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Dev_S

online male - 17 years, Richmond, Canada


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  • Loving Reunion. Heartbreaking Reality.

    It's been a month since I saw you last
    Infatuated thoughts of you
    I really thought they had passed
    My hopes for you have still been dashed
    And I must leave my love in the past

    There is a big challenge I must face
    While my heart yearns to be with you
    To not show how I feel, my mind races
    You are to close though, your love I can taste
    I just wish I could tell you, face to face

    My one wish, to hold your hand in mine
    And to tell you how much I love you
    It seems I'm waiting for a sign
    To hold you in my arms and call you mine
    Though that will never come, my heart keeps cryin'

    I must say goodbye, to my hopes and dreams
    Of one day telling you I love you
    My soul has been split upon it's seams
    My heartbreak been taken to extremes
    And my tears designing loving schemes

    yeah. my first poem in about two months. I'm a bit rusty, I know. but I'm just happy I'm over my writers block.

  • Gone

    Sitting here in detention
    Trying to escape the mention
    That I am simply alone
    Listening to the teacher drone
    "What a fool" I think to me
    I never wanted this to be

    This life is all very simple
    I need no visit to temple
    Just be able to shut my mouth
    And think, "Oh there goes my youth"
    Leading not unto happiness
    But showing death by distress

    I need none of the sympathy
    I get none of the empathy
    I have none of the love to mate
    I want none of the burning hate
    I receive what I do not want
    I lose my friends, and now they haunt

    I honestly can't live this way
    I am feeling death, day after day
    Something bad needs to change, and soon
    Or my body be found, high noon
    I can leave this land of sorrow
    And be taken home down below

  • The break up / Part 1

    Saying I love you is never enough
    Trying to keep this together, it's tough
    This relationship, it's going way to rough
    I guess my personality just isn't to buff

    Saying I care, you consider it a lie
    Finding it hard not to do drugs, to get high
    It hurts, My heart is frozen in a cry
    The end of this love, It soon draws nigh

    I can't take this fighting anymore
    I miss the feeling of love, My spirit soars
    This pain is something I can't ignore
    The opportunity is knocking, I will open the door

    Your heart might have been broken, so is mine
    Hearing you cry, it pushes me past the line
    I can only hope that we will be fine
    Your love for me, it was always divine

  • Pain

    The greatest pain I have ever felt
    Is not being hit with a belt
    It is not being beaten to death
    Nor is it feeling my last breath

    The greatest disspointment I have ever known
    Is not the sting of a toenail, ingrown
    It is not merely a broken bone
    Nor is it seeing my greatest enemy take the throne

    The greatest challenge I have ever faced
    Is not simply getting that test aced
    It is not finding the one true love
    Nor is it going that simple step above

    No, The greatest hardship I have ever faced
    Is having the devotion of my two friends debased
    It is seeing love, torn apart before me
    And knowing I can do nothing for thee

    Tell me what you think please

  • remember

    The power of love is strong
    I never thought it would lead me wrong
    You could have kept me together
    If you had thought this was forever

    I remember your smile, your laugh
    I remember you cut my heart in half
    I remember your tears, your sadness
    I remember you caused my madness

    The feelings that I don't want to forget
    Are the feelings that cause my regret
    If only I could express them
    I wouldn't have to repress them

    I remember your beauty, your charm
    I remember you never forewarned
    I remember your love
    I remember you, and me
    I don't want to forget
    the feelings that cause my regret

  • A poem I wrote

    I was happy as can be
    more than your eyes could see
    I know I didn't show it
    you were supposed to notice
    I would have died for you
    I loved you more than anything
    I know I didn't show it
    but you were supposed to notice

    Lonely and Broken
    Without you by my side
    Lonely and Broken
    I have nowhere to hide
    Lonely and Broken
    In you I confide

    Over the summer
    I thought we were going to be together
    I thought we were forever
    I guess I thought wrong
    You say I don't care anymore
    That makes me feel sore
    If you only knew my truth
    I was an idiot in my youth

    Lonely and Broken
    Without you by my side
    Lonely and Broken
    I have nowhere to hide
    Lonely and Broken
    In you I confide

    You say you care about me
    yet you don't even talk to me
    You say you want to be friends
    Yet the sad truth gives me the bends
    I want you to know how I feel
    It's like I ate my last meal
    I can't be happy anymore
    My spirit lives fallen and torn

    Lonely and Broken
    Without you by my side
    Lonely and Broken
    I have nowhere to hide
    Lonely and Broken
    In you I confide

    You say I treated you badly
    I never intended to, sadly
    You say I tried to avoid you
    Yet I wanted nothing more than to be with you
    You think I'm an ass
    The truth is I'm an idiot, facing an impasse

    Lonely and Broken
    Without you by my side
    Lonely and Broken
    I have nowhere to hide
    Lonely and Broken
    In you I confide

    Dedicated to M.R.S.

    well, that's the first poem I've ever wrote. Lemme know what you think. be brutally honest.