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  • *In LOVING Memory of My Angel* 2-27-82 - 5-6-82

    IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY BABY GIRL TODAY SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN 26 yrs. old .

    My Angel

    I fell in love ,from first flutter in my womb

    Sent too Early to your tomb

    I was Blessed with your first Smile

    For a such short while

    Your Heartbeat your kick

    Taken away so quick

    My arms ache

    My heart Breaks

    Life as I knew it lost its' glow

    Seas',Rivers' &Oceans' of Tears flow

    Never easing the loss and pain

    Sunshines' turned to rain

    Your Mommy from the start

    My Daughter dwelling in my heart

    If I could go and allow you to remain

    I'd do it different, not the same

    Knowing I'll meet once again

    Time slightly eases' my pain

    Your presence,scent ,and spirit all around

    My Angel Daughter will be found

    Each day that passes I gain Serenity

    Together again in Heaven for Eternity

    copyright2008@JillD

    Tell those who you Love so everyday, we never know which day is out last .

    To all who read :

    PEACE :)HAPPINESS :)MUCH LOVE & ONE LOVE :)Jill

  • Writers Block is away YAY!!!

    *HELLO Everyone*

    As some of my Friends know since the eclipse i've ben suffering fromWriters Block but ,Yay!!it broke WOO HOO :)

    Now I know a few willl say UT OH shes never gonna shut up :) :) :)

    Feel free to leave comments/questions Feel free to be *HONEST* I can take it :)

    Heres a poem I wrote :

    True Love

    The Truest Love dwells in ones' mind

    The rarest gem you'll ever find

    What had began as desire and lust

    Slowly turns into comfort and trust

    Love that encases,your body head to toe

    Its' pure and calm , yet, radiates a glow

    A bond ,so strong ,it weathers any storm

    Surrounds your soul and keeps you warm

    Progressing from you and me to us,then ours

    It constantly blossoms delicate flowers

    copyright@2008JillD.

    To all who read:

    PEACE :)HAPPINESS :)MUCH LOVE & ONE LOVE :)Jill

  • *Poetry Contest*

    The Results are in for Poetry Contest :)

    *THANK YOU* again everyone for being so supportive and encouraging :) :) :) :)

    I cannot believe I actually received a VOTE YAY!!!

    I'm jellybean22

    Anyone interested ALL ARE WELCOME :)

    Heres' a link for group if you would like to join or if you would like to read poems:

    http://groups.blackplanet.com/lyricalliquor

    Here are the results :

    "Best Poem of the Night" Final Official Tally

    The "Best Poem of the Night" as voted by Lyrical Liquor Members for the February 2008 Thread-Mic is...

    "A Plate for the Enemy #2" (Post #383) - prophet728 - 29 points

    Other participants who received votes are as follows:

    "Judgment Day" (Post #261) - Ev1Ls33D -25 points

    "Price and Sacrifice" (Post #166) - honeyhive02 16 points

    "B.O.B." (Post #319) - thundersreign - 13 points

    "What!" (Post #466) - SCORPIOPOET28 - 12 points

    "Siren's Song" (Post #40) - 1sexyreddred4u (Siren) - 7 points

    "Our Ancestors Are Crying" (Post #342) - 2bdesiredbyu 7 points

    "I Am. You Are." (Post #213) - bbwsweetangel - 5 points

    "Lyrical Licker" (Post #434) - LOVE_LIKE_PASSION - 5 points

    "3 Little Words" (Post #85) - kyla10 - 2 points

    "Ignorance" (Post #55) - jellybean22 - 1 point

    "My Poetry Woodsman" (Post #66) - Layrne - 1 point

    "Negative over Positive" (Post #236) - mimithats4sure - 1 point

    "I Gotta Go" (Post #405) - Monielove1974 - 1 point

    IGNORANCE

    Ignorance is Intolerant

    Its' emotionally defiant

    It lacks self esteem

    Knows no in between

    It lacks tasteful tact

    It does not rely on fact

    Its' Not lack of education

    But absence of communication

    Its' a bottom feeder

    Its' crime is beyond misdemeanor

    It lurks and slithers around

    Looking for peace ground

    copyright@2008JillD.

    To all who read:

    PEACE :)HAPPINESS :)MUCH LOVE & ONE LOVE :)Jill

  • About Me ..

    Hey Everyone :)

    I bet you would be surprized to know that I was a teenage Mom ,I never went to the prom :) I'm a rebel with many causes :)

    I never completed grammar school last grade was 7th ,part of 8th.

    But I NEVER ,stopped learning,reading,ror educating myself &I soon will be taking GED MY Family is very supportive :) :)

    By the age of 20 I had 5 children and had lost a baby girl.

