I could believe you. You said you loved me, and you said, “Baby, I’ll never leave you.” Well fuck you. I don’t need you, or your lies. I’m free. Of you, your lies, and all your bullshit. It just took me this long to see it. I’M Free, and all I got to say to you Baby is …
Fuck you, and have a nice day! -
...love..it hurts when it ends
I'm so lonely. I'm so sad. I just can't help, but feel hurt and mad. You told me that you loved me. you said you'd never leave me, but if that were true then why am I alone...where are you?
Why did you do this to me? I did you no wrong. You said you'd be there for me, no matter what may come, but you left without a reason, and left me undone. How could you do this to me? I loved you like the flowers love the sun. You took away my smile, you took away my laugh. And left me with this pain inside that just left me feeling empty and sad.
Baby, how could you do this to me? You destroyed my soul with your lies. I used to her I love you, but now all I hear are my cries. My tears fall down like acid. each one burning at my heart. I really loved you baby, and it killed me we you said we should part.
My sadness grows inside of me, it's tearing at my heart. Devouring whats left of me. I wish that we could go back to the start, but you'd just lie to me again, and I'd still have this pain in my heart. -
answer these please
1.Would you be in control?
2.Would you let me pull ur hair?
3.Would you whisper in my ear?
4.Would you talk dirty to me?
5.Would you kiss me with a little tongue or alot of tongue?
6.Would you say my name?
7.Would you go down on me?
8.Would you let me give you a hickie?
9.How many rounds would we go?
10.What would you wanna do aftrwards?
11.Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12.Would you lick and bite me all over?
13.Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14.Would you want me to take my time?
15.Whould you fall asleep when we were done?
16.Would you want me 2 go fast or slow?
17.Where would you wanna "do it" at?
18.Would you be loud or quiet?
19.Would you mind if I licked u?
20.Would you do it today?
21.Would you do it tomorrow?
22.How long would u want it 2 last?
23.How long do u think it would last?
24.Are you going 2 re-post these so I can answer them 4 u? -
...simply my feelings
Darkness all around me, oh, I just can't seem to breathe.
This pain that dwells inside of me is suffocatin', and killin' me.
Can you hear the beat of my broken heart?
Can you feel the tears from my crying eyes?
No, you can't hear the beat of my broken heart, for my heart has ceased to beat.
No, you can't feel the tears from my crying eyes, for if you could...you'd be over come with such sorrow, such pain, such torment...that the world itself would cease to turn, and would be caped in darkness. You'd feel trapped, and alone.
Everything I thought I knew was wrong.
All the love I felt and gave...was a deception.
I sit in darkness.
I am empty, and alone.
Where my heart once was..is now a hole.
My life is one big misery.
I sail alone on a cold harsh sea.
A sea of sadness.
A sea of pain
Those waves that came crashing and whispering to me
By Kari Gierhart
I live in a castle by the sea.
Where the waves come crashing, and whispering to me.
They tell me of a beautiful world, a world beneath the sea.
These waves that come crashing, and whispering to me.
They tell me of beauty, and grace devine.
They tell me all I have to do is go below the surface line.
This is what they tell me, these waves that come crashing, and whispering to me.
I live no more in my castle by the sea.
I hear no more, those waves that came crashing, and whispering to me.
You see, I wanted to see such beauty, and grace devine, so I went below the surface line.
And those waves that came crashing, and whispering to me...they took me out..out to sea.
No more I see the sunlights glare.
What I see is my own despair, for when I went below the surface line...my breathe I lost, and soon I was out of time.
Those waves that came crashing, and whisperig to me...they barried me beneath that cold harsh sea.
So no more I live in my castle by the sea, and no more I hear those waves that came crashing, and whispering to me.