AsTiG_nA_pAsAwAy
female - 33 years, Angeles City, Philippines
Blog 20
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Reality Bites..
this is not right,
how i feels for him makes me vulnerable..
it's beginning to infect me inside out..
i have to focus on my priorities..
i have to end this stupidity..
before it's too late..
i can't go on with this kind of relationship..
too many people is going to be affected and hurt,
including an innocent child..
for what?!
for a stealth moments..
for a temporary happiness..
for some feelings that i am not really sure,if that's how i really feels for him..
or i am just being challenge of his myterious personality..
enough with the dreams of illusions..
reality bites!
and reality sucks!
accept it girl, his not yours and he'll never be yours..
end of story!
by: Sherryl Canlas (sometimes,i'm wondering..and thinking of ending this stupidity...it's OVER) -
i just fell inlove
i'm sooo inlove to a guy,
who's inlove with me too..
but the problem is..
he's commited to someone else!!!
how can i tell him, i miss him?
how can i tell him, i like him?
how can i tell him, i love him?
does falling inlove with this guy is a crime?
or am i just falling inlove to the wrong guy?
is there such thing as wrong guy?
or just falling inlove at the wrong time?
should i continue with the love i feel for him?
or should i end it? and accept the fact that he'll never be mine..
why life is so unfair?
why fate is so cruel?
but what the heck.. to hell with everyone,
all i know is that i'm happy, i'm inlove and
i feel so lucky because i have a perfect
gentleman by my side...
it maybe selfish,
but what can i do?
i just fell inlove.
by: Sherryl I. Canlas -
Alone... (not)
I feel alone today
Nothing is going my way
Back stabbers they were my friends
But now this is the end
I feel so left out
I don't know what this is all about
No one understands me
Not even my family
I'm surrounded by darkness
So many secrets
But Two people gave me light
Cause to me they are really bright
I know i might feel bad
Or maybe even sad
But I'm still alone! Not!!!
Maybe i think i am but I'm not
I should relax and chill
And when i feel bad spill
If you do feel alone
Your true friends will come -
Teenage Suicide
I thought of dying
gazing into the black, seductive ice water
so glassy and so tranquil
I thought of dying
but in my place
Death's bony embrace
clutched listless children
gnawed by hunger;
prisoners on death row
detritus of their own childhoods;
poor shepherds grazing blunt-toothed animals
on landmined hillsides
I thought of dying,
to throw myself away
so much landfill
If it's no use to me
I could give it
I can holler with my lungs
at injustice
join hands in protest
at brutality
I realized that I had long been dead
but I could choose instead
to reawake
and be alive for them -
kiss
"Your kisses take me to starry heights!"
"If a kiss could say just how i love you... My lips would be on yours forever!"
"Lots of Kisses, hugs and all My love just for You."
"Your kisses make me go..."
"Kisses to say...With each day I fall more in love with you..."
"Kiss me and you shall see stars, love me and I'll give them to you."
"I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But, now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me."
"Kissing is like real estate. The most important thing is location, location, location."
"I will be forever yours with just one kiss, setting my soul on fire with eternal bliss."
"A legal kiss is never as good as a stolen one." -
A moment...
I want a moment,
so pure are true.
Stupid and crazy.
A moment with you.
I want to let go.
No holding back.
No time, no thinking.
As to what we may lack.
I want to take things,
to the extreme.
So free and alive.
As surreal as a dream.
I want to bring out.
The girl inside me.
No moods, no tears.
Just crazy and free.
I want a moment,
special and unique.
No rules in my mind.
I don't want to compete.
I want a moment,
alone with you.
In the middle of the night.
Where our dreams will come true! -
All Apologies
All apologies
Because I can't promise you anything
I understand it but I can't take your hint
All apologies
Because I'm unable to grant you your wishes
Even though we already had an agreement
I tried to show you my devotion
But I was overwhelmed by the frustration
I tried to give you my commitment
But I'm not use to dedication
I'm staring at a disturbing future
As long as I don't free myself from the curse
Because I know I can't carry on without you in the picture
I can't go to the places you know
Because I can't unburden my load
All the things I said were real
Even though they didn't mean a great deal
All those words came from my soul
And it's up to you to decide
Whether it is a plot or a joke
Take me out to the open field
Take me out of this invisible shield
I'll try not to disappoint you
I'll try to enlighten you about the truth
If only I can stop myself from running away
If only I can find a way
I wanted to tell you that
I'll love you no matter what my conscious says... -
TODAY I WANNA SAY THANK YOU
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For your friendship thru the years,
For offering your support selflessly,
When i needed someone to dry my tears,
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For you have given me so much of your time,
When my world crashed down around me,
It was you who convinced me things would be fine.
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For being able to understand,
I never had to say a word,
You knew just when to lend a hand,
Today i wanna say Thank you,
Thanks for your hope and belief in me,
I'll be your strength when your down,
I'll always have faith in your dreams.
Today i wanna say Thank you,
For the person that you are,
I know one day that voice you've got,
Will turn you into a star!
Today i wanna say Thank you,
I don't think i say it enough,
You realise whats really important,
When the road you walk is rough.
Today i wanna say Thank you...
I love you like a sister and you need to know,
Today i wanna say Thank you...
Cause we don't always have tomorrow. -
Absence
Does absence make the heart grow fonder
Or does it cause the heart to wander?
Absence plays tricks on the heart
When from your lover you're apart.
Are his thoughts of me like mine of him
Or has his love begun to dim.
Do questions, fears, and doubts arise
Or does confident love shine in our eyes.
Are my feelings for him ebbing away
Or do they grow stronger with every day.
Do united hearts still beat strong
Or does the rhythm seem all wrong.
Does out of sight mean out of mind
Or in my dreams do you I find.
Do your words of love echo still
Or are my thoughts with silence filled.
When time and distance pull us apart
Is your presence ever in my heart.
The strength and depth is what decides
If through the absence love abides.
A love that isn't meant to be
When absence comes is apt to flee.
A love that's written in the stars
Will endure though near or far. -
What Is Life All About?
What is love? What is laughter?
What is living happily ever after?
What is hope? What are dreams?
What is it when nothing is ever what it seems?
Love is something I'll never receive.
Laughter will never truly be inside.
Living happily ever after I will never achieve.
Hope of love, Aphrodite has denied.
Dreams are destroyed, pain succeeds.
Fun is diminished, joy subsides.
Why was I put on this earth?
Why do I have to suffer?
Just when the clouds begin to part,
Things seem to get even tougher.
Why am I still living?
Why can't I just die?
Why is God so unforgiving?
I have no reason for living,
So I shouldn't even try?
