Dev_S
online male - 17 years, Richmond, Canada
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Blog messages with the tag 'sad':
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Loving Reunion. Heartbreaking Reality.
It's been a month since I saw you last
Infatuated thoughts of you
I really thought they had passed
My hopes for you have still been dashed
And I must leave my love in the past
There is a big challenge I must face
While my heart yearns to be with you
To not show how I feel, my mind races
You are to close though, your love I can taste
I just wish I could tell you, face to face
My one wish, to hold your hand in mine
And to tell you how much I love you
It seems I'm waiting for a sign
To hold you in my arms and call you mine
Though that will never come, my heart keeps cryin'
I must say goodbye, to my hopes and dreams
Of one day telling you I love you
My soul has been split upon it's seams
My heartbreak been taken to extremes
And my tears designing loving schemes
yeah. my first poem in about two months. I'm a bit rusty, I know. but I'm just happy I'm over my writers block. -
Gone
Sitting here in detention
Trying to escape the mention
That I am simply alone
Listening to the teacher drone
"What a fool" I think to me
I never wanted this to be
This life is all very simple
I need no visit to temple
Just be able to shut my mouth
And think, "Oh there goes my youth"
Leading not unto happiness
But showing death by distress
I need none of the sympathy
I get none of the empathy
I have none of the love to mate
I want none of the burning hate
I receive what I do not want
I lose my friends, and now they haunt
I honestly can't live this way
I am feeling death, day after day
Something bad needs to change, and soon
Or my body be found, high noon
I can leave this land of sorrow
And be taken home down below -
The break up / Part 1
Saying I love you is never enough
Trying to keep this together, it's tough
This relationship, it's going way to rough
I guess my personality just isn't to buff
Saying I care, you consider it a lie
Finding it hard not to do drugs, to get high
It hurts, My heart is frozen in a cry
The end of this love, It soon draws nigh
I can't take this fighting anymore
I miss the feeling of love, My spirit soars
This pain is something I can't ignore
The opportunity is knocking, I will open the door
Your heart might have been broken, so is mine
Hearing you cry, it pushes me past the line
I can only hope that we will be fine
Your love for me, it was always divine -
Pain
The greatest pain I have ever felt
Is not being hit with a belt
It is not being beaten to death
Nor is it feeling my last breath
The greatest disspointment I have ever known
Is not the sting of a toenail, ingrown
It is not merely a broken bone
Nor is it seeing my greatest enemy take the throne
The greatest challenge I have ever faced
Is not simply getting that test aced
It is not finding the one true love
Nor is it going that simple step above
No, The greatest hardship I have ever faced
Is having the devotion of my two friends debased
It is seeing love, torn apart before me
And knowing I can do nothing for thee
Tell me what you think please -
remember
The power of love is strong
I never thought it would lead me wrong
You could have kept me together
If you had thought this was forever
I remember your smile, your laugh
I remember you cut my heart in half
I remember your tears, your sadness
I remember you caused my madness
The feelings that I don't want to forget
Are the feelings that cause my regret
If only I could express them
I wouldn't have to repress them
I remember your beauty, your charm
I remember you never forewarned
I remember your love
I remember you, and me
I don't want to forget
the feelings that cause my regret -
A poem I wrote
I was happy as can be
more than your eyes could see
I know I didn't show it
you were supposed to notice
I would have died for you
I loved you more than anything
I know I didn't show it
but you were supposed to notice
Lonely and Broken
Without you by my side
Lonely and Broken
I have nowhere to hide
Lonely and Broken
In you I confide
Over the summer
I thought we were going to be together
I thought we were forever
I guess I thought wrong
You say I don't care anymore
That makes me feel sore
If you only knew my truth
I was an idiot in my youth
Lonely and Broken
Without you by my side
Lonely and Broken
I have nowhere to hide
Lonely and Broken
In you I confide
You say you care about me
yet you don't even talk to me
You say you want to be friends
Yet the sad truth gives me the bends
I want you to know how I feel
It's like I ate my last meal
I can't be happy anymore
My spirit lives fallen and torn
Lonely and Broken
Without you by my side
Lonely and Broken
I have nowhere to hide
Lonely and Broken
In you I confide
You say I treated you badly
I never intended to, sadly
You say I tried to avoid you
Yet I wanted nothing more than to be with you
You think I'm an ass
The truth is I'm an idiot, facing an impasse
Lonely and Broken
Without you by my side
Lonely and Broken
I have nowhere to hide
Lonely and Broken
In you I confide
Dedicated to M.R.S.
well, that's the first poem I've ever wrote. Lemme know what you think. be brutally honest.