    NOTE: All My Children are from my Husband of 32 yrs. soon to be 33yrs. We have been together 32 3/4 yrs.Shh don't tell as the saying goes we lived in sin for the first 10 yrs. PLEASE the Love ,Bond & Commitment we have for each is no SIN :)

    I met him on my 13 th Birthday (Best Gift I ever recieved) :)

    Its a long long long story but to condense .When my husband & I met we were both teenagers.

    :)
    He complimented my eyes ,as I was checking out his .He was dark and mysterious :) and I was fair and curious :)

    We were both poor ,but not in Spirit :)Both shared same Interests,we would walk n' talk.for hours :)

    We never did the dinner/movie date ,But we enjoyed each others company .One thing lead to the other We feel deeper in Love. :)

    But since we were from different sides of town ,folks began to HATE :).Which made us Stronger :)

    My Mom (only parent I had at time) Parents were divorced by time I was 6 .Anywho ,My Mom at first had no problem with us together .
    But neighbors began to be IGNORANT, HATEFUL, & RACIST :)

    My Mom forbid me to see him
    :) UT OH thats where my rebel side took over . My husband said look we know we Love each other let things cool down, so we chillaxed for awhile .Then, my Mom took out he inability to step up and tell folks off not fall into what others think and their racism .I AM NOT Blamming her she had a FULL plate myself .a younger brother and 2 older teenage sons.

    But, she became violent with me attacked me evet chance she got .I ranway yup hubby brought ne back home :)

    But then the verbal attacks and physical attacks became much more violent each nasty remark that others made she took out on me :)Finally she stabbed me with a fork .
    I stayed up that whole night around 5 am on a December night in the Fog I left & Never returned . :)

    Nor,Have I ever regretted it NOT ONCE :) A Little humor The Cops in this Town are still looking for me :) :) :)Never found me the runaway :)

    Lots of things happened inbetween ,but I don't want to bore you make you snore LOL I already wrote a book :)

    My Grandfather her Dad disowned me SO WHAT?????Money means nothing to me : :) :)
    My Mom did too the Day we got Married she was a No show :)you see by then my Grandfather had passed away she came into a large inheritance so I was promptly disowned by my Mom too as well as my Brothers
    :)

    Its been 22 yrs. since I last had contact with my Mom I tried several times even after all the Horrible things she did to me .But she ignored me.IHonestly don't know whether shes dead or alive :)I check Social Security records every so often :)

    Its there Loss not mine cause I have the* BEST FAMIY & FRIENDS * MY MAN is Right here by my side almost 33 later :) :)

    But I am Not going to lie and say it does NOT Hurt :)

    But it does make me STRONGER :)

    One day they will face their maker. I Pray for Mercy on their Souls' :)

    MY TREASURES are my FAMILY & FRIENDS PRECIOUS & PRICELESS :)

    I had to Vent :) :)PLEASE feel free to ask questions or leave commentsI will answer HONESTLY :)

    BUT Please don't JUDGE me unless you are willing to walk in my Shoes :)

    I am Honest & Friendly &RESPECT ALL ONLY HAVE 1 LOVE for My Fellow MAN WOMAN&CHILD :)

    To all who read:

    PEACE :)HAPPINESS :)MUCH LOVE & ONE LOVE :)Jill

  • *THANK YOU* from the bottom of my *HEART*

    :) Hello Everyone,

    *THANK YOU* for all your support,input,kind notes,comments,suggestions,and mostly LOVE &FRIENDSHIP :) :) :) :)I HONESTLY Have Made the BEST FRIENDS & HAVE most LOVING supporting Family A Lady could ask for :)

    The Votes for poems were:

    # 1 received 12 votes all women to no surprize :)
    #2 received 14 votes 11 women 4 guys
    #3 received 9 votes 5 guys 4 women

    Guess which one I chose NONE Now PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do Not be upset cause more events are coming up YAY!!This is an Event I will NEVER Forget & I am Truly GRAREFUL for al the support :)

    I Chose a poem with a message.An event happened minutes before my Spot light. I saw it as a message & thats why Ichose this poem .

    IGNORANCE

    Ignorance is Intolerant

    Its' emotionally defiant

    It lacks self esteem

    Knows no inbetween

    It lacks tasteful tact

    It does not rely on fact

    Its' Not lack of education

    But absence of communication

    Its' a bottom feeder

    Its'crime is beyond misdemeanor

    It lurks and slithers around

    Looking for peace ground

    copyright@2008JillD.

