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Blog / Requiem For a Dream

Thursday, 14 June 2007 at 14:57

Funny how you just keep on clinging to a certain hope, a certain dream, working on bringing it to life, on making it come true, then something just kills it!

Funny how you preach to your loved ones and friends a message of hope, ask them to hold on and keep their spirits up whenever life brings them down, whenever the going gets tough, then all of a sudden, it’s hard for you to practice what you preach!

You find yourself overwhelmed with hopelessness, with fear, with doubt. And you just wonder whether you should go on, keep hitting that road, or just pause for a while, cease all movement, STOP! Simply live life as it comes without planning, without questioning, without judging, less thinking too much of what’s to come.

Later, you decide to resort to Him, when you’re tired of reasoning! You have a dialogue with God! You ask Him what might have gone wrong, you look back on what you did attempting to make sense out of it all! Sometimes you get an answer, and sometimes you just don’t, well for a while! It’s all about faith! That’s what it comes down to. At times it’s just there at a climax when you think to yourself that whatever comes simply comes for a reason, that whatever you wanted and did not get might have been against your welfare after all!

It’s simply a matter of faith, strong at times, fragile at others, a matter of believing. In what? Destiny! That all your life you’re walking down a well planned road with a determined end, that life does not entirely boil down to your choices! Then you think that whatever comes your way is a mere result of choices you made and decisions you took! Which is it? I lost track, I don’t have the answer!

You’re torn between despairing for your murdered dream and hoping for and anticipating a better life, a better end to which you just keep on working and toiling! You’re wondering when you’ll see that bright light at the end of the tunnel that everybody keeps mumbling about! You’re confused! You’re trying to make sense of faith and destiny and their everlasting interrelation… Then you remember your murdered dream, and listen to your heart’s unsung requiem!

To be continued…
(Maybe!)

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  • http://netlog.com/eiyan101eiyan mmdouhmmdouheiyaneiyan101http://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/011/586/11586148.jpgEgyptAl Iskandariyah eiyan101 25

    eiyan mmdouh (Sunday, 17 February 2008 at 22:26)

    Only in my dreams,
    Are you ever smiling at me.
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    Will you and I ever be.

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    If those dreams, If they come true.
    Each day I wake, I would be with you.

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    When you look at me,
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    You are always there.
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    Only in my dreams,
    Are you sent to me from above.
    Only in my dreams,
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    And only in my dreams,
    Will you and I ever be.
    Only in my dreams,
    Will we ever watch the sunrise.
    And only in my dreams,
    Will I ever see that love in your eyes.

    When I wake, again without you,
    It was so real or so it seems.
    But then I remember,
    You were only in my dreams.

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    sameh labib (Sunday, 30 September 2007 at 01:23)

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    mahmoud hegazy (Wednesday, 22 August 2007 at 02:33)

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    Ghoust RIDEER (Wednesday, 8 August 2007 at 16:29)

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    Abdul rahman Hakami (Monday, 16 July 2007 at 22:46)

    :)

  • http://netlog.com/MoonLightLover1984Mirette Abd El RehimAbd El RehimMiretteMoonLightLover1984http://en.netlogstatic.com/p/tt/012/642/12642646.jpgQatar MoonLightLover1984 25

    Mirette Abd El Rehim (Friday, 22 June 2007 at 14:59)

    Thanks for your sweet comment...

    In answer to your if, I did write that... It's all a product of my own thoughts, the title was inspired by the movie "Requiem For A Dream..."

    Otherwise, it's all me, it's all in my head...

    Thanks anyways...

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    Ahmed (Friday, 22 June 2007 at 14:55)

    I don't know why u r so depressed & devestated,

    but i 've a hint, anyway when the going gets tough...

    the tough gets going, u can't let go like that,

    i'd like u to read a poetry called (If), i can't remember the name of the poet
    i studied it in high school,

    i think u did too, u'll find it very relaxing & helping to ur situation

    i really like u & don't want u to be torn apart like that

    i think u still got some strenght, maybe a little hope too inside that pretty mind of urs

    & remember hope always stands still

    P.S:if u really created this

    if & only if

    then i think u r really a beautifull mind

    hold on & never letgo

    we rabena yehdeelek elnet connection :) bas edfa3o elle 3aleko ya 3alem ya.......lol

    later sweetie :)

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