Alyssa Jarman's blog

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Ally_J — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 10:24:59 UT

Well where do I start....

I recently broke up with my boyfriend of 1 and a half years. Long time hey! He was my longest relationship. We went overseas together, I moved in with him and fell for him. Fell for him hard!! However, my fairy tale ended with a bad ending. We broke up. I moved back home with my parents. Now, he is moving on. Seeing girls, might even found one to have a relationship with. And I'm left here dweling in my own pain and suffering. I dont know why I still feel this way about him. I am going overseas early next year for approx 1 year stay. Im not quiet sure what I can do to push him out of my heart/ head. It will just hurt me to hold on to what we had!!! I dont want to fall in love just yet, I just want a bit of fun. Not quiet sure what I should do? Can any-one help please??

Cheers
Alyssa

Halloween

Ally_J — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 04:49:43 UT

As you are all aware that Halloween is tomorrow.

I have been invited to a halloween dress-up party, Does any-one have any ideas for me to go as?

Im stuck for ideas. Please help.

Cheers
A

Snow Patrol

Ally_J — Thu, 20 Sep 2007 03:57:46 UT

Last night - 19/09/07. Found my self heading down to the Entertainment Centre for a great night. Saw Snow Patrol, it went off like a frog in a sock. The opening song was 'Hands Open' - Did i mention awesome.. The crowd loved it ! We all got into the mood. The visual was great not to mention the MUSIC. I just had a spectaular time. The ban played beautifully, as well as they entertained the crowd during the song breaks. I could see that every one enjoyed it. Expecially me... Fantastic night boys.!!

Mints or Gum

Ally_J — Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:50:26 UT

Lets get a poll going..

Mints or gum?

Favourite Band

Ally_J — Tue, 17 Jul 2007 10:05:17 UT

What is your favourite band in the world? Post comment

Mine would have to beat Papa Roach. Cant get any better then them!

Fuel

Ally_J — Sun, 11 Mar 2007 01:11:57 UT

Who likes Fuel?? I do!!

A really touching song.. I love it

Ally_J — Tue, 27 Feb 2007 00:38:50 UT

3 Doors Down - Let Me Go Lyrics

One more kiss could be the best thing
Or one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And your not something I deserve

CHORUS
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
And I know what I'm going through

CHORUS
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go, let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go

(you don't know)
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
(you don't know)
You love me but you don't know who I am

(you don't know)
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
(you don't know)
You love me but you don't know me

Anyone

Ally_J — Tue, 20 Feb 2007 10:06:17 UT

Anyone wanna chat..?? I have Cam!!

Work

Ally_J — Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:19:35 UT

Who likes to work?

Sunday

Ally_J — Sun, 04 Feb 2007 03:59:24 UT

Well.. I had a big weekend. I didn't have to work so I made the most of it. Well tried to any way. Spent heaps of money on grog as always. Now it seems to me it takes a lot to get me drunk. I had about 9 rums and 4 shots in the matter of 4 hours. And did not feel a thing.. Now whats the deal..

Well every one have a good week..

Alyssa

Morning After

Ally_J — Fri, 19 Jan 2007 23:06:16 UT

Hello,

Well its 8.59 in the morning. On saturday i have to work.. However not till 1.. I hit the piss last night real hard.. and now im regeting that i had so much.. I feel like shit..!!! Any ways going to a party tonight!! Whoo hoo more piss.. im not gonna be soba any time soon.. so im gonna hit the alochol once again.. Any ways Every-one have a great day, week until we meet again..

Finally 18

Ally_J — Tue, 12 Dec 2006 04:08:54 UT

Hello all,

Finally made it to 18 years.. took its sweet time.. Been waiting for a 1 year after school finished.. Watched every one else turn 18 and go clubbing.. while lonely old me just went to the movies every weekend.. how exciting.. Must of spent a fortune at Birch Carroll and Coyle.. Should of invested in shares.. lol Well anyways at work on my 18th birthday. However, had a wonderful lunch at a pub.. had my first legal drink (bundy rum) what else... and yea very exciting anyways have to get back to work... they aint paying me to surf the net and talk about my life on blogs... have a wonderful afternoon

Alyssa xoxox

Life is Dissapearing

Ally_J — Sun, 26 Nov 2006 10:37:50 UT

Well.. another weekend gone by.. Another day I have lived.. another moment gone by.. What to expect tommorow to be like.. Not sure what to expect just another day at work.. exciting really.. (Sarcastic) if didnt notice.. Yes..Any ways have to get back to lifes events.. Laters Peoples

Gold Digger

Ally_J — Tue, 31 Oct 2006 02:53:53 UT

Aint saying she's a gold digger but she aint messin with no brokey broke

18

Ally_J — Sat, 21 Oct 2006 11:40:09 UT

Soon to be 18 peoples.... Hurray... Fucking took it sweet arse time didnt it.. Could my mum poped me out a few months before wouldnt of hurted her.....