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this one is for all of us..c",)

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 15:01:33 UT

this video is dedicated to all dreamers out there..
keep on dreaming, but don't just dream about it..
yet be inspired and do something about it.......

IF POSSIBLE:
try to make it happened,
everyone deserves to be happy.

"If We Hold On Together"

Don't lose your way
With each passing day.
You've come so far
Don't throw it away.

Live believing, dreams are for weaving,
Wonders are waiting to start.
Live your story, faith, hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart.

If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by,
For you and I.

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend,
Seek out a star,
hold on to the end.

Valley, mountain, there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away.
Words are swaying, someone is praying,
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by,
For you and I.

When we are out there in the dark,
We'll dream about the sun.
In the dark we'll feel the light,
Warm our hearts, every one.

If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly...
The clouds roll by...
for you and I.

no regrets...

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Wed, 28 May 2008 17:39:32 UT

i fell in-love with you,
because aside from my friends
your the only person on this earth
who accepted me, for who and what i am...

you have showed me the true
definition of love...

you make me laugh, everytime
we're together...

you make me smile, even though
im hurting inside...

you take good care of me,
when i dont feel good...

you showed me the importance,
love and care that i never felt
with my own family...

but even though, we fell in-love
at the wrong time..

and even though, there are people
(including my family) says that
loving you is a shame...

i'll never regret the day i met you,
and got fell in-love with you..

the hardest part...

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Fri, 02 May 2008 06:00:03 UT

i thought letting go of the person
you love, would be the hardest part...

but i guess not..

because the hardest part is
moving on with your life without him..

how would you do that???

when everything you do,and
every where you go, reminds you of him...

it's so hard to pretend that your happy
and that your enjoying others company...

but deep inside your heart your breaking into pieces..

it's hard to do some things, when your heart is not there..

and it's even hard to do all the things you used to do with him...
then now, you have to do all this things ALONE...

much more harder to accept the fact,
that his finally out of your life...

making the right choice..

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Fri, 02 May 2008 05:16:28 UT

Choose friends wisely,
the portrait they paint
Is who you are and who you ain't.

Friendship is life's great support,
when friends are of the right sort.

For all your dreams do they make room,

Or bring you down with doom and gloom?

You will know a friendship is true,
when it brings out the best in you.

This is how Friendships Break...

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Fri, 02 May 2008 05:13:42 UT

Both Friends will think
that they are too busy
and will not contact,
thinking that it may be disturbing.

As time passes both will think,
"let the other contact".

After a while, each will think,
"why should I contact first".

Here your love
will gradually be
converted to pride.

Finally without contact
the memory becomes weak.

They forget each other.
One day they will meet
and blame one another…

I don’t want to be one
of those kinds...

So here I am, saying...

Hi! and hope that are
friendship will remain forever...
no matter how million miles we're apart...

be my love

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Tue, 18 Mar 2008 02:21:32 UT

Come be my love
And live with me
Oh how wonderful
Our life will be

I'll treasure you
With all my heart
So that we
May never part

I'll learn to like
The things you do
So I can always be
Ever close to you

We'll write poems of love
Read books to each other
And always support
One another

Across a crowded room
When our eyes do meet
You'll know that I love you
When I smile, my sweet

As we grow old together
Our love will not fade
Because of the wonderful
Memories we've made

the passion

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 03:27:10 UT

looking at you holding me close to you
squeezing my body tight
but for all i see as i daydream
i know that ill get you.....tonight

running your palms across my breast
as i tremble and bite my lips
feeling my hands upon your chest
the softness of each fingertip

tasting my neck, so sweet, so soft
and slowly lowering your kiss
over my nipples across my navel
and finally into pure bliss

looking upon my face fom below
as i tilt back my head
feeling my fountains begin to flow
as i ease back on the bed

my "innocent little devil" look
crying insatiably with the sensation
lips to lips lapping up every drip
from the well of my creation

the way i pull you up by the hair
to the heat of my mouth on fire
no other thoughts, not a care
just the quenching of mad desire

riding the tide of passion
pushing your love into me
on the waves of my emotion
in slow motion, so sweet, so true

pulse pounding in resounding rapture
taken to the edge, then just past
rhythm growing, faces glowing
the climax coming fast

the heated illicit look
of ecstacy across my eyes
the culmation nearing
within my undulating thighs
echoing throughout the heavens
on over indulgent cries

the sultry look upon my face
in reaching that gyrating gush
the way i bite your fingers
when you try to make me hush

my arching back, my fingernails,
my perfume mixed with sweat
the way i keep rubbing against you
my insides already so wet

the way when im beat dead and ready
to fall asleep face first on the floor
i put my sweet lips to your ear
and whisper, "i want more"

the dream

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 03:24:59 UT

I sit here and think
How much I want to be with you
Wondering will I ever have a chance
A chance to hold you, kiss you and to be with you