    Now the reason I chose was I belong to several other Groups on BP (BlackPlanet) one is a computer geek Group a Hurtful post was made and upset me :) :)

    It was a hurtful message by of all people the Group Owner I promptly gave my Opinion and kicked myself banned from Group One of My BEST Friends Anthony he is a Beautiful Loving Man That I am PROUD to call my Friend :) :) is Gay & I know & Love Many Many Gay Lesbian/Homosexuals IMOMHO I believe what 2 consenting Adults do behind their doors is no ones business. :)

    MY poem did Very well YAY!!!I received *Snaps* & Applause as my family cheered my on I wept Happy tears :)

    I did not Enter to Win but to express myself and that I did :)
    Anyone interested in reading some FABULOUS BEAUTIFUL poetry and seeing my props feel free to visit *ALL ARE WELCOME *
    http://www.blackplanet.com/groups/forum_thread... Unspoken Words February 2008 Thread Mic
    .
    To all who read:

    PEACE :)Happiness :)MUCH LOVE & ONE LOVE :)Jill

  • WHAT AN IGNORANT BEING

    :) I am Fumming I can NOT Believe there are such Ignorant beings walking this planet :)

    Below is Loosers' Post & Mine i'm jellybean 22 anyone on BP (blackplanet)Hollar &I'll Hollar Back Hes; 'Owner This is a Computer Group WTF :)

    He obviously a real looser & a *RACIST Bigot * Oh its Not Over yet cause I'm reporting to all the Gay Groups etc. :)

    I am true to my Beliefs :) One of Best Friends Anthony I LOVE YOU :) is Gay, whoever doesnot like Kiss my Azz. :)

    He is sweetest Truest loving Man :)I have ever had the Pleasure of Befriended :) I know MANY MANY Gay Folks Lesbian/Homosexual whatever what 2 consulting Adults do behind closed doors is None of my business :)

    I just venting as i'm crying sorry to burden had to release :) :) :)

    To all who read:

    PEACE :)HAPPINESS :)MUCH LOVE & ONE LOVE :)Jill

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    Male, Age Private, Lanham, MD

    Posted Feb 11

    I want to first thank all who are a part of this group. I want to thank all moders who keep this group alive. I love all of yall, brothers and sisters. Now for the bad stuff. I am sorry if I ban members who don't know how to control thier loose lips that sank ships. Yes I did banned sweepea64 and demote the painter and poet. Why, because she left the group on her own and chose to not agree with me. I spoke on this in the other group. I have nothing against her at all. I thought she was a great person. Until she vented on me about my beliefs. I am sorry, but i don't think the same sex should be together period. No need to talk down too me because I am against gaynest and gay relations. Thats all I wanted to say. I will delete this in 48 hours.

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    jellybean22

    Posted 2:15 pm

    Please Ban Me Cause I LOVE ALL PEOPLE Gay Straight or whichever .ONE LOVE MAKE LOVE NOT WAR PEACE !!!!

  • A need a little Help from my Friends

    :)*HELLO EVERYONE *

    I belong to a Poetry Group at Black Planet Lyrical Liquor The GROUP ROCKS!!!! Trust me folks on their filled with talent . :) But So Suportive to Novices like myself :)

    Anyone Intersted in joining send me a mesage & i'll give you a link :)* ALL ARE WELCOME *

    Anywho :)Tomorrow is my time to shine :) :)My family thinks everything I write is PRICELESS :)I guess they know who prepares their meals :) :) :) :)

    I need Help Alot :) but in this case choosing a poem to spotlight .Its Open Mic Thingy we get 5 minutes to post poem get Live feed back :)

    NO rules as to length or topic so that makes a little harder to decide :)

    Can you Lovely Folks be Honest Critics PLEASE PLEASE :)*THANK YOU IN ADVANCE* :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

    To all who read:

    PEACE :)HAPPINESS :)MUCH LOVE & ONE LOVE :)Jill

    BE BRUALITY HONEST TRUST ME I CAN TAKE LADY YOU Stink :) :)bow out etc. :)

    Poem #1

    The one I admire

    Sets my Heart on Fire

    Like a fine work of art

    I admire you from far apart

    Gazing up at the midnight sky

    Holding back my urge to cry

    Stirring feelings inside my mind

    Truly you are one of a kind

    You float with finesse

    I Long to feel your caress

    Your sculpted physique

    Your filled with mystique

    My feelings surge inside

    I can no longer hide

    I'm filled with desire

    For the one I admire

    Copyright ©2007 JillD.

    Poem # 2
    My Poetry

    Verses from within my sanity

    Its' my escape from reality

    Deep feelings inside my heart

    A gallery of lifes' art

    Musical expressions flowing in rhyme

    Dancing inside my soul for sometime

    Memories & thoughts ,gathered thru ages

    Tear drops,Love,&fantasy,fill the pages

    Copyright ©2007 JillD.

