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Asshole Father

Michael_D_Kerr — Mon, 22 Oct 2007 02:14:08 UT

I can’t sleep at night b/c of you
u twisted my heart
and turned it blue
you write me back
when your behind iron bars
but beyond them im as far as the stars
you drift in and out
realizing im alive
and the next minute your startin’ to get high
what the hell
you’ve fucked up twice
now its again
and I wont write this time
you’ll be all alone
like you left me
you left me to cry
my lonely self to sleep
I got depressed
but this time just pissed
me you no longer own
ill change my name
most likely to Jones
don’t shed a tear or pretend to care
don’t lie to yourself or pretend im there
I’ll bring you no comfort
you killed me with pain
you know nothing of my life
you should feel ashamed
what will you do
if they ask of your kids
say I’ve got two
and don’t know how they live
I’ve got your answer were doing just fine
im a simple old stranger
your face I can hide
your last name will haunt me
they say im you
you’ve givin me a bad name
I don’t know what to do
you kissed my ass when you got outta jail
I thought you were better
my trust you had on scales
I fought for you
when you weren’t there
and what do you do
you don’t even care
you shred me in two
you throw me away
and when you need a defense
im your second hand chair
im done with you
I’ve givin up on you
you can say im your son
but your last name now goes scarce
if you don’t give a shit
then I don’t care
ill cuss all I want
and break all the rules
my excuse will be I didn’t know any better
I saw daddy do it
and know im just scared
you’ve pushed my last button
snapped my last nerve
if they sentence you to die
I wanna pull the lever
I wanna watch you cry as I look you in the eyes
you say that your sorry
for the stupid shit you’ve done
and I say its ok
b/c im no longer your son
your no longer my dad
or lives together are done
you’ll say what’s that mean
ill say my last name is hers
my only true parent
the one that really cared
I live with your sister
but it really should be you
but the only thing you know
is what not to do
im holding this grudge
cause I was the last to give up
I was the last to say he’ll never be done
I always showed you love
I wanted to cry in your arms
but the drugs were more important
so call them your sons
say their your daughters
when you walk into court
im sure they wont care they’ll still lock you up
go straight to jail
please don’t pass go
that was your favorite game
and now its all done
to you im just a spec of dust
don’t give a shit
or scream in pain
cause for all you know
I’m not your son

To Soon

Michael_D_Kerr — Sun, 21 Oct 2007 03:17:16 UT

I know you wont believe me
you’ll say its way to soon
but ill say to you I love you
in hopes you’ll say it to
I want to be yours forever
I really don’t want to cry
I wanna see you in my arms
til all the oceans are all dry
I want to make you mine
til the skies are no longer there
I want to be yours to
til the earth has run bare
id die holding your hand
and id fall deep into your eyes
make them great big oceans
and ill live there til I die
show me that you love me
and you really, really care
to make this life seem easy
stay with me like air
But even with all this said
I know you wont believe me
you’ll say its way to soon
but ill say to you I love you
in hopes you’ll say it to
so please don’t ever leave me
not alone to sit & cry
I love you oh to dearly
to tell you that I do
b/c im scared you’ll say hey wait
I think its way to soon

Another Poem

Michael_D_Kerr — Wed, 06 Jun 2007 21:58:57 UT

My dreams are like plays
and you have a role
you can be my juliet
if i can be your romeo
nowi say to you sweetdreams
and lull myself to sleep
huming a little tune
of dear sweet harmony
as i drift away
into the land
of nvr oak
and fairyland
ifind myself
at your front door
glorified
at your beautys lore
we find ourselves
we're at a ball
dancing singing
and playing along
nowwe find that
nose to nose
turns to be
beautys first kiss
now i wake
with tears of joy
hoping and praying
we'll be that someday

Love

Michael_D_Kerr — Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:26:28 UT

if you fade away
if you left me here to wait
ill miss you ohh to dearly
to even elaberate
if you i saw you
face to face
my life would skyrocket
to a better place
and if you told me
how you felt
my face would light
and my heart just melt
if you kissed me
on the cheek
i would tell you
your oh to sweet
i want you here
in my arms
before the sun drops
and raise the stars
i want to watch you
fall in love
but fall in lone
with me oh please

new one

Michael_D_Kerr — Wed, 06 Jun 2007 04:35:22 UT

ll nvr give Up
Ill nvr go on..
ill nvr not love you,
b.c my <3s Bleedings not done.
Ill nvr forget
ill nvr believe
ill nvr remember
my hearts uncertainty
Ill nvr leave
ill nvr stray
ill nvr for go
my pain staking ways
for ever and nvr
ill love you til death
ill love until
my last gasping breathe
undenied at my heart
your eyes pierce my soul
your thought fills my head
& my tears start to roll
i fall to my knees
& to god i plea
take my heart
make it stop
cause with out her here
theres no reason to move on

I Wish

Michael_D_Kerr — Tue, 01 May 2007 02:28:50 UT

every time i look in your eyes
i want to stay there
til the wake goes dry
i want to fall in love
and never leave
never be left
and not have to pled
i wish you could lie in my arms
for forever and ever
and not have to scream
forever means never
i never wanna have to walk alone
or watch the sun set and sit by myself
i want to kiss you forever
and not walk away
i never want to cry to just sit and say
you are mine
and i am yours
i watch you shine
it wont be a lore
take me for me
not him instead
accept what i am
not whats in your head

Answer

Michael_D_Kerr — Sat, 28 Apr 2007 16:26:01 UT

Would you have sex with me?
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2. What positions would u want me to b in?
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3. Would u suck /LICK me ?
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4. Would u sex me hard?
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5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me?
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6. Would u pull my hair while we did it ?
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7. Would u do me in the shower?
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8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me?
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9. Would u have 3-some with me?
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10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me?
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11. Would u want me to talk dirty to u while we shaged?
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12. Where would you do me?
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13. Would u do me in front of people?
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14. Would u do me again and again?
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15. Would u do me in the rain?
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16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star?
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17. Would u have phone sex with me?
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18. Would u cheat on me?
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20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go?
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21. Would you do me once and leave me the next day?
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22. Would u tell me the truth no matter what it is or what you do?
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23. Are u gonna re-post this to see if and how I want to do you??
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Lonesome Road

Michael_D_Kerr — Sat, 28 Oct 2006 15:27:47 UT

Walking down this lonesome road
to find my own revenge
as the cold hard blade scapes
against my warm soft skin
my blood trickles down
and stains the rug
i somehow wish it would fill the room
to drown out my sorrowful words
at the edge of the wood
youd find me wraped in twine
drained of blood along with life
in my arm would be her name
along with a heart that ran out my shame
in my hand id hold a note
it reads:
her love is gone and so am i
b/c with out her i am nothing
im lost and gone all alone
in this world with noe shoulder to cry apon
she could fix it all with her very eyes
if only shed look into mine
with no tears and no pain
just those joyful eyes
i used to see everytime i closed mine
i hope this brings her no more tears
no more sorrow and no more fears
shes cried enough over me even though she set me free

LOVER"S COLOSSEUM

Michael_D_Kerr — Mon, 09 Oct 2006 04:01:16 UT

I love you now..
I loved you then..
I love you til the very end..
come on now just let me in..
Before your hurt inside again..
Have I changed a little or lot..
Id like to know before i fought..
For your heart in the ranks..
Of lover thoughts..
And players games..
Can you mend a broken heart..
Is always one that’s truly hard..
And if you pass..
you’ll surly win...
your lovers heart..
And be able to mend...
Any wounds or any hurts...
That could ever remove her...
from her place on her thrown..
In your heartfelt palace..
That’s hers to own...