AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy
female - 33 years, Angeles City, Philippines
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Blog messages with the tag 'My Poem':
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the hardest part...
i thought letting go of the person
you love, would be the hardest part...
but i guess not..
because the hardest part is
moving on with your life without him..
how would you do that???
when everything you do,and
every where you go, reminds you of him...
it's so hard to pretend that your happy
and that your enjoying others company...
but deep inside your heart your breaking into pieces..
it's hard to do some things, when your heart is not there..
and it's even hard to do all the things you used to do with him...
then now, you have to do all this things ALONE...
much more harder to accept the fact,
that his finally out of your life... -
im confused...
0nce before i met this guy, i ask G0D a favor...
to please take back my life...
it's meaningless and empty...
it feels like, there's a big dark space in it..
got NO ONE to talk..
and NOWHERE ELSE to go..
NOBODY can understand me..
im lost in the dark.
but then again i prayed,
to please give meaning into my life..
give me a reason to live..
'till i met this guy, and got fell inlove with him..
was he the answer to my prayers???
now there's these two different guys, who wants to be part of my life...
the first one is single and the other one is seperated got two children..
both have a stable job, and both likes me..
but the catch is.. i do like them but i don't love them both..
the first one is 6years younger than me.
my mind says one of them is the right one to love..
BUT, my heart says different..
now the question is...
which would you prepare, the one you love and loves you back,but comitted to some0ne else???
or the other two guys who loves you and can be with you forever, but you don't feel anything for them??? -
Reality Bites..
this is not right,
how i feels for him makes me vulnerable..
it's beginning to infect me inside out..
i have to focus on my priorities..
i have to end this stupidity..
before it's too late..
i can't go on with this kind of relationship..
too many people is going to be affected and hurt,
including an innocent child..
for what?!
for a stealth moments..
for a temporary happiness..
for some feelings that i am not really sure,if that's how i really feels for him..
or i am just being challenge of his myterious personality..
enough with the dreams of illusions..
reality bites!
and reality sucks!
accept it girl, his not yours and he'll never be yours..
end of story!
by: Sherryl Canlas (sometimes,i'm wondering..and thinking of ending this stupidity...it's OVER) -
i just fell inlove
i'm sooo inlove to a guy,
who's inlove with me too..
but the problem is..
he's commited to someone else!!!
how can i tell him, i miss him?
how can i tell him, i like him?
how can i tell him, i love him?
does falling inlove with this guy is a crime?
or am i just falling inlove to the wrong guy?
is there such thing as wrong guy?
or just falling inlove at the wrong time?
should i continue with the love i feel for him?
or should i end it? and accept the fact that he'll never be mine..
why life is so unfair?
why fate is so cruel?
but what the heck.. to hell with everyone,
all i know is that i'm happy, i'm inlove and
i feel so lucky because i have a perfect
gentleman by my side...
it maybe selfish,
but what can i do?
i just fell inlove.
by: Sherryl I. Canlas -
Alone... (not)
I feel alone today
Nothing is going my way
Back stabbers they were my friends
But now this is the end
I feel so left out
I don't know what this is all about
No one understands me
Not even my family
I'm surrounded by darkness
So many secrets
But Two people gave me light
Cause to me they are really bright
I know i might feel bad
Or maybe even sad
But I'm still alone! Not!!!
Maybe i think i am but I'm not
I should relax and chill
And when i feel bad spill
If you do feel alone
Your true friends will come -
A moment...
I want a moment,
so pure are true.
Stupid and crazy.
A moment with you.
I want to let go.
No holding back.
No time, no thinking.
As to what we may lack.
I want to take things,
to the extreme.
So free and alive.
As surreal as a dream.
I want to bring out.
The girl inside me.
No moods, no tears.
Just crazy and free.
I want a moment,
special and unique.
No rules in my mind.
I don't want to compete.
I want a moment,
alone with you.
In the middle of the night.
Where our dreams will come true! -
All Apologies
All apologies
Because I can't promise you anything
I understand it but I can't take your hint
All apologies
Because I'm unable to grant you your wishes
Even though we already had an agreement
I tried to show you my devotion
But I was overwhelmed by the frustration
I tried to give you my commitment
But I'm not use to dedication
I'm staring at a disturbing future
As long as I don't free myself from the curse
Because I know I can't carry on without you in the picture
I can't go to the places you know
Because I can't unburden my load
All the things I said were real
Even though they didn't mean a great deal
All those words came from my soul
And it's up to you to decide
Whether it is a plot or a joke
Take me out to the open field
Take me out of this invisible shield
I'll try not to disappoint you
I'll try to enlighten you about the truth
If only I can stop myself from running away
If only I can find a way
I wanted to tell you that
I'll love you no matter what my conscious says... -
TODAY I WANNA SAY THANK YOU
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For your friendship thru the years,
For offering your support selflessly,
When i needed someone to dry my tears,
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For you have given me so much of your time,
When my world crashed down around me,
It was you who convinced me things would be fine.
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For being able to understand,
I never had to say a word,
You knew just when to lend a hand,
Today i wanna say Thank you,
Thanks for your hope and belief in me,
I'll be your strength when your down,
I'll always have faith in your dreams.
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For the person that you are,
I know one day that voice you've got,
Will turn you into a star!
Today i wanna say Thank you,
I don't think i say it enough,
You realise whats really important,
When the road you walk is rough.
Today i wanna say Thank you...
I love you like a sister and you need to know,
Today i wanna say Thank you...
Cause we don't always have tomorrow. -
What Is Life All About?
What is love? What is laughter?
What is living happily ever after?
What is hope? What are dreams?
What is it when nothing is ever what it seems?
Love is something I'll never receive.
Laughter will never truly be inside.
Living happily ever after I will never achieve.
Hope of love, Aphrodite has denied.
Dreams are destroyed, pain succeeds.
Fun is diminished, joy subsides.
Why was I put on this earth?
Why do I have to suffer?
Just when the clouds begin to part,
Things seem to get even tougher.
Why am I still living?
Why can't I just die?
Why is God so unforgiving?
I have no reason for living,
So I shouldn't even try?