    Poem # 3
    Obsession

    An emotional consumption

    Awaiting non- existent eruption

    Driven by madness

    Drowning in sadness

    Its' your first and last breath

    Final as Death

    Copyright ©2007 JillD.

  • Why no pics

    Hello everyone :) My Dear *Ray* got my head spinning LOL :)He made an Honest comment about how he has yet to see what I look like [razor :)

    I get asked alot ,Why do have no pics of yourself ? Its' an Honest Question & I LOVE Honesty.So I will answer Honestly :)

    The reason no pics is Many first I don't want to scare the Innocent Spread Love Not Fear :) :) :) :)

    No i'm not too scary :) My Family thinks i'm Pretty :)My husband says I look better than Beyonce' on my worst day OH how he lies,Guess thats' Why I love him :)

    But Honestly I don't feel comfortable PLEASE do NOT Take it personal. :)

    MY insecurity. :) My family too Oh pic of Husband I'm just showing off :) :) :) He hates that pic I LOVE IT :)So it stays :) :)

    I thinking though i've seen on other profiles where only Friends can see pics Maybe I'll do that :)

    I have Friend on another site if anyone Has a Hover Spot Holler I'll Holler back :)I'm *~Jelly*~over there anywho .

    My friend Bruce hes' a Gentleman Giant he befriended me admiring my pg. have alot Graphics posted exspressions of myself :) :)
    I wonder how NetLog doesn't allow Graphics? I LOVE EM :)

    Well Bruce and I chat football ,we are both HOPELESS NY Jets fans :)daily life etc. I complimented him one day for not asking me about pics cause Hover Spot is of the Hook FREAKS R US I do alot of Bi*atch slapping there :)

    Bruce said"Blind cannot see but they Love" OMG did that floor me :)HOW TRUE .He told me I judge by honesty politeness friendliness I don't need to see your pic to be a Friend :) Thats Why Bruce is My Friend YAY!!!

    I also want to Thank Everyone here for being my Friend :) Everyone on My Friends list ROCKS!!!!I LOVE YOU ALL :) :) :)

    TO ALL WHO READ

    PEACE :)HAPPINESS :)MUCH LOVE & ONE LOVE :)Jill

  • SCREW *VALENTINES DAY*

    :)*Valentines Day* Sucks Only thing good about is the day after Loads of yummy Chocolate candy at a reduced price :) :) :) :)

    I don't need a designated day to Be in Love to exspress my Love to my Husband ,Family, & Friends I DO That EVERDAY :)

    My Family and my Husband & I don't Celebrate Valentines Day BAHHH HUMBUG :)

    Its Hallmark,Whitmans, FTD & all the others Card ,candy and flowers pushers that LOVE Valentines Day :)

    For Widows /Widowers it hurts .
    :) Folks who just broke up :)&Those yearning for the Love of their Life :)
    Single folks think oooh its Valentines Day &I am Not with anyone SO WHAT :)I KNOW its easy for me say BUT its TRUE its just another Day. :)

    One created & EXPLOITED BY THE Card,Candy, &Flower PUSHERS :) :)

    SO I BOYCOTT VALENTINES DAY until the Day after & Week after Candy 1/2 Price then WOO HOO!!!! :)

    SCREW VALENTINES DAY .Express & show LOVE EVERYDAY :)

    WHATCHA Think Inquiring Minds Wanna know ? MINE :)

    To all that read:

    PEACE :)HAPPINESS :)MUCH LOVE & ONE LOVE :)Jill

  • Gi Gi s' Sentence

    Gi Gis' Sentence

    Gi Gi is a loving lady

    Her actions recently have been rather shady

    Gi Gi has beautiful family and a good man

    Her eyes went straying &shyt hit the fan

    She admires a glorious physique

    Her lust takes over,which , for her is unique

    Gi Gis' seducing,enticing,hooching,and stalking

    Hes' a intrigued and balking

    Shes' trying whatever she can

    Hes'being a man

    Shes' determined &filled with lust

    Hes' blowing her off like dust

    Shes' confused n'feeling shattered

    Hes' avoiding, yet flattered

    She' admires his respectfulness

    Her Tears are endless and fruitless

    Pain ,regret, and shame are bottomless

    Wallowing in her own foulness

    Her good sense sets in

    Knowing, neither way she will win

    Shes' indebted to his Manhood

    Gi Gi knows shes'no good

    Gi Gi lost the foundation, of which a beautiful relationship was built

    Gi Gi is sentenced to Lifetime of Endless GUILT

    copyright2008@JillD.

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