Dev_S
online male - 17 years, Richmond, Canada
Blog 20
my poems. and a few other blogs. comments please.
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Loss
I'm feel I'm slowly fading away
My life, slipping into the past
I'm failing to make it today
I've fallen out way to fast
It seems I've received so much praise
for simply being the friend I am
Yet the best I am, in this age
is not enough, they don't have a damn
These people just don't seem to care
All these friends I thought i knew
leaving, it feels truly unfair
At last, my fears are coming true
All that I know I can do now
is hold onto what I have still
Losing my life I can't allow
but sometimes it's me I want to kill -
Blood Reign
All the years of pain I have felt
All the times to Death have I knelt
Constant submission to my nothing
The suppression of pain this life brings
The nightmares of fear i could return
Screams of terror that cause them to burn
The constant bloodlust I have gained
The omni-present hate that all have rained
To be shed of my mortal life
Embodiment of soul within this knife
Unleash the corrupted pain felt within
Plunge into awaiting flesh, my skin
Physical incarnation of Hate
The fear to bring is only that of fate
Bringing my very own apocalypse
You taste the death that drips from my lips
Now I float among their own nightmares
Giving every dream my darkness, tears
All shall feel Fear, All shall feel Pain
All shall witness my vengeful Blood Reign -
Finally, another poem worth putting up here
Times lately have been so troubled
I have now been truly humbled
As so many rights have turned wrong
As lonely nights grow ever so long
My links to joy have become less
Losing all that I know does depress
I know I could leave this world now
They would all be happier somehow
Any sense of relief I could find
would, to the truth, make me blind
When ignorance can truly be bliss
From memories I sorely miss
As my days have now grown darker
The light by which I see grows starker
I can look to when I was so high
And give the faintest whisper...Goodbye -
Revenge
In this dark and massacred land
A story is blown through the sand
In this story, it will be told
How a thousand souls have been sold
A deathly deal with the Devil
And a man was told to rebel
With sword in hand and hate in heart
He rose above, and a war did start
He travelled across seas of fire
Hellish plains and castle spires
Leaving a legend in his wake
To avenge those souls been forsaken
When finally, he did arrive
A miracle he was alive
A kingdom overlooking hell
Ruled by nothing, an empty shell
His grip on the sword had tightened
The king of the land was frightened
He saw the man, hate in his eyes
And he saw his sword, his demise
And as the king turned to scarper
He saw the end to this encounter
A flash of steel in the midday sun
And over the floor, the kings blood did run
This was a really old poem by me. I forget when exactly I wrote this. -
Loving Reunion. Heartbreaking Reality.
It's been a month since I saw you last
Infatuated thoughts of you
I really thought they had passed
My hopes for you have still been dashed
And I must leave my love in the past
There is a big challenge I must face
While my heart yearns to be with you
To not show how I feel, my mind races
You are to close though, your love I can taste
I just wish I could tell you, face to face
My one wish, to hold your hand in mine
And to tell you how much I love you
It seems I'm waiting for a sign
To hold you in my arms and call you mine
Though that will never come, my heart keeps cryin'
I must say goodbye, to my hopes and dreams
Of one day telling you I love you
My soul has been split upon it's seams
My heartbreak been taken to extremes
And my tears designing loving schemes
yeah. my first poem in about two months. I'm a bit rusty, I know. but I'm just happy I'm over my writers block. -
Love out of Reach
I find it hard to tell you
The pain of love I go through
The pain I cause to those who
To those who love me
Though this pain is nothing new
It is not what I wish to be
To cause pain, I don't want to see
From this curse, I wish to be free
Being the nice guy has a price
Makes my heart, as cold as Ice
But I promise, I cannot slice
Lest I find love I desire
A love that will entice
I love to take me higher
Love, that could dance on a wire
Love, I would never be a liar
I found the one to warm my heart
Sadly, we are always apart
Separated by an art
A thousand miles of the country
And the hold of her lovers heart
A long and tiresome journey
To help my love come to see
For her love there is nobody
that is better for her, than me -
Gone
Sitting here in detention
Trying to escape the mention
That I am simply alone
Listening to the teacher drone
"What a fool" I think to me
I never wanted this to be
This life is all very simple
I need no visit to temple
Just be able to shut my mouth
And think, "Oh there goes my youth"
Leading not unto happiness
But showing death by distress
I need none of the sympathy
I get none of the empathy
I have none of the love to mate
I want none of the burning hate
I receive what I do not want
I lose my friends, and now they haunt
I honestly can't live this way
I am feeling death, day after day
Something bad needs to change, and soon
Or my body be found, high noon
I can leave this land of sorrow
And be taken home down below -
Confusion
The truth is, Unknown in this haze
We are all lies
All there is, Confusion for days
We never try
We can say we know reality
Illusion of Life
We are blind to the impurity
Confusion and Strife
Our lives have been faded
We know only lies
The minds of the jaded
The truth never flies
So many actions undone
So many words unsaid
Either the truth we will shun
Or the lies we have bid -
Pure Hatred...yeah...another poem
My loathing for you is endless
My hatred makes me mindless
My fury, I can never express
You don't see how much I suppress
You break my heart, drop me dead
My heart has never so much bled
Drowning in the tears that I shed
My soul is black, my eyes are red
You go to steal my best friend
And intoxicate her to no end
Fear and Pain are what I now send
Your life is what I hope to end
You have made me a different man
I no longer hold your vile hand
It was your soul that you have damned
Knife to your throat, now in my hand
Yeah, I know it's a lot darker than my usual work. -
younger women with older men. wtf.
Ok, I've been noticing a trend in ladies recently. No, I'm not trying to stereotype or make assumptions, but I just want to point this out and ask why.
Ok now, I've been noticing a lot of young girls that choose to be with guys much older than them, rather than guys in the same age, or at least close to it. I've seen a lot of 13 and 14 year old girls with boyfriends at 16-17 years old, even a couple that are 18 years old. I just want to know exactly why they choose to be with these older men, instead of guys closer to their own age. I'm pretty sure that if you look around for guys your own age, you'll find a lot more good ones than you think. I'm starting to be really concerned, mainly for some girls that are my really close friends, and are around my age, if not younger, but they have chosen to have a boyfriend maybe 4 or 5 years older than them.
So ladies, I ask you this. Why is it that the majority of you choose to have boyfriends much older than you? I'm just looking for a good reason why this is happening.
