Jelly322
female - 47 years, Jilligans Island, United States
Blog 52
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Storm of Confusion 1&2 Rainbow after the Storm
This is kind of long.
Poetry is my therapy
I appreciate all who read PEACE LOVE &BLESSINGS JIll
Storm of Confusion 1&2 Rainbow after the Storm
Storm of Confusion
An emotional storm violently pouring in my head
I want to weather it under the umbrella of my bed
A current of feelings swirling swiftly & violently
Cyclone of scattered thoughts running recklessly
A vicious vortex of torment endlessly whirling
A jet stream of mixed messages ferociously spinning
Beyond tears desert dry, wind burned , and confused
Heavy hail is pounding on my heart leaving it bruised
©Copyright@2008 Night Writer
Storm of Confusion Part 2
Is it real way off the Richter scale or an optical illusion
This fierce storm gaining a new mass of emotional confusion
Reflecting on the past weather touchdowns as angst stirs
A tempest forming rapidly unsure when it reoccurs
Uncontrollable winds reopening past unhealed wounds
My life is blessed now,yet has unresolved crosswinds
Mother earth gave birth but,she quickly shunned
Leaving her seedling alone,castoff, and stunned
©Copyright@2008 Night Writer
Rainbow after the Storm
The seedling blooms into a firmly planted bright sunflower
Weathering many a violent thunder and lightening showers
Sunflower met the love of her life a sturdy Chestnut oak
Oak's powerful branches protected her from future smoke
Together they flourished nurturing a rainbow hued bouquet
Blessed with faith, hope , and love as a family they pray
Golden sunshine filled days have replaced storms of gray
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"Poetic Justice "A DREAM Come TRUE
"Poetic Justice "A DREAM Come TRUE
I love to read and write poetry.I started reading ,anything I could get my hands on since I was a toddler.
In school of course did some ,Poetry,Not much ,Especially since I never went past 8Th grade .
Never completed school ,but that did not stop me from continuing to read and educate myself .
I won't bore everyone with details ,since it in its self is a novel .My life story that is.
My husband did not complete school either left, High School due to his parents needing him to work in order to help support their family.
We were childhood sweethearts/first loves.
To condense originally folks were OK with us being of a different race. He is African American &Multi - Ethnic I am White but, I go by other who really knows. We are the Human Race .But,then Hate set in .
My Mom forbid me to see him.My Mom became abusive,etc.Long story .
Eventually I ran away from Home .I was brought back several times by my Husband ,But last time after being stabbed with a fork ,my Husband said no more
OK ,so we are together two teens in Love.One thing lead to another.Shortly after we were parents.
Many struggles, children (10 in all) many jobs trades ,whatever it took to get by .
My husband took his GED ,next month applied to college was accepted.Major in English Pre -Law Political science.
He worked 2 jobs 1 at school to help pay for books etc.
I stayed home raised children ,but I also read all his books.When I got a hold of his Pose and Fiction book I was in LOVE.
I read and wrote .Mostly read everything .
Life is a struggle but, a blessing,many, many .years later ,after children pretty much grown up last of our Loves at Home 3 Sons 20,,17,&14 .
Well now it is my turn & my Man supports me 150% YAY!!!
I start writing fiercely just out of a Love for it, everyone Enjoyed .
I thought my Family had to say it was good because I fix their meals .LOL
Folks would stop by my web pages and comment.So I said well OK maybe I can write.Firstly, I Truly enjoy it so that is all that matters.
I always encourage everyone to follow yours Dreams it is a long shot but,when it is all said and done you know you tried.
I joined several FABULOUS Poetry Groups .On www.blackplanet.com
http://groups.blackplanet.com/theblackwood
My Woods Family Shout Out to the WOODS I LOVE ALL!!! YOU AUNTIE J Loves the WOODS XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
on http://groups.blackplanet.com/lyricalliquor
My Lyrical Liquor Family Shout Out To My LL FAMILY I LOVE YOU JB XOXOXOXOXOOXO
Poetry Jam on Multiply .com WAVING Hello to Everyone in my Jam Family LOVE Jelly XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
& Last but certainly not Least http://blackauthors.ning.com/
Waving Hello & Shout Out to my BAS FAMILY I LOVE YOU ALL Jill
My Black Authors Showcase Family I was Invited by My Friend George Wilder from www.Netlog.com (I'm Jelly322 anyone on there Holla I'll Holla) *THANK YOU George *GOD BLESS he read poetry on my page there and gave me Heads up.
OH Check George Wilder He ROCKS!!he is on there as well.
When I went to BAS =Black Authors Showcase.I was invited to another Group of Publishers Poets Writers ETC.
My Fellowess New Jersey Girl Diane Bless your Heart Sweet Sis
She is one Giving, Multi- Talented Young Lady .
