PAGANW0LF
Trust male - 43 years
Blog 158
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Nightingale
Sometimes i've been missing you just sometimes,
Looking through the clouds into your heart,
Sometimes I been thinking 'bout you sometimes,
At first you made me fly right from the start.
After all these years I'm sad and lonely,
Guess that all my towers lost control,
yesterday you were the one and only,
Today i'm going under in this hole.
(Loving), i'm diving, i'm diving!
(Love ain't around)
(Loving), I'm coming I'm coming!
(coming around) All that I've know.
On the run, on the wings through the night, of a nightingale,
I've been all alone, on a long distant flight, why do lovers fail?
Lovers have to fail!
Another shipwreck captain of the airways,
Another lonely burning butterfly,
The sun is much to close, my radars broken
The mission blamed, it's time to say goodbye!
(Loving), i'm diving, i'm diving!
(Love ain't around)
(Loving), I'm coming I'm coming!
(Coming around) All that I've know.
On the run, on the wings through the night, of a nightingale,
I've been all alone, on a long distant flight, why do lovers fail?
Lovers have to fail!
On the run, to the sky into space, to eternity,
I've been all alone, I will never escape from your gravity
Nightingale
Nightingale
On the run, on the wings through the night, of a nightingale,
I've been alone, on a long distant flight, why do lovers fail?
Why do they fail?
On the run, to the sky into space, to eternity,
I've been all alone, I will never escape from your gravity.
Music and Lyrics : Artist copyrighted -
Anam Cara / Soul Mates
According to Celtic wisdom, our souls begin their journey together as one being that becomes broken apart. Through this, two souls emerge and move on into their journeys.
Throughout time, we unconsciously seek to rejoin our Soul mate; That which was created as our perfect match.
Between the two Souls, there is a world of understanding that often does not even need to be shared through spoken word. Soulmates can even reach a level of psychic communication, such as identical twins share.
Physical union of the souls reaches heights of awareness beyond common intimacy. Sharing each other's bodies becomes exactly that... "Sharing". Mutual love and satisfaction can be achieved with this mate to your Soul.
Anam Cara is the Celtic word for "Soul Friend", and throughout our lifetimes we also unconsciously search for people who are our Anam Cara. Often we find relevant qualities in others that make us feel an Anam Cara with them. Truly touching the Soul of another and sharing allows us to become Anam Cara. This is a level that can be reached with people you mentor, revere, need, or enjoy in your life.
Your Soul mate however, reaches beyond the soul sharing of Anam Cara, and becomes a state of completion between the two Souls. The search should never be rushed or sought after; for in desperation
you may overlook and rush past the very Soul that is your match. Don't worry that your life path seems to be leading you astray, for sometimes that is exactly the place you will find your Soul mate. Adversity to your Soul can create openings that allow your Soul mate to find you, and thus allow the two Souls to join together. Tumultuous times and periods of adversity often lead to enlightenment, and new beginnings.
When you meet your soul mate, this person will have an immediate affect on you. A Soul Mate is someone who makes your knees go weak and you will want to catch your breath. With a single glance they lessen your burden and a smile warms your heart. You will feel a connection with this person.
They will touch you so deeply on so many levels, you will want to share your inner most secrets.
Once you have met your Soul Mate your life will never be the same. The one thing, which makes this unique, is the sense of a significant spiritual experience.
Normally it is several months, weeks or days before physical intimacy occurs. But when you meet your Soul Mate something happens. The pull, the drive to become physically intimate overwhelms and you will find it happening in the initial meeting. There's a sense of security with this person. You knowingly let go of your defences, as an empathic bond is formed. Unlike other relationships in the past, there will be no game playing or hidden agendas, which plagued you in the past. There is something about the passion that you share with your Soul Mate. Its breadth goes beyond just "body parts". For a moment in time you two are the only ones who exist in the universe. Hearts beat in rhythm as your souls entwine themselves becoming one. Your personal energies meld and you feel the flame of creation move through you - like a wave of the ocean in a tempest. Soon you begin to lose track of where you begin and your partner ends. From within the depths of your raw passionate union, your Soul Mate will know how and where to touch you. It will be different, intense and more gratifying than lovers of your past.
They will look into your eyes and you will feel your soul open wide. There is a rush. All the love, all the passion, all the need, will surge forth from your soul. At this moment you will know what it means to get lost within someone's eyes. You will experience a touch you have never felt before and your passion will rise to new levels. Your Soul Mate will be able to make love with you in ways no one else will ever be able to match or be allowed.
Most of us know the basic meaning of the words Soul Mate and some even know the myth... I don't remember the full story but it basically goes that at one time in history, souls were neither male nor female but a combined spirit, completely happy and fulfilled. The part I don't remember is why, but due to someone or thing's jealousy, these souls were split into male and female. After the separation, both parts of the soul realised that they weren't as happy and fulfilled after the separation and so went in search of their other half. This search is repeated over many lifetimes and sometimes the two halves do not ever find each other.
When they do find each other the result is true love. -
Broken Wings
Help me mend these broken wings
I've been grounded far too long
Help me reach unto the skies
Help me find my song
Help the sun shine on me again
Help grey skies turn to blue
and from the ashes of what went before
Life will start anew.
When i fell, you broke my fall
You picked me from the ground
You bathed my wounds, you carried me
strength through you I found,
without you there, to be my friend
I never could have coped
a gentle word, a soothing smile
above all, gave me hope
And as the sun breaks through the night
The dawn of a new start
A new beginning, a fresh new day
Mended wings and mending heart
)O( -
Does this love lie dying
Does this love lie dying
on a bedded crown of thorns,
within the thorns, i still glimpse the Rose
and soon will you be gone?
Each day the sun lies hidden
and the grey clouds fill the sky
and tears and rain are falling
and you're the reason why
So, One last time I'll call to you
a simple yes or no
and then please take me by the hand
or simply let me go
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The time has come..........
...The Walrus said...etc
I have grown very weary of being here at the moment, if the truth be known, I'm tired of whatever I say being misinterpreted or people getting the wrong impression of my intent. Just because I say hello does not mean it is a declaration of undying love and I have better things to do than feel I have to explain or justify myself to people. The fact that I need to be focussing on one person and what is best for them and to show that I am serious and they need to be able to see that too. Last nights influx of PM's has just tilted that to a point where it is of major concern.
I have too many other things to be focussing on right now, the hunt for a new job, which will inevitably involve a move, the Two cars to get finished prior to all that, trying to get the £3k back i'm owed from my last contract and that is a lot of money and a major hole in the finances and has compromised me in more ways than I thought possible and does not make me good company at times.
I'm having a break, if you want to remove your friendships in the interim, feel free, I wouldn't blame you and if you do, thanks for being there in the past.
Be good, take care,
Richard )O( -
For Sale.....
Great Britain
2 careless owners, asset stripped so needs TLC, Suitable for major restoration,
I am selling this country on behalf of the tax-payer as it is now fiscaly impossible to continue with the present restoration idea, Much potential for very loved country.
£500,000,000,000 o.v.n.o
Applications to
Gordon Brown
10 Downing Street
or
Alistair Darling
11 Downing Street
(and £500b is what our liability to the banks will be by the end of the week) -
She Beckons
When the moon is almost full
And her beauty’s story told
You know I cannot lie to you
In your arms I would unfold
So come the time you call to me
Stir my body, wakes me up
I long to taste your kiss
And drink from love’s full cup
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I miss you, I miss us
I miss you as I miss us
Every day the sky seems more grey
has the time come to say goodbye
Or shall I fight another day
Since the day I saw you last
The days have turned to months without you
and is the love we had now in the past
Or is this something we must do
for your reasons I do forgive you,
You say you just want to be friends,
but deep within your loving heart
You know I can't let it end
I can’t see myself without you in my life
You complete my world, and I wish you would come back to me
Was it i who let you down, or was it you?
You needed time on your own to be free
On bended knee, I asked you you to be strong
I told you I would stay with you
I swore I would never give up on you
My words now, as then are true
And if we are truly done, do you hold me to that promise?
I swore until the day I die
I wish you knew how much you mean to me
I miss you as I miss us, why can’t you see why?
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Love and the Heart
Love and the heart are one and the same
As the poet says in his verse
take one from the other, spiritual divorce
Rhyme and reason perverse
Nature craves love which creates everything
and makes the heart a palace to stay
I sense you breath quietly, while slumbering
sleep safely my lady I pray
Beauty is a virtue within woman’s face
makes the eyes yearn, striking the heart,
so that the eyes’ desire’s reborn again,
and nurturing love, not hurt,
Till love, at last, from dreaming, it starts.
not an if but a when
the fire within, starting to burn
Woman’s moved likewise by a virtuous man.
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A valentines rose
I handed you a single rose
as I looked into your eyes
I told you that my heart was yours
until the end of time
A single rose with petals black
dark as middest night
against pale skin, contrasting hard
a wonderful sight
Your gentle eyes, aflame of green
stir me to the core
your loving smile, sooths deep within
I couldn't ask for more
A single rose, is all I have
to show you that i'm yours
and time and tide, should you say yes
will bring you so much more
)O(
