Blog 47
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I Wish
The redish marks of cuts on ur white wrist
The negative thaughts in your head
The hate for others who treated you bad
The lack of trust for someone whos not like them
The confused eyes rolling around
The drunk soul thats not wanna be alive again
Too afraid to open her eyes for the real world again
The black hairs covered on ur eyes so you cant be seen
The thaught of being hated for ur looks
I wish i could change that
i wish i could bring the real innocent girl hidding in you out
i wish i could change that with my love
i wish i could be the you say that changed ur life
i wish i could be looking in ur pretty eyes till i die
i wish theres no one left in this world to call you a bitch
i wish i would be noticed for who i am someday
This is for all the girls whos being treated bad and now they are in darkness of their life.
~JAVAID~ -
That would be my princess
The Girl Who Will Text Me Every Single Mornin & Tell Me Gud Mornin & Every Single Nite To Tell Me Sweet Dreams.x
The Girl Who Kisses Me On The ForeHead.x
The Girl Who Actually Listens To Me Wen I Talk.x
The Girl Who Is Content To Just Be In My Arms & Wants Nothin More.x
The Girl Who Wont Lie To Me About Where shes Goin Or Where shes Been Or Whom With shes been.x
The Girl Who Doesnt Mess With Otha Guys When she Have Me.x
The Girl Who Really Wants To Make Me The Happiest Guy In The World'<3
The Girl Who Will Love Me No Matter What
The girl who will always be mine no matter what
The Girl who will always love Me even i am far or close to her
xxx -
DiSapPoiNteD IN LoVe
i wonder do i only think like this or the whole world gone wrong
my heart burns in hot tears of love
several times i thaught i would give up
but like a raliway station it comes back to me up
and everytime is wild ,its not like the way i want
its not forever ,its not for me its for the way i look
its not for my values ,its for how sexual i am
its not for me,its for them who want nothing in life
My heart still thirsty for the love which i want
For the care that i need
For the words that touches me like a cool breeze
For the trust that that i deserve
For being held in ur hands
I try to forget but every night it gives me tears
i try to let go of my soul free like a bird
but it keep sitting on a fence of love
I dont know where would my life story end
but i do know i dont want it to destroy in love
the love which is lust now the love which is fake
the love which is just dependent of physical pleasures
the pain is going to hurt but i will keep it till i will found the real love
in someone out there waiting for me,everyday ,everynight, prays to god for my arms -
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i hate to fall,but every time i do
in love with you
everytime i get hurt
like fallen from the sky
i cherish you with my sweet words
i make you smile with my truthful personality
i always hope that you will realise the person in me
i wishes that you will never leave me
i looks for a life partner in you
i sees a loyal companion in you
i explores your life
i shares your pains
i tries to give you what you never had
i wishes that you will like me for who i am
i adore your beauty
i admire your mind
i respect your soul
i loves you for who you are
i writes you in my words
i draws you with my hands
i thinks of you every momment of my life
i prays for you with my god
i tries to make u realise you would regret if you left my life
and tells you that you would be lucky to be with me
A broken heart in the end
this is wht i get
~Javaid~ -
Where is my Angel?
Why its so dark out there?
why its like before a thunder storm?
I wish i could get carried away by next twister
Where is my angel??
when i look around Why i cant find you?
why i just see few words, sex,lie,bitches,jerks?
Where is pureness gone???
why no one is pure?
why i cant see true love?
why truth flew away???
why you lie?
why i cant hear it anymore?
Why they call themself bitches?
why They dont ask for respect?
Why they wanna get treated like shit?
Why they get raped and molested??
Why Men dont Respect??
Why they are something we use for only pleasure??
Why its so dark out there?
why its like before a thunder storm?
I wish i could get carried away by next twister
Where is my angel??
when i look around Why i cant find you?
why i just see few words, sex,lie,bitches,jerks?