I was Spotlighted on April 9,2008 as Poet/Poetess of the Day for "Poetic Justice"
Finally HUH I know everyone is saying get to it I am I am Patience *SMILE*
She chose the poem Like she said last night at one point she was not fond of Poetry cause folks thought of it as Words of Dead old White Men LMAO Kind true but some of those guys ROCKED !!!!
Anywho , Last night was BAS Pilot Show Live Via Phone /Internet Yours
Truly and several FABULOUS Poets and Poetesses.Were Guests of Diane's
Informative,Sharing,GENEROUS,Entertaining Show.
It will be available on BAS it was recorded when, I get links I will share
SHOUT OUT to Diane you did FABULOUSLY!!!!
She surprised us all with turning our poems into a book ,of our Poetry featuring me as well .
It is going to be a book of poet /poetesses featured on BAS .Available soon.
I was too chicken to read my poem over the air .(I've Never read my poetry aloud before)
But,My Dear Friend from BAS Juanita Did *THANK YOU Juanita* from the bottom of my HEART GOD BLESS you read it with Feeling & Power)
My Poetic Justice Dream has become true .With my Family in the back round ,Cheering & everyone on the show Clapping loudly my Dream was fulfilled .
I write for myself mostly it is my Poetic Therapy a release and Gentle pieces of my Soul.
But,to see my work make other grow to Love poetry (I'm glad you are a more of a believer now Diane YAY!!!!)
Yes,poetry can be many things Sadness,Happiness,Love,Fantasy,Educate,Horror,Poli- tics=I want to tap into a political one look out it ,s brewing lol)etc.
I am so HAPPY!!!!
I'm going to be Published and my poem will touch others .I will ALWAYS ,ALWAYS,continue to read and ENCOURAGE other fellow Poets and Poetesses.
I LOVE POETRY!!!!
I want to share ,enlighten,help,encourage,and see anyone with a similar Dream to Achieve their goal.
My pen names are : Jill D., jellies ,& Night Writer
To all who read:
PEACE,HAPPINESS,MUCH LOVE ,1 LOVE & GOD BLESS Jill,JB,AUNTIE J jellybean Jelly322
Here is my Poem:
"Poetic Justice"
Poetic Justice
Expectorating the daily slime
Through my poetic rhyme
Each stroke of my quill
Flushing away the landfill
Weapon of choice is my intellect
Bring on the next,issue and/or suspect
Pitching stanzas' from my bullpen
Captured on the paper linesmen
Oh its' on its' a prose filled wartime
Through my verse, I will restore peacetime
Jotting fiercely,extinguishing injustice
Slowly, steadily, achieving a poetic justice
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UPDATE on MIA NETLOGGER
Hey Fellow & Fellowess NET LOGGERS
I received a message from our Fellow NET LOGGER Dr.Sugar Ray
he is well just had to handle some business.http://en.netlog.com/DrSugarRay
He did a Documentary, several Speeches, a lot of work kept him away from the internet
*THANK YOU* everyone who inquired and sent up good thoughts &Prayers
I made sure i got his # so I will never ave to Worry again WHEW!!!
*WISHING Everyone a Wonderful Weekend filled with PEACE
HAPPINESS
LOVE
&GOD BLESS JIll -
NetLog Friend MIA
Hey Fellow &Fellowess NetLoggers I need some Help (Shh actually I need a lot) trying keep Spirits up
Our Fellow NetLoggers Dr.Sugar Ray has been MIA since Tuesday April 8 th 2008
Heres' his profile :http://en.netlog.com/DrSugarRay
Ray is a Fun, LOVING, Young Man with a GOLD Heart
Always kind ,sharing,pleasant and genuine
If anyone knows how to contact him via phone PLEASE do so I am Worried Sick
&Let him know I am worried about him
Or if anyone has heard anything from him, Please let me know he is ok
I have only known him for several months, but in that short time we became, Friends more like Siblings we called each other Sis &Bro. Partners in Crime Innocent crime LOL & Rhyme
I am Truly Worried Sick
Very unlike my Bro *Ray*
May I ask everyone to put up a Good Thought And/or Prayers what ever your beliefs ,Well wishes for a Fellow Netlogger.
*THANK YOU* from the bottom of my HEART
I MISS you *RAY* &PRAYING you are ok
*Ray*
To all who read:
PEACE
HAPPINESS
MUCH LOVE
1LOVE & BLESSINGS Jill -
I am Poet of the Day YAY!!!
I am so Happy LOL YAY!!! I made Poet of the Day
I am a member of Black Author Showcase
My poem "Poetic Justice" was chosen
Sorry to be tooting my own horn but each one of my poems is Special to me pieces of myself
Anyone interesting viewing poem heres a link :
http://blackauthors.ning.com/
Feel free to join all are WELCOME
To all who read:
PEACE
HAPPINESS
MUCH LOVE
1 LOVE & GOD BLESS Jill
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Where are the Gentlemen ????
Question to everyone if your in crowded office,train,bus,restaurant,etc.And all seats are taken ,a female ,child or elder person,comes in what to you do ????
I was at the dentist today office was full 2 emergencies which is uncontrollable.
I stood up while 2, 1 in his 60's other in his 30's males were sitting in chairs,a female young arounf my age 40's offered me her seat I guess she was raised with manners,& a kind person after 20 minutes the elder gentlemen offered me his seat .I politely said "Thank You no I'm fine "
Thinking the azzhole 30 yr .old would offer his seat instead,But he did not
Another young lady came into office young and attractive,I just knew 30 yr,punk would offer her his seat NOT!!!
He sat there doing a crossword puzzle .I had a few choice words for his crosswords
If my Sons' or Husband did not offer their seat to any female,child , or elderly person my purse shoe and back hand would smack them back to reality
After 40 minutes ,young lady who originally offered me her seat was called into office she said please take my seat.I told the younger lady beauty before age .The younger lady said if my Mom saw me take that seat before you .
So I got loud I had ,Had enough come on.."I said a True Man would offer a Lady his seat."
Heres ' the clincher I use a cane I have a bad back .Trust me I get around fine just feel more comfortable with my cane I style it
Its' also a hany dandy weapon when and if needed
Which ,makes this male much more less of a Man
BELEIVE me I thought about hitting him with my cane. But.it wouldn't have helped unless I hit his head
That fool did not nudge.So myself and young lady shared our seat talking about his dumb azz .The Dentist over heard us ,and said Steven Shame on you !!!He told me when I went in. I was next i'm going hurt him
on
purpose
I told Dr.Art I'm glad I bring you cookies and we have pleasant relationship OUCH!!!!LMAO
What a loser
I guess he was not raised right or simply has no manners.
What would you do????
Feel free to comment either way .
Inquiring minds wanna know
To all who read :
Peace
HappinessMUCH LOVE
1 LOve &God Bless Jill -
SCAMMER
WHAT A LOOSER
Unless hes' trying to hit on my husband
There are no pics of me
dale72 sent me: hi preety i was just checking your profile and i saw you beautiful pics so i decided if we can have a nice chat so wat do you think baby i am serious i really w...
2 hours ago dale72 hi preety
i was just checking your profile and i saw you beautiful pics
so i decided if we can have a nice chat so wat do you think
baby i am serious i really want to be yours pls understand
mr dean william -
Gentle Pieces Of My Soul
Gentle Pieces Of My Soul
My artwork kissing the sheets
To the music of my heartbeats
Gentle pieces of my soul
A Glimpse of my tranquil fishbowl
Delicate innermost, sentiments
Billowing passionately with salience
My urge to write is unquenchable
My desire to inspire is insatiable
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Change
Change
My eyes well up and begin to drip pride
Its' not sadness why I cry
But I see promise for a better future
I feel Hope and a warm fuzzy comfort
The person responsible Barack Obama
To me he represents what future of America looks like ,DIVERSITY ,1 LOVE ,CHANGE someone who knows what it is like to be "Different" yet Very much the same.
We are all 1 .Depending on your beliefs we all share the same Father
irregardless of Faith.Religion,Political,Economic, beliefs,etc.
WE ALL BLEED RED
Barack Obama is an Intelligent
Layed back
Young Man filled with PROMISE & HOPE
his Heart is in the right place
If given the chance he will make this COUNTRY better for all .Which is something he has done his Entire Life .Better himself and share he wealth of knowledge to better and benefit others .
In My HEART
He will be President of the United States 2009
Hes' being held accountable for others actions /beliefs whom he has relationships ie Pastor Wright.This is WRONG
. I Have Many Friends w/ Radical diverse beliefs, I'm not held accountable,for their beliefs ,if anything is this NOT what Educates us ?
We all have things we have done,or someone we associated with we are not the proudest of, and have hopefully learned from event/circumstance.I Ask the first person,whose closet is empty to step forward.While I don't have any skeletons' in my closet. I certainly have shadows in my closet
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ANYWHO Just Babbling
I'll be Cheering My Candidate on
Barack Obama PROUDLY
To all who read:
PEACE
HAPPINESS
MUCH LOVE
1 Love
Jill -
Poetic Justice
Poetic Justice
Expectorating the daily slime
Through my poetic rhyme
Each stroke of my quill
Flushing away the landfill
Weapon of choice is my intellect
Bring on the next,issue and/or suspect
Pitching stanzas' from my bullpen
Captured on the paper linesmen
Oh its' on its' a prose filled wartime
Through my verse, I will restore peacetime
Jotting fiercely,extinguishing injustice
Slowly, steadily, reaching a poetic justice
copyright@2008JillD
To all who read:
PEACE
HAPPINESS
MUCH LOVE
1 LOVE Jill