I think about you every day
Every night before I sleep
I dream how it would be
To have you as my own

I dream to see how it feels
To see you before I sleep
How it would feel to
Cuddle with you at night

I dream about how wonderful
It would be to wake up and see you
Laying next to me in bed

But its all a dream.. till the time comes
I'll stay single waiting for you...

the clock of love

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 03:21:45 UT

The sun shines bright as every other day.
But today it turned 9 am and we were just getting to know each other.
I didn't know if i was in love
or maybe i was just feeling lust.
But at noon, I was ready to spend
the rest of my life with this man.
We were inseprable, powerful,
Beautiful together.
The love we made was tender
from the heart.
Nothing and nobody could stop us.
Then it turned 1pm and we started to drift.
Our first arguement, my first tear.
By 3pm I had all these feelings of lonelyness.
But he remained by my side.
We tried to work it out we really did.
We thought our love could surpass
anything.
Then at 6pm We packed our bags and said our goodbyes.
Our love just faded to the end of time.
The sun just set and its dark in my heart.
Our never ending love just sizzled in the dark.
Hopefully by morning
after a night of slumber.
I'll reawake to the sun shining and
it will start all over.

im confused...

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 04:30:34 UT

0nce before i met this guy, i ask G0D a favor...
to please take back my life...

it's meaningless and empty...
it feels like, there's a big dark space in it..
got NO ONE to talk..
and NOWHERE ELSE to go..
NOBODY can understand me..
im lost in the dark.

but then again i prayed,
to please give meaning into my life..
give me a reason to live..

'till i met this guy, and got fell inlove with him..
was he the answer to my prayers???

now there's these two different guys, who wants to be part of my life...
the first one is single and the other one is seperated got two children..
both have a stable job, and both likes me..

but the catch is.. i do like them but i don't love them both..
the first one is 6years younger than me.

my mind says one of them is the right one to love..
BUT, my heart says different..

now the question is...

which would you prepare, the one you love and loves you back,but comitted to some0ne else???

or the other two guys who loves you and can be with you forever, but you don't feel anything for them???

Reality Bites..

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Sun, 17 Feb 2008 11:57:22 UT

this is not right,

how i feels for him makes me vulnerable..

it's beginning to infect me inside out..

i have to focus on my priorities..

i have to end this stupidity..

before it's too late..

i can't go on with this kind of relationship..

too many people is going to be affected and hurt,

including an innocent child..

for what?!

for a stealth moments..

for a temporary happiness..

for some feelings that i am not really sure,if that's how i really feels for him..

or i am just being challenge of his myterious personality..

enough with the dreams of illusions..

reality bites!

and reality sucks!

accept it girl, his not yours and he'll never be yours..

end of story!

by: Sherryl Canlas (sometimes,i'm wondering..and thinking of ending this stupidity...it's OVER)

i just fell inlove

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 04:13:23 UT

i'm sooo inlove to a guy,
who's inlove with me too..
but the problem is..

he's commited to someone else!!!

how can i tell him, i miss him?
how can i tell him, i like him?
how can i tell him, i love him?

does falling inlove with this guy is a crime?
or am i just falling inlove to the wrong guy?

is there such thing as wrong guy?
or just falling inlove at the wrong time?

should i continue with the love i feel for him?
or should i end it? and accept the fact that he'll never be mine..

why life is so unfair?
why fate is so cruel?

but what the heck.. to hell with everyone,
all i know is that i'm happy, i'm inlove and
i feel so lucky because i have a perfect
gentleman by my side...

it maybe selfish,
but what can i do?
i just fell inlove.

by: Sherryl I. Canlas

Alone... (not)

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 16:40:56 UT

I feel alone today
Nothing is going my way
Back stabbers they were my friends
But now this is the end
I feel so left out
I don't know what this is all about
No one understands me
Not even my family
I'm surrounded by darkness
So many secrets
But Two people gave me light
Cause to me they are really bright
I know i might feel bad
Or maybe even sad
But I'm still alone! Not!!!
Maybe i think i am but I'm not
I should relax and chill
And when i feel bad spill
If you do feel alone
Your true friends will come

Teenage Suicide

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 15:15:28 UT

I thought of dying
gazing into the black, seductive ice water
so glassy and so tranquil
I thought of dying
but in my place
Death's bony embrace
clutched listless children
gnawed by hunger;
prisoners on death row
detritus of their own childhoods;
poor shepherds grazing blunt-toothed animals
on landmined hillsides

I thought of dying,
to throw myself away
so much landfill
If it's no use to me
I could give it
I can holler with my lungs
at injustice
join hands in protest
at brutality
I realized that I had long been dead
but I could choose instead
to reawake
and be alive for them

kiss

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Wed, 24 Jan 2007 15:27:52 UT

"Your kisses take me to starry heights!"