Why i am saying all that???
why my heart cant keep it inside??
why get hurt by all that???
why i cry when somoene cry?
why i go down when they treat them bad??
why i get angry when they yell at them???
Why love is lust??
why bad is good now??
why good seems to blur??
Why i lose people so precious i love??
why i cant find them again??
why my heart cries??
Why its so dark out there?
why its like before a thunder storm?
I wish i could get carried away by next twister
Where is my angel??
when i look around Why i cant find you?
why i just see few words, sex,lie,bitches,jerks?
~JAVAID~ -
Where Are You?
Sitting in the dark
i asked my god
where is that person i need most?
where is that person who need me most?
Her life made for me
my life for her
her hands would only holds mine
my love only for her
her virginity saved for mine
and her lips for mine
so beautiful that my eyes wont go off from her
her sweetness would make me smile everymomment
her worries would become mine
and my happiness would be for her
her innocence would be more than the devil side
her anger would turn into my hug
her problems would become ours
her prayers remember me
her finger would hold my ring
my finger would hold hers
her mistakes would make me smile
my hands would lead her to the rite
her imperfections i wouldnt mind
together we would be a perfect imperfect.
her life would end with mine
if i would die first she can have her someone who could give love,more than mine
shes just some where infront of me
i dunno if i will have her but
Sitting in the dark
i asked my god
where is that person i need most?
where is that person who need me most? -
Trust will come along
Trust will come along
Just be with me
Take a forever Walk
Trust will come along eventually
I feel the sun on my face
Give me your shade
This is my need
That is my request
So what? if the distance is long
There is always a way in the woods
Just take a walk with me
Love will make u fall, don't you worry
So what? If the past was dark
Present is calling you
Future would shine
Just take a walk with me
I am not, what you had before
I won't be the one you would regret
We will find a way
Love will make u fall, don't you worry
Trust will come along
Just be with me
Take a forever Walk
Trust will come along eventually -
Its u
Lying on my bed holding my pillow thnking of somethng.its not the sleep.its u
walking down the road listening to music i suddenly smiled.its not the song.its u.
Watchng a movie i suddnly teared.its not the happyending .its u.
Praying to god i ask somethng precious.its not my dreams.its u
Standing in the thunder i feel great.its not the rain.its u.
Everythng i speak.its not the word.its u.
When i say i love,its not somebody.its u. -
PHOTOGRAPHS
In my room on a wall
i wanna see photographs
Of you and me together
having the time of our lives
In one of them you are there
looking in my eyes and ur cheeks are red
and in the other one i wanna see your head
on my shoulder and sunset bhind us
In one of them i wanna see you there
laughing,smiling holding my hands
and in the other one,you on my back
with a birthday hat on and putting cake on my face
In one of them i wanna see you there
so serious,almost crying holding me tight
and in other one,you sleeping
on my chest and holding me like a pillow
In one of them i wanna see you there
so beautiful,posing for me in red,black and blue
and in other one,you in ur pjs
jumping on bed with me
all the things we are doing
that we never done in our lives
In my room on a wall
i wanna see photographs
Of you and me together
having the time of our lives
and then i will ask, honey!
whts on dinner tonight................ -
O my darling
O my darling, o my sweetie
O my love, o my life
Why my heart is flying high
From where came this feeling in me
O my darling, o my sweetie
O my love, o my life
This cold breeze is saying something in my ears
And some drops of rain want to dance with me
Every thing around me is making me, love you
In every moment of my life, I feel you around me
O my darling, o my sweetie
O my love, o my life
My eyes telling some story
Wish u were here to read them
This is the story of my love
This is our last love, it's our first promise
O my darling, o my sweetie
O my love, o my life
My life was like I Walked bare foot on fire
Felt like I have been raised in strangers
Take me where your place is
Every one my enemy, here is
O my darling, o my sweetie
O my love, o my life
Feelings of a girl By:
*~*JAVAID MUSTUFFA*~*