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Kharenhope

female - 26 years, Cebu, Philippines

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Name
Karren Lucas
Date of birth
26/04/1983
Location
Cebu (Cebu City)
Philippines
Native language
English
Education
Company
well family midwife clinic
Profession
midwife/student nurse (present) (Student)
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Hobbies
playing badminton, going to the beach
Love status
In a relationship with ray.
Sexual preferences
Heterosexual

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an open letter TO SOMEBODY who doesn't seem to …

Sometimes I hate you for what you did and how it has affected me. I used to wait for you to apologize for what you have done, but now I realize that you never will. And although I don’t cry anymore there is a hollow place in my heart where there used to be poetry and myself. Now I have to find those things all over again, and although I’m sure that I will sooner or later, it doesn’t stop the fact that you’re irresponsible.

I wish that I could forget everything: you, and the way you completely threw me away, the fucking words that u said to me, I hate the way you treated me, even before we split, ignoring me and practically pushing toward someone else. I hate the way you couldn’t wait to be alone leaving me with no choice. I hate the anguish you caused me, the way you left me so empty that I didn’t even know who I was anymore. I hate the fact that even though it has been LONG ENOUGH, I am still having to deal with the effects, while you seem oblivious to them. I hate …


Our Break Up made me who iam now :)

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More than 2 years and half in a relationship, I came face to face with a very painful break up, that brought me to the very lowest point of my life. When my ex boyfriend left me coz he needs to get back to his home town, everything change and it was like he disappear out of the blue as it appeared to me from one day to another. I found my whole world, dreams, hopes and plans shattered. I was forced to take a closer look to my inner self and believe me, it was not pleasant. I had to tear down and question everything I learned just to find something that I do not know at that time: the real me.

The Breakup

I was devastated. After several months in shock, I felt that I have to consciously decide whether I want to continue like that or to start to go uphill. I knew that I had to take control over my situation, rather than to depend on time will heal my broken heart. But the decision was …