"If a kiss could say just how i love you... My lips would be on yours forever!"

"Lots of Kisses, hugs and all My love just for You."

"Your kisses make me go..."

"Kisses to say...With each day I fall more in love with you..."

"Kiss me and you shall see stars, love me and I'll give them to you."

"I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But, now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me."

"Kissing is like real estate. The most important thing is location, location, location."

"I will be forever yours with just one kiss, setting my soul on fire with eternal bliss."

"A legal kiss is never as good as a stolen one."

A moment...

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Wed, 24 Jan 2007 15:22:22 UT

I want a moment,
so pure are true.
Stupid and crazy.
A moment with you.

I want to let go.
No holding back.
No time, no thinking.
As to what we may lack.

I want to take things,
to the extreme.
So free and alive.
As surreal as a dream.

I want to bring out.
The girl inside me.
No moods, no tears.
Just crazy and free.

I want a moment,
special and unique.
No rules in my mind.
I don't want to compete.

I want a moment,
alone with you.
In the middle of the night.
Where our dreams will come true!

All Apologies

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Wed, 24 Jan 2007 15:17:38 UT

All apologies
Because I can't promise you anything
I understand it but I can't take your hint
All apologies
Because I'm unable to grant you your wishes
Even though we already had an agreement

I tried to show you my devotion
But I was overwhelmed by the frustration
I tried to give you my commitment
But I'm not use to dedication
I'm staring at a disturbing future
As long as I don't free myself from the curse
Because I know I can't carry on without you in the picture

I can't go to the places you know
Because I can't unburden my load
All the things I said were real
Even though they didn't mean a great deal
All those words came from my soul
And it's up to you to decide
Whether it is a plot or a joke

Take me out to the open field
Take me out of this invisible shield
I'll try not to disappoint you
I'll try to enlighten you about the truth
If only I can stop myself from running away
If only I can find a way
I wanted to tell you that
I'll love you no matter what my conscious says...

TODAY I WANNA SAY THANK YOU

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Tue, 26 Sep 2006 17:05:49 UT

Today i wanna say Thank you,
For your friendship thru the years,
For offering your support selflessly,
When i needed someone to dry my tears,
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For you have given me so much of your time,
When my world crashed down around me,
It was you who convinced me things would be fine.
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For being able to understand,
I never had to say a word,
You knew just when to lend a hand,
Today i wanna say Thank you,
Thanks for your hope and belief in me,
I'll be your strength when your down,
I'll always have faith in your dreams.
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For the person that you are,
I know one day that voice you've got,
Will turn you into a star!
Today i wanna say Thank you,
I don't think i say it enough,
You realise whats really important,
When the road you walk is rough.
Today i wanna say Thank you...
I love you like a sister and you need to know,
Today i wanna say Thank you...
Cause we don't always have tomorrow.

Absence

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Tue, 26 Sep 2006 16:44:06 UT

Does absence make the heart grow fonder
Or does it cause the heart to wander?

Absence plays tricks on the heart
When from your lover you're apart.

Are his thoughts of me like mine of him
Or has his love begun to dim.

Do questions, fears, and doubts arise
Or does confident love shine in our eyes.

Are my feelings for him ebbing away
Or do they grow stronger with every day.

Do united hearts still beat strong
Or does the rhythm seem all wrong.

Does out of sight mean out of mind
Or in my dreams do you I find.

Do your words of love echo still
Or are my thoughts with silence filled.

When time and distance pull us apart
Is your presence ever in my heart.

The strength and depth is what decides
If through the absence love abides.

A love that isn't meant to be
When absence comes is apt to flee.

A love that's written in the stars
Will endure though near or far.

What Is Life All About?

AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy — Tue, 26 Sep 2006 16:29:01 UT

What is love? What is laughter?
What is living happily ever after?

What is hope? What are dreams?
What is it when nothing is ever what it seems?

Love is something I'll never receive.
Laughter will never truly be inside.
Living happily ever after I will never achieve.
Hope of love, Aphrodite has denied.
Dreams are destroyed, pain succeeds.
Fun is diminished, joy subsides.

Why was I put on this earth?
Why do I have to suffer?

Just when the clouds begin to part,
Things seem to get even tougher.

Why am I still living?
Why can't I just die?
Why is God so unforgiving?
I have no reason for living,
So I shouldn't